Musing

we dont get to choose the demons within us

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Being a piece of shit is probably the only constant in my life.

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I am. Functioning. I get up everyday. I go to work. I clean. I keep the small human fed. I only cry in private. I only day dream of driving into the support structure of that overpass. I won’t. I have a good reason to live. Some days are just harder to convince myself. I am functioning.

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Sometimes I feel like my life is just one of those sad independent films that end with no change or resolution...

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I'm running out of coping mechanisms

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Pretty tired of being under appreciated. For the things I do. And for the things I sacrifice. I'm trapped in a negative space for the sake of everyone else's dreams and happiness.

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I cannot help you up for it was the shattered peices of my remains that caused you to fall

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Sometimes you have to sit in the darkness in order to realize you are the only monster in the room before you can turn on the light

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I am a fictional character in a book no one’s writing that somebody will never publish and you will never read