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active on @beatleslsd :)

[bowiescocaine]

Just want a gf that is nice to me & calls me pretty, but :/ whatever ig

[bowiescocaine]

I’m like really sick, and theres a chance I have to be hospitalized :,) I mean they found out what’s wrong but now I’m more scared because like someone in my bio family died of it and it puts me at a higher risk for cancer so I have to get checked a lot. I also have to get checked for lupis now which is scary, I wanna b okay. It’s like even more scary because no one really cares about it, and it’s like “am I overreacting like I always do?” Because I always get told I overreact, and idk I’m freaking out and I wish someone cared, but no one does and it’s lonely.

[bowiescocaine]

do you still love me? if so why do you treat me as if im not there

i try to move on, but it’s scary because it’s not you, and all i want is you.

you left me for someone else, yet i can’t even picture a future that doesn’t involve you being with me.

do you miss me? if so why don’t you message me, why don’t you speak to me

did you think i was lying when i would call you perfect, because i still go by that even though you could care less.

do you hold her hand, and forget that i ever existed?

why is it so difficult for you just to talk to me, because it hurts me when you don’t.

i tried so hard, but it wasn’t enough for you, i told you id still always be here for you but it’s scary because i know you won’t always be here for me.

[bowiescocaine]

Me knowing u moved on and me angry because I cannot

[bowiescocaine]

Just thinking abt how I was told that you weren’t ready for a relationship, because of personal issues, yet you got into another relationship QUICKLY like QUICKLY after you broke it off with me and then lead me on heavily while saying you didn’t. I can barley go on a date without wishing it was you, like brvh imagine 🤡🤡🤡 just tell me what you mean, and I wouldn’t b so mad or upset, like everything is good now but the ending of that relationship was extremely fucked up and I’m still processing it lmao

[bowiescocaine]

Bro how do u just fall out of love and move on and already like someone else, bro life needs to slow down or at least just chill out jesus

[bowiescocaine]

If I wake up tomorrow I’m gonna be pissed

[bowiescocaine]

Bros. I still ain’t doing good, and it hurts bc it feels like I’m just not gonna move on lmao. I’m trying really hard, but no one is her you feel. She rlly be perfect, but idk i know it’s best to move on

[bowiescocaine]

I’m listening to the playlist she made me and I made her so sad, I just hope someone makes her happy.

[bowiescocaine]

Bros. I still ain’t doing good, and it hurts bc it feels like I’m just not gonna move on lmao. I’m trying really hard, but no one is her you feel. She rlly be perfect, but idk i know it’s best to move on

[bowiescocaine]

i love fish pls talk to me abt fish

[bowiescocaine]

girls are so pretty. but this one girl brvh now she’s PRETTY pretty.

[bowiescocaine]

i should get over her bc she’s definitely over me, but i still have these cute dreams and they make me happy atm so im gonna hold onto them and move on when I’m ready

[bowiescocaine]

girls are so pretty. but this one girl brvh now she’s PRETTY pretty.

[bowiescocaine]

linda mccartney be my gf challenge

[bowiescocaine]

LISTEN TO SHE BY DODIE RN

[bowiescocaine]

On JAH I just want a gf

[bowiescocaine]

I just wanna move to Portland with my friend right now Bc Rn SUCKS

[bowiescocaine]

I don’t wanna b alive anymore, and that’s on jah 😎🐥

[bowiescocaine]

Bro I just wanna 😎give up😎 completely, everyone dipped, and I miss people so much and I miss how things used to be and I wanna start over RIGHT NOW, but I can’t and I s2g if I don’t die or something in like a month I’m gonna be complaining bc a bitch is tired