[destroymylife]

[quotefeeling]

“We all grew up and did the things we said we’d never do.”

— Unknown

[akumasrevenge]

[eliminated]

[sa-dnesss]

[destroymylife]

[timbllr]

[ojibwa]

[melancholicgrey]

[br0ken-th0ughts]

why can’t you see, I’m not lazy, I’m depressed

[br0ken-th0ughts]

I LOST MYSELF WHILE LOVING YOU

[br0ken-th0ughts]

I’m sorry Ive not been on here for a while guys, Ive sorted out my life and do you know what? I’m so much happier than what I was a year ago, Ive met the most amazing guy❤but thinking back on that mental state I was in, I miss it because at that time in my life I learnt to cope by myself. When I wouldn’t leave the house because of how bad I was, I was my own best friend and I can honestly say I miss it. But I don’t at the same time purely because it is a horrible state to be in and I think that’s why I’m so happy now. Ive grown as a person and I’m stronger than ever. So those to you still struggling, don’t give up. You will make it, it just takes time.

[br0ken-th0ughts]

Wow. It’s been a long time since I’ve even looked at this app. So I’ve been with this amazing man for 3 years now and I can still say that I’m content with my life. But you know the depression and anxiety never really goes away, you learn how to cope with it. Some days are worst than others, I get reminded that the demons are still in the back there floating about. I’ve learnt of ways to stay positive. So I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Don’t give up. I promise you, you will get there.

[br0ken-th0ughts]

4 years down the line and he showed me his true colours. I relapsed into a depressive state that has been worse than ever. How can someone claim to love you so much yet be the one to cause so much damage in your life? I’ve learnt a lot in terms of coping with mental illness and I can safely say that I’m definitely more self aware. I’m learning everyday that some things you can’t control but you can control how you deal with situation.

[destroymylife]

[destroymylife]

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