mutt

5’1 110lbs | gw: 90lbs | pro-recovery | junkie tbh | he/him

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tw my blog is based in ed content

please don’t interact if you support or participate in (post or reblog) fatphobia.

pro-recovery

not consistently active so far but tryin

moots (and others) welcome to interact

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self care is isolating in my room and scrolling through bulk candy available for online purchase.

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i constantly forget that tea exists and then i remember and i feel like god

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This user likes mayonnaise a little too much 

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hit my ulw while i had covid in january literally the only reason i didnt maintain it is because i was terrified i was literally going to die (from illness not weight)

hashtag i didnt die wheres my ribcage

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GUYS LEMME PUT YOU ON

IF YOU BINGE A HALF GALLON OF ICECREAM YOU WILL FEEL AND LOOK LIKE SHIT

LITERALLY

YOU WILL BE BLOATED AND LOOK AND FEEL 20 POUNDS HEAVIER THE GAS RETENTION AND SHIT IS INSANE

IM NOT KIDDING I HAD FARTS THAT LASTED LITERALLY LONGER THAN A MINUTE (i counted)

THE SHITS???? hell.

THE INSANE TRIGGER IT CAUSED???? hell.

THE EUPHORIA OF SEEING MY BODY NOT BLOATED ANYMORE???? PHENOM.

(please dont do this its not healthy i wanted to kms the whole time.)

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im literally so inactive but also wanna interact w mutuals

help

[boy-bones01]

screaming and crying and throwing up

my ex boss just called me in for thursday and friday to train on a new station so i can step in for some elses shift on sunday. p sure its a double. I DONT EVEN WORK FOR YOU ANYMORE. IF I DONT GET PAID IM GOING TO KMS.

ive literally gained sm since i quite i am going to quite literally starv myseld. (jkjk dw lol :| ;o)

also theres been like three or dour new hires since i actually finished out my two weeks.i have been gone like. a month.

im kms.

deffy stealing the pasta salad you fucking cucks.

[boy-bones01]

quit work bout a month ago all progress i made toward being okay in a healthy body r gone lawl

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This user has ED but supports and encourages recovery

[boy-bones01]

work is tuff and it makes the idea of eating disgusting

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bitches b like: “just recover lol”

bit my ed b rooted in trauma it aint dat simple babe🤨🤨🤨

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updates over the two month break i (accidentally) took from tumblr

- no clue on my weight havent had a scale in forever

- hip bones r back n boomin babeyyyy

- i have?????? thigh gap????? kinda??????

- gym motivation back as of last week

- fruit juice and smoothies>>>>>>>>>

- started smoking cigarettes again

- getting job soon (like this week) so less time to be alone with the kitchen and more daily exercise

cant really think of anything else

[boy-bones01]

hey guys lol

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seeing the cousin thats always been smaller than you become bigger than you is weird.

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slowly growing resentful of some of my friends because they text my bf more than i do but i cant just text him when hes in the middle of a conversation and i feel selfish facetiming now. sharing passwords is the least beneficial thing i think weve ever done in our relationship

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goat at not sharing how im actually doing with my friends so they dont get a reason to worry