Bound in Leather

Damn! There goes any future road trips. She’s not doing so good, I was told. She’s been doing treatment since August and nothing has really helped. Like the cancer just keeps growing so they said that operation is the next best thing and then some radiation treatment to get rid of any cells. Honestly, I don’t want to be there but I feel this obligation because she’s my mother and I love her and I know she needs me.

The solution is a carefully pre-planned mix CD with mutually agreed upon songs. And I will try to sing quietly. Or occupy my mouth with snacks. Oh damn, I’m sorry. I understand not wanting to spend your break around hospitals and sickness. Sometimes doing the right thing blows.

fabrayonthetrax

I could be paid for my silence. This kind of secret could be rather damaging. What will the children think? You serious student, you. Getting a D can be rather stressful sometimes…though I think by college I just shrugged it off.

Can you silence be bought with my affection, a dinner out sometime and a trinket from Galapagos? I think it was a tougher lesson for me to leave to shrug it off because “smart girl” was such a big component of my identity at the time.

#chat: qf

See? All saving graces because a plane without wifi is terrible. It’s like forgetting your headphones during a long car ride. My break is on the 30th. I did have plans to visit a friend in Arizona but I think I might have to scrap it because of family obligations, even though a part of me really doesn’t want to be there.

I can’t wear headphone in the car because I always start (badly) singing along without realizing it and it’s super embarrassing. Oh, that’s too bad. How is your mom doing?

fabrayonthetrax

Gasp, a B? They should take your degree away, you fraud.

Don’t tell anyone! All of my nerd cred will be shot to hell. I know all this may seem effortless, in all its nerdy glory. But there is work involved! Joe will tell you how I cried like a baby when I got a D on a chem exam. He had to stifle the laughs to console me.

#chat: qf

I hate plane so I get it. But you got there safe which is what matters and I’m doing alright. Ready for my own spring break to start so I get can get the hell outta here.

#chat: jw #ooc// gonna fm you

It was the longest flight I had been on, but I had in flight wifi and Netflix and Joe to talk to, so it was good. Not having to sit by a stranger makes flying SO much better. When is your break? Do you have plans already made for travelling over your break?

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Perhaps he’s there in the late afternoon. He’s got a busy schedule, I’d imagine.

You’re probably right. I was hoping it wasn’t something like “only true and worthy scientists can see his face.” Then I would have to hang my head in shame while I admitted that B that I got in college chemistry.

#chat: qf

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Ohhh. Have fun, Lo!

Thanks! I survived the flight which I was the thing I was most worried about. Even though it was bumpy at the landing because of a thunderstorm. How are you doing?

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Welcome to paradise! Though I haven’t seen the face of Darwin in the clouds like this mural suggests that I will. #galapagos #springbreak2k15

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Wing it Wednesday.

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@mamadotty Rawr, little Lolobear!

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#lz instagram #itw starter

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Friday Night Improv

Tagging → Lauren Zizes and Joe Hart Time Frame → March 6, Friday Night Location → Hartzes Apartment General Notes → Smut. BDSM. Love.

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boundzizes replied to your post:Sometimes I like to feel pretty when I go out.

Hot damn!

I’m blushing. Thank you, dear.

Your cheekbones are like cut marble. Plus the bright lipstick look amazing on you! Special night?

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thejulethief replied to your post:I have to come up with one more big event or…

Nope. Ice cream is good at any time.

I knew you were a smart woman!

Of course. Since the weather is starting to change, it’ll feel ever better. So what do you have in mind for your one year event?

I usually pretty flush with ideas, but I think I have a mental block because I know it's such a big deal. I have a list of ideas I've had before but they all seem mediocre to me now.