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she/her. 20s. mental illness vent blog. previously diagnosed w borderline personality disorder. now just neurospicy 🌶️

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idk if anyone even follows this blog anymore but the absolute irony that this year i was reassessed and told my bpd, diagnosed nearly eight years ago, is probably actually autism/adhd

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ah yes my daily ‘i’m not clever enough. not pretty enough. not thin enough. shouldn’t actually be alive at all’ breakdown...... 

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bpd also means:

chronic feelings of emptiness

basically having no hobbies

not being able to find a passion

not experiencing happiness trough hobbies or people

but really wanting to do something fun and fulfilling

being tired, having depression

rushing into new hobbies and needing equipment immediately, spending a lot of money

but loosing interest quickly and easily

not pursuing hobbies due to no instant success

not being able to act on a hobby cause you’re highly agitated

feeling numb all day, even around loved ones and doing something actually fun

not really experiencing a situation, feeling like you are not actually there

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The bpd urge to RUN AWAY RUN AWAY RUN AWAY

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just saw a post that was like ‘gonna spend today daydreaming/ dissociating’ as if those two things are remotely comparable 🤬🤬🤬

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not terminology specific to personality disorders being used by people without pds again

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anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

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[anezkadragon]

bpd also means:

chronic feelings of emptiness

basically having no hobbies

not being able to find a passion

not experiencing happiness trough hobbies or people

but really wanting to do something fun and fulfilling

being tired, having depression

rushing into new hobbies and needing equipment immediately, spending a lot of money

but loosing interest quickly and easily

not pursuing hobbies due to no instant success

not being able to act on a hobby cause you’re highly agitated

feeling numb all day, even around loved ones and doing something actually fun

not really experiencing a situation, feeling like you are not actually there