Bored To Death

safe space

[boreddudette]

Proverbs 27:1 ♡ 

update, cryptic christian, 3 years later..,,, im doing good dawg keep em coming <3

[itscyran]

REBLOG IF YOU USED TUMBLR IN 2011 - 2013

If so, you knew how turnt Tumblr use to be

[boreddudette]

I spent my whole life observing things. Not even quietly or discreetly, instead, I voice them out, I write them down, I throw punches and I make them known. I know the world won't mind. The world minds its own.

All this time, I only wanted someone to share the same observation. To speak with me in a choir of understanding. Then I wouldn't have to overexplain myself or use words I don't even understand just to put the point across. Then we would look at the same thing and see the object in the eyes of one another. What a beautiful thing that could be.

[boreddudette]

I hope you can find me again. I wish nothing but for you to find me again. Don't let go next time. Never let me go.

[weltenwellen]

Kim Addonizio, from "'Round Midnight'", What Is This Thing Called Love

[newvision]

— James Baldwin, from If Beale Street Could Talk

[boreddudette]

guys i'm so fucking sad

[sailermoon]

turns out I’ll always carry my 15 year old self. silly me

[sailermoon]

this isn’t about hating her this is about recognizing there will always be a small part of me a little hurt and a little scared and it’s my job to care for that part in the way she needed at the time

[sailermoon]

[radical-revolution]

“However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you think. It looks poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults even in paradise. Love your life, difficult as it is...

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment. Fools stand on their island of opportunities and look toward another land. There is no other land; there is no other life but this.”

~ Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862)

[weltenwellen]

“Sometimes you get so close to someone you end up on the other side of them.”

— Richard Siken, Editors Page: The Long and the Short of It

[weltenwellen]

Joanna Klink, from “On Diminishment”, The Nightfields

[weltenwellen]

May Sarton, The House by the Sea

[boreddudette]

it doesn't feel right. being here doesn't feel right. i am betraying myself, fooling myself, speaking an untruth i refuse to acknowledge that i know. i am perfectly aware of my role in this, that i am nothing but a placeholder to fill in the void, but why the fuck do i keep loving. i wish i was brave enough

[boreddudette]

forgive me, peter.

[weltenwellen]

A Conversation with Richard Siken by Thomas Hobohm

[boreddudette]

despite your absence and my indifference, life continues

but the truth reveals itself everyday

i miss you so dearly

sometimes i hear my own heart breaking

[boreddudette]

and even if i loved you, i couldn't take it away from you

the chance to feel ceaseless

so with grace, i let go

it's all i've ever known

[boreddudette]

do ever just. sometimes feel. u just wanna be enough like.