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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

Im weird. I want people to care abt me and be concerned, but when they do, I can't believe them.

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

Ich soll in einer Welt funktionieren, in der ich nicht mal sein will.

sleep doesn’t help anymore.

my ultimate fantasy is having a brain that lets me enjoy life instead of making me feel like i'm at gunpoint over every tiny inconvenience.

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

being shot in the head with a gun would fix me I think

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

in a shocking turn of events repressing your emotions doesn't make them disappear

Ich habe keine Kraft mehr, ich will das nicht mehr.

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

i can’t depend on nobody .. i’m all i got fr

opening up is like talking to a cop, everything you say can and will be used against you.

Suicide