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and it will turn into redirected aggression so fast i can't even leave the bedroom because it's not fair to snap at others like that when they didn't cause this. i just want to be numb for like... a day.

and the anger is just on loop, long after i've got any reasonable excuse for being so fucking enraged. i have reasons to be angry, but not this angry. or do i? i can't even tell anymore.

i fucking hate waking up this way. i need to go work and clean but all i can do is sit here furious.

never gonna be okay. just get used to it.

why does this have to happen now?

i have a job interview and i can't stop sobbing not now not now not now goddamnit

suicidal. no relief. of course.

i hate what i am and i hate existing like this. i wish i could go back. i wish i could just ignore how much i wish i wasn't here but it's not that simple and i hate myself for it.

i hate it here so fucking much

i just wanted to be happy for one moment

god i wish i was dead

it always gets worse until I get tired of it

i fucked up and got myself in this broken, sad, sorry situation, and there's no one to blame but myself

no undoing this i wish trying did any good stuck here just like ive been everywhere else sleep please sleep

bed. sorry.

#maybe i wont wake up #thatd be nice

nevermind

#ignore me

hahaha of course it's all in my head all my fault all me all me all me god how stupid can i get

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