THE LAST HORROR

Sorry you're a prying, immature person who feeds into their own bullshit. Wahhh, let me get you a wambulance, fuckin crybaby 🚑

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stinging nausea in my throat omfg

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read a lot .. kinda scared but i trust that no one will remember me for long

my hope is when it works no one will mourn

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he is eating a dumpling

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find it so hard having to support a friend in crisis while in crisis myself

i care but im so fucking exhausted and triggered

maybe im selfish but oh my god it's been months and we're both just spiraling down

i don't wanna do anything anymore im so tired

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i hope there is no afterlife for me

all i want is rest and peace

this life and world was more than enough

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giggling at how stupid and edgy this part of the song is

sometimes i think of them finding me w this song playing LMAOOO

loser edgy teenager found w motionless playing ?? OH YOU ARE NOT READY

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had a dream i did it

it worked .. i felt no pain but i felt scared as my body slowly got limp and cold

then i ended up in this weird reddish blackish void? it was warm and quiet but like so quiet it almost sounded like humming

there was nothing to do, all i did was think and i regretted it

i didn't get to see my friend one last time, i didn't get to move out or go to college at least, i didn't say anything to my mom or say bye to my dog

there wasn't any sadness but i felt regret and angry with myself or like .. disappointed maybe? not sure. but when i woke up i was confused and have been thinking abt this dream since :/

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if hell is for real then we have not much time left

we need to drain this disease from all the veins in your neck

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no i don't think god would forgive you because there's nothing to forgive

he's selfish i hate him for what he's done to you and everyone

you've done nothing wrong the only wrongdoings are his own and all the neglect by his own choice

im sad that you believe this is loving when its the most cruel and evil thing humans have created

none of this is your fault

[sevaria]

Perverts

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wish i was going to college

wish i was like other teens my age

why was everything wasted for me SO FAST

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wouldn't it be funny for me to become a hashtag for next pride month

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okay i'll do something maybe (?)

still thinking

should i do it ..just like .. rip off the bandaid

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what fucking ever bro

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it's not death that im scared of it's the literal hell burning inside you after taking everything bru

it's nausea and pain you've never felt before

but it would be worth it ig

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didnt rly think until last night how weird it was that yesterday i woke up at 7am and the first thing i thought while my eyes were still closed was "i should buy another bottle" and that was the only reason i got out of bed

i was so tired at the store .. i could barely keep my eyes open but i got what i needed wtf

maybe tonight i dont know