You're not going to mess with me

I'm in a very volatile place right now and I will start beheading people I don't like.  indie blog for season 1-3 Tracking bourbonbloodlust

[ofhotheads-blog]

sex+romance headcanons!

Send me a symbol. Please note that some answers may be NSFW.

🌟 What is my muse’s sexual/romantic orientation? 💦 At what age did my muse lose their virginity? 😘 Would my muse have sex on the first date? 😊 Would my muse ever ask someone on a date? 👍 Does my muse prefer to be asked on a date, or would they rather do the asking? 😉 What are my muse’s fetishes/kinks? 💬 When did my muse go on their first date? 💯 What is my muse’s ideal date? 💗 Has my muse ever been in love? 👠 What was my muse’s last serious relationship like? 👰 Would my muse ever get married? 🌼 Would my muse prefer a big wedding or a small wedding? 🍬 Is my muse a sub, dom, or switch? 🏩 What was my muse’s first time like? 🎆 Is my muse into monogamy? 💕 Would my muse ever be in a polyamorous relationship? 🔥 Would my muse ever be up for a threesome? 👮 Has my muse ever had sex in public? 💔 What was my muse’s first heartbreak? 💑 What are my muse’s requirements for a potential partner? 💋 How many people has my muse slept with? 👀 Is my muse the type to sleep around? 👎 Would my muse ever cheat on their partner? 😳 What was my muse’s worst romantic/sexual relationship? 💲Would my muse ever date/marry/sleep with someone because they were rich? 👓 Would my muse ever lie for sex? 👿 Would my muse ever blackmail someone into sex? 🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush? 🎀 Who would my muse sleep with if nobody ever had to know? 💍 Has my muse ever had a one-night stand? 💝 Does my muse like Valentine’s Day? 💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?

[anotherdamnrpmemeblog]

things that you want to hear.

change pronouns as needed for things you DON’T WANT to hear, click here!!

❝ you’re good enough. ❞

❝ you’re important. ❞

❝ everything’s gonna be okay. ❞

❝ she pulled through. ❞

❝ i forgive you. ❞

❝ i love you. ❞

❝ you’re not alone. ❞

❝ you’re my favorite person in the world. ❞

❝ i’m so glad you’re doing better. ❞

❝ it’s so nice to hear you laugh again. ❞ 

❝ your laugh is contagious! ❞

❝ you can do this on your own. i believe in you. ❞

❝ you know what i love about you? ❞

❝ i love spending time with you. ❞

❝ i’m here for you. ❞

❝ you’re right. ❞ 

❝ i can’t stop thinking about you. ❞

❝ you look amazing. ❞

❝ we’re in this together. ❞

❝ you’ve got this! ❞

❝ i missed you. ❞

❝ i did the dishes! ❞

❝ last night was incredible. ❞

❝ if you wanna talk, i’m here. ❞

❝ i don’t understand, but i want to try. ❞

❝ how can i help? ❞

❝ breakfast in bed? ❞

❝ dinner was great. ❞

❝ let me make dinner tonight? ❞

❝ lets go to the park. ❞

❝ thank you. really. ❞

❝ you’re wanted. ❞

❝ i got you a coffee. ❞

❝ can i ask your opinion on something? ❞

❝ there’s my beautiful bride! ❞

❝ i’m the luckiest man alive. ❞

❝ so, i made plans for us. ❞

❝ don’t worry, i’ll take care of it! ❞

❝ go do something for yourself. ❞

❝ i took a day off work tomorrow. ❞

❝ go hang out with the girls tonight. ❞

❝ what do you need from me? ❞

❝ tell me about your day. ❞

❝ i trust you. ❞

❝ i feel like i can tell you anything. ❞

[rtherpmeme]

ɴꜱꜰᴡ ᴍᴇᴍᴇ –

 FIRSTS -

“Hey… Can we try something new?” “Is it going to hurt?” “Wait! I…I’ve never done this before.” “Just be still and relax…” “Er, am I doing this right?” “I’m not hurting you, am I?” “I want my first time to be with you.” “Oh my god, I’m so sorry- I didn’t mean to finish so early!” “Ah, I feel so embarrassed…”

 PUBLIC AFFAIRS -

“Wow…you’re easy to rile up.” “Forget the bed…let’s do it right here.” “What if someone sees us?!” “Quiet down or they’ll hear us.” “Try to keep quiet…we wouldn’t want to get caught.” “Are you serious? Here? Now?”  “We should do it somewhere else other than a bed tonight.” “Home is too far away. No one’s going to see us here.” “I’m going to mark you as mine tonight.” “I wish I could control myself better around you, but when I see you, all I want to do is rip your clothes off and fuck you.”

  PICK-UP LINES && SUGGESTIONS. -

“I’m going outside to make out… care to join me?” “What’s your favorite silverware? Because I like to spoon!” “Don’t mind me, just enjoying the view.” “Thank god I’m wearing gloves, because you’re too hot to handle.” “I think I could fall madly in bed with you.” “Can I put you on my to-do list?” “I can’t take my eyes off of you.“ “If these people weren’t here, I would be on my knees with your cock in my mouth.” “Kiss the hell out of me. Please.” “You can stay but your clothes must go.” “I like my reflection a little more with you all over me.” “Does this feel good?” “Take a bath with me?” “Are you sure you want to do it in the shower- we could slip!” “Where do you think you’re going?” “And how are you going to make it up to me?” “My sexual preference is often.”  “i got a new apartment, and i need someone to put clothes on the floor. “ “I just want to bend you over and fuck you hard…”

 HOT && HEAVY -  

“You make such adorable sounds.” “ Want to make me scream? I’ll bet you can. “ “S-Stop staring at me like that!” “So are we going to do this already or what?” “Stop teasing!” “do you know how bad i want you?” “you’re so sexy when you’re hot and bothered.” “Don’t cover your mouth…I like hearing you.” “Aw, you’re so cute when you blush like that.” “We’ve only got three minutes…let’s do this fast.” “get on your knees.” “oh, look who’s not wearing any underwear~”  “what’s my name?” “Why didn’t you just say you liked it rough?” “I love seeing you covered in my marks…” “I love it when you leave your marks on me…” “don’t stop!” “Please. I need you. Now.” “i want you to fuck me.” “Should we use rope or handcuffs?” “beg for it.” “bend over.” “Let me hear you sing for me.” “you are already turned on ~?” “swallow it. all of it.”

  MISC -

“ Come sit on my lap, love “ “ You look so gorgeous right now…” “ I love it when you grab the sheets when you’re about to cum. “ “ Strip for me. Slowly. I want to savor every inch of you. “ “ That pretty little face deserves to get fucked ~” “ Mmm… do you like that? “ “Such a pretty sight, all tied up in ropes.” “I wore these panties just for you.” “You are mine, never forget that.” “Ah, ah. I didn’t say you could touch me.” “You’ll be glad to hear that I’m not wearing underwear today.” “You like how I bend over for you, huh?” “I saw that. You just checked me out.” “You wanna help me out of this?”

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[bourbonbloodlust]

Hi folks!  Since I was feeling super overwhelmed on this blog & I’ve lost a bunch of threads with some of my beloved writing partners I’ve decided I’m MOVING SHOP!  If you’d like to continue a thread we have going from this blog over to my new blog let me know and I will stick it in my new, fancy dancy THREAD TRACKER!!(which currently has nothing in it because I don’t know who’s still out there!) Hope to see you over there! 

FIND ME HERE.

[vaememes]

Send a word for a specific text from my muse to yours.

Send ‘drunk’ to receive a drunk text from my muse. Send ‘sad’ to receive a sad/down text from my muse. Send ‘mad’ to receive a mad/angry text from my muse. Send ‘happy’ to receive a happy/excited text from my muse. Send ‘tired’ to receive a slow/sleepy text from my muse. Send ‘busy’ to receive slow texts from my muse. Send ‘bored’ to receive a disinterested text from my muse.

BONUS: Send ‘reveal’ for a text where my muse reveals their true feelings for yours.

[bourbonbloodlust]

beautifullyxbrxken·:

She sat silently as he struggled for words, her own mind not coming up with the right ones.  She had absolutely no idea what he was going through or what was going through his head, she had absolutely no idea how to help him.  A part of her wondered if their safety was worth bringing Damon back to Gettysburg.  There were thousands upon thousands of different towns that they could hide out in, they could go all the way up to Maine and Wes would have no idea and then Damon wouldn’t have to suffer being back here again. “Shhh Damon….it’s okay”

Her stomach fell to the floor as Damon got up and walked to towards the bathroom, knowing the pregnancy test was still laying on the sink.  “No Damon wait I-”  Gwen quickly stood up then stopped, her body freezing as he shut the door.  Everything she had was going to be gone…he’d leave her as soon as she explained- or maybe before she even got the chance to.

Her will to be strong diminished the moment she saw his face.  Instantly tears filled her eyes as fumbled over her words.  “I was going to tell- I just found-”  Gwen stopped, quickly wiping at a few tears as she tried to control her breathing.  “I’ll get rid of it the second I have the chance to.”  

More tears spilled out of her eyes as she ran past Damon and out of the room, heading for the stairs.  She had no idea where she was going, she had no idea what to do.  She was pregnant.  She was pregnant with Wes’s child, the monster who, for months, tore into the man she loved for his sick personal gain.  She was pregnant.  She was pregnant.

The reality played over and over in her head as she stumbled down the stairs, not even realizing that she was sobbing.  Her guilt was overwhelming.  This was the last thing Damon needed on his plate, he was already going through and going to go through so much.  How could she let this happen?  How could she do this?  

Before she knew it she found herself crumbled by the pool, her body trembling from her emotions.  She needed it out.  She had to have it out right now.  Things would never go back to the way they were but at least she wouldn’t have this abomination growing in her stomach.  Slowly Gwen’s eyes focused on the pool…if she cut off the baby’s oxygen…her eyes continued to stare at the water.  She’d have to time everything right so that she wouldn’t die….but hell who really mattered at this point anyways?  

A hand reached out, carefully touching the water as her thoughts raced.  She’d do it…she had to do it….she just needed to think…the huntress shook her head.  “Fuck.”  And with that Gwen pushed herself in the pool, forcing her head to stay underwater as her body began to rise to the surface.  Everything would be fine….she just needed it out…then everything would be fine…

Damon’s mind raced, unsure of what exactly he was supposed to think when there was no explanation given to him. He watched as tears filled her eyes unable to move from where he was standing. He shook his head back and forth still not fully grasping what she was confirming. His shoulder hit the wall, eyebrows creasing as he remained silent. A million questions formed in his head but he couldn’t form the words to voice them. His mouth opened and then closed several times before he finally gave up. His expression was blank as he continued to stare at her as she too failed to form sentences.Damon made no attempt to stop her as she ran past him, his eyes still cast forward to where she had been sitting only moments before.  It wasn’t until he heard the door shut behind her that he finally snapped out of the trance he was in. He turned on his heels, his eyes landing on the door. He let a few moments pass before he finally exhaled a sharp breath as he pushed himself away from the wall and walked towards the door. He moved slowly, his thoughts still clouded.  Damon had no idea what had happened, whose kid it was, why she didn’t tell him it was a possibility. His subconscious coming up different answers to his own questions, each one worse than the previous. He moved through the hotel like he was on autopilot, searching the corridors for any sign of the brunette.  He jogged towards the exit but paused when he saw the truck still parked in the lot in front of the hotel. “Gwen...where the hell are-” his sentence stopped short as he saw a sign pointing in the direction of the pool. He moved towards it with determination but any questions he had roaming in his mind left immediately as he saw her floating in the pool.  “Gwen!” He shouted as he ran towards the edge, wasting no time before jumping into the water. “Gwen, what the hell are you doing?!” He grabbed the brunette and pulled her towards the edge of the pool. With ease he lifted her up onto the cement that surrounded it.  Panic set in as he pulled himself out of the water and hovered over her. “Have you lost your damn mind?!” Desperation was easily detectable in his words. He pleaded with her, tapping her cheeks firmly, willing her to return to consciousness.   “Please, baby girl. You have to wake up,” he became more frantic then, his eyes filling with worry as he brushed her hair away from her face. Damon grit his teeth together eyes wide as he looked down at her. “Please, Gwen..” 

[vaememes]

 ✴   ℋ𝓔ℳℒ𝓞𝓒𝓚  𝓖ℛ𝓞𝓥𝓔  𝓢𝓔𝓝𝓣𝓔𝓝𝓒𝓔  𝓟ℛ𝓞ℳ𝓟𝓣𝓢.

nsfw mentions such as : blood, death, murder, threats, sexual themes may be present.

* SEASON ONE :

“   You’re so weird,  _____.  But I like it.   ”

“   This is the part where you leave.   ”

“   It’s important for me to understand people’s motivations.   ”

“   Do you worship the Devil?   ”

“   Are you a werewolf or what?   ”

“   There are no tracks.  ”

“   Stay out of the way and let nature takes it course.   ”

“   There’s no way to help him/her/them, even if we knew who it was?   ”

“   What are you not telling me?   ”

“   Nobody needs your fucking money.   ”

“   I’m highly medicated.   ”

“   How many funerals have you been to?   ”

“   WHAT IF we stop beginning sentences with those two words?   ”

“   I’m just saying, there’s the right way then there’s the foolish way.  ”

“   Guys…  look,  it’s baby bump and teen wolf.   ”

“   Nobody gives a shit what happens out here,  ‘cept us,  right?   ”

“   Do you have any idea what we may be looking for?   ”

“   Let’s split up,  I’ll go this way.   ”

“   Pull the trigger. Find out.   ”

*   SEASON   TWO   :

“   You can say what you want.   ”

“   Everyone has secrets locked behind closed doors somewhere.   ”

“   It’s been a while, _____. I thought you forgot about me.   ”

“   First you pay then we play.  ”

“   I’m not interested in damaged goods.   ”

“   How about someone who might be a type A?  ”

“   I knew there was a reason why I hated everything about him/her/them.   ”

“   You are hungry, aren’t you?   ”

“   The thirst came right along with you, there’s no running from it.   ”

“   I would give anything, ANYTHING, not to be your son/daughter.   ”

“   You,  ______,  are anything but normal.   ”

“   Before you fuck things up for all of us, come to me.   ”

“   I know exactly what you are.   ”

“   ______ is a whole pile shit of evil you don’t begin to understand.  ”

“   If you hurt him/her, I will put so much pain on you, you will never get well.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   I am going to feed your child. Unless, you want to do it.   ”

“   I was with _____ and yes, we slept together.  ”

“   Where would we be without our secrets?   ”

*   SEASON   THREE   :

“   I have a special gift for defining assholes.   ”

“   Why me?  Why not go to the police?   ”

“   I gotta know, otherwise, I can’t do my job.   ”

“   I will do everything in my power to protect you from him/her/them.  ”

“   It’s just us now, so we got to look out for each other.   ”

“   You destroyed my life’s work.   ”

“   There’s something their not telling me.   ”

“   Anything I come up with, you’ll be the first to know.   ”

“   What’s wrong?  Shut it down.  ”

“   I know it hurts, he/she/they left me to, you know.   ”

“   Find it in your heart to forgive him/them/her, I’m not quite there yet.   ”

“   You say that like it’s a bad thing.   ”

“   Are you really going to answer that?   ”

“   It’s going to be ugly and I’m going to have to live with it.  ”

“   It doesn’t work like that. I’m sorry, I can’t help you.   ”

“   It will end very badly for you if you don’t.   ”

“   You said you didn’t want to be involved, considered yourself not involved.   ”

“   You had nothing, you were nothing, you want to step to me, motherfucker?  ”

“   I promise you, we’re going to get out of here, alright?   ”

[vaememes]

✧    SUPERNATURAL   PROMPTS   !     (   PART   I  .   )

*  A MIXTURE OF SPN S1 - S5 PROMPTS , CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS AS NEEDED .

‘ Come on, it wasn’t easy, but it wasn’t that bad. ‘

‘ I swear, man, you gotta update your cassette tape collection. ‘

‘ Don’t be afraid of the dark? What, are you kidding me? ‘

‘ Of course you should be afraid of the dark! You know what’s out there! ‘

‘ I’m not sure you realize just how much trouble you’re in here. ‘

‘ You wanna tell me what’s goin’ on in that freaky head of yours? ‘

‘ I’m supposed to be the belligerent one, remember? ‘

‘ Kids are strong. You’d be surprised what they can deal with. ‘

‘ Look, man, I get you’re nervous, alright, but you gotta stay focused. ‘

‘ I just think, whatever’s going to happen is going to happen. ‘

‘ You can either roll over and die or you can keep fighting, no matter what. ‘

‘ Stop askin’ if I need anything, stop askin’ if I’m okay. ‘

‘ You two have never worked a show in your lives before, have you? ‘

‘ There’s no maybe. Find the bad thing, kill it. ‘

‘ You’re telling me there’s no lore on how to smoke ‘em? ‘

‘ No one in their right mind chooses this life. ‘

‘ So, we’re eating bacon cheeseburgers for breakfast, are we? ‘

‘ I don’t want you doing… anything! I want you to sit right here, and don’t move! ‘

‘ So you’re only out for yourself, huh? It’s all about number one? ‘

‘ What the hell is wrong with you?! You don’t just go around shooting people like that!  ‘

‘ Now, do you want me to help you out with that gun, or not, hm? ‘

‘ Did I just see you strike out with a prostitute? How’s that work? ‘

‘ You want to know what I did – what I really did? I had lunch. ‘

‘ So, you think the murders are what, a reenactment? That’s a little crazy. ‘

‘ Okay, how about you tell me where they are, or I kill you right now? ‘

‘ Well I’m just saying, he’s not leaving us a whole lot of options. ‘

‘ You know what, man? I’m sick and tired of your old stupid kamikaze trick. ‘

‘ I don’t know. I just, uh, I just woke up in a pine box… ‘

‘ I mean, we’re pretty much set to catch and kill anything I’ve ever heard of. ‘

‘ But what I do know is that I’m saving people. And stopping demons. ‘

‘ What’s the matter? You don’t think you deserve to be saved? ‘

‘ Human souls don’t just walk out of hell and back into their bodies easily! ‘

‘ I’m trying to come up with a theory, here. Okay? Work with me. ‘

‘ I mean, I’ve saved some people, okay? ‘

‘ It’s a spell to send the Witnesses back to rest. Should work… ‘

‘ Any chance you got everything we need here in this room? ‘

‘ That’s just not as appealing as a ghost-proof panic room, you know? ‘

‘ I thought you must have learned something. I thought I died for something. ’

‘ You know, I almost got my heart ripped out of my chest. ‘

‘ Read the Bible. Angels are warriors of God. I’m a soldier. ‘

‘ What, do you get your freak on by watching other people sleep? ‘

‘ Even if this sounds really weird, will you promise me that you will remember?  ‘

‘ And you don’t care that he’s tearing up the future looking for me right now? ‘

‘ All right, well, first things first; how did we end up on Soul Plane? ‘

‘ Yes, I’m a fan, but I really don’t appreciate being mocked. ‘

‘ Oh, yeah? You’re sorry you started Armageddon?! ‘

‘ Keep mouthing off, I’ll break more than his legs. ‘

‘ There is no other way, there must be a battle. ‘

‘ Don’t be afraid. This is your choice. You need to invite me in. ‘

‘ I just can’t keep pretending that everything’s all right. Because it’s not. ‘

‘ You chose a demon over your own brother…and look what happened. ‘

‘ I just don’t…I don’t think that we can ever be what we were.. ‘

‘ I lost everything, for nothing. So keep your opinions to yourself. ‘

‘ I’m in no shape to be hunting. I need to step back, 'cause I’m dangerous. ‘

‘ Haven’t we been down this road before? ‘

‘ I was dead from the moment we said hello. ‘

‘ Don’t you get it? You can’t run from yourself. Why are you running now?? ‘

‘ Would you believe I’m actually trying to protect you? ‘

‘ Same song, different verse. Things are never gonna change with you. Never. ‘

‘ You were wasted by a Teenage Mutant Ninja Angel? ‘

‘ Riddle wrapped inside an enigma wrapped inside a taco? ‘

‘ We’re humans. And when humans want something, really, really bad…we lie. ‘

‘ Oh. Well, last night on earth, what, uh…what’re your plans? ‘

‘ This whole industry runs on absent fathers, it’s- it’s the natural order. ‘

‘ Do you remember the twentieth century? Think the twenty-first is going any better? ‘

‘ Aren’t you a surprise? You’ve come a long way to see this, haven’t you? ‘

‘ I’m sorry. It must be painful, speaking to me in this…shape. ‘

‘ Why? Why would I want to destroy this stunning thing? ‘

‘ Oh, good God, you’re not gonna tell me a bedtime story, are ya? ‘

‘ I know that “Supernatural” is just a book, okay? I know the difference between fantasy and reality. ‘

[bourbonbloodlust]

beautifullyxbrxken‌:

Gwen sighed in defeat as he pushed her arm away, her face giving a slight pout of defiance.  He was wrong.  This was all about him- it was all about him getting better.  As soon as she got this pregnancy scare over with there was nothing else that mattered more than getting him healthy and safe once again.   It would be a long road but he could do it, she wouldn’t let him fall.

“I love you too,” she breathed out, her eyes closing while she waited for him to fall asleep.  There was a gas station a block from here…all she needed was one test and then this whole thing would be over.  She wasn’t pregnant.  She just had some sort of stomach flu along with craving a bunch of shit because her period was probably coming.  She was fine…she was going to be fine- she had to.  She couldn’t be pregnant.  She had to take care of Damon, he needed her.

It wasn’t long before Damon was passed out, a small smile pulling at her lips as she watched him.  It had been so long since she watched him sleep this peacefully…and on his own terms.  Carefully Gwen slid out of the bed, sliding her boots on, then quietly slipping out the door and began her way to the gas station.

The whole walk there and back was filled with what if’s, clutching the box of hair dye and back of cheetos in an attempt to calm her nerves.  Each step taken that led her closer to the hotel was only fueling her anxiety.  She couldn’t have a baby- not Wes’s baby.  How on earth would she explain that to Damon?  He would leave her in an instant. he would tear apart the town, he possibly would even snap her neck….it just couldn’t be true.  

Quietly the huntress snuck back into the room, immediately going to the bathroom and pulled out the test.  “Please….please don’t let it be true.”

She had no time to react to the test, barely even having time to look at it before she heard Damon begin to stir and talk in his sleep.  Quickly Gwen got up and ran to the bed, her hands carefully resting on his.  “Damon?  Shhh Damon it’s ok-” She stopped as he shot forward, yelling out a name she never thought she’d hear in this moment.

It was impossible to hide the hurt on her face.  Out of all the names he could have screamed for while having a nightmare…he called for Katherine…he called for Katherine instead of her.  Instantly Gwen looked down to hide the look on her face, her hands moving to rub up and down his back, shoulders, and chest in attempts to comfort him.  “No…no it’s me.  It’s me.  You’re okay…..you’re okay.” 

Silence filled the room for a moment before forcing herself to regroup and look at the man in front of her.  “I’m right here Damon…everything is okay but are you alright?  What happened?  What were you dreaming about?  C-can you talk to me?  Huh?  Sweetheart please talk to me…what’s going on?”

Damon kept his face cradled in his hands as silence filled the room. He could feel the tension grow even as she did her best to comfort him. “It was so real,” his words were muffled by his hands before he lifted his head. He inhaled a long breath, trying to steady his labored breathing before looking back at her.  Guilt was evident across his visage.  The war was tough from the beginning, only enlisting after his father demanded it. He was still naive back then, hoping if he conformed to Giuseppe’s will his father would finally be proud of him.  Damon resorted to hiding in the back of the ranks. He was a terrible shot, his nerves never failing to get the better of him. He didn’t want to take anyone’s life. The dream managed to stir up long suppressed memories...the first time he killed anyone. Innocent people. People who, like him, realized that they were fighting for the wrong side. Katherine Pierce arrived in his life the following year, seemingly the next good thing that happened to him since he deserted the Confederate army. At the time she appeared to be a beacon of light, instilling hope into the eldest Salvatore when he thought all was lost.  When he realized he was in the present instant regret manifested itself. By the look on her face any doubt that he held of whether or not she heard the name that slipped from his mouth was diminished. Damon stood up from the mattress, shaking his head slightly. “I didn’t,” he paused, licking his lower lip as his mind raced for an excuse. The truth wouldn’t form into sentences. He didn’t want to give her more people to add to his long list of victims he already was accountable for.  “It was a bad dream. Katherine...was there.” Damon shook his head, a hand running through raven locks. “I’m..” he paused, his sentence trailing off as he moved towards the bathroom. He was sure his explanation left a lot to be desired, barely revealing the answers to anything she asked.  “I’ll be right back,” he finished, stepping onto the tiled floor and shutting the door behind him. Damon placed his hands on either side of the sink, icy hues watching his reflection. “Get it together, Damon,” he mumbled as he turned on the sink. Eyes drifted along the counter, landing on the pregnancy test. His muscles stiffened as confusion formed on his face.  “Gwen?” He called out, moving back to the bedroom. He remained rooted to the same spot never taking his eyes off of the brunette. “What-” he paused, his jaw slack. “There’s...” he stopped once more, his eyebrows furrowing together.  “Are you pregnant?”  

[ghoul-crew]

       “It has got to be exhausting-always being one step behind me. You threaten me, I don’t tell you my plan. You stalk me, you still don’t figure it out. You and the scooby doo gang come up with your own plan, hoping it interferes with mine, it doesn’t. Don’t you get bored with the same old routine?” Chocolate irises lingered on his visage, a glimmer of mischevious dancing across her questioning gaze.  “I’ve got to hand it to you, Damon. You’re nothing if not persistent.” Annoyance trickled into her expression as she tossed curled locks over her shoulder.  “Remind me, again. Are you Scooby or Shaggy?” 

                                  ________________________                          @bourbonbloodlust requested a surprise muse starter.                                                  (Accepting!) 

[bourbonbloodlust]

Damon’s own annoyance mirrored hers, his eyes cast away from her as she prodded him for a reaction. By now, he knew her game even if he didn’t know all the plays that were being made. “It’s got to be exhausting being a colossal bitch all the time.” His words were mocking as he moved away from the vampire. No matter how much Damon pushed she would always push back. It was a dynamic that they seemed to be trapped in from the moment she resurfaced in his life.  Questioning eyes returned to the brunette, “risking you irritating me more than you already have...why are you still here? Doesn’t the big bad Katherine Pierce have more interesting things to do with her life? Other people to leech off of? Seeing how you were never trapped in the tomb I’m sure you made a lot of friends. Or did you fuck all of them over too?” 

[kinsrp]

a love affair au. like every time she has a fight with her boyfriend she goes to this other guy and they mess around. and maybe secretly love each other. and just like he’ll whisper things like “want me to make you forget” and just.