BRAINTUTU

{Fenly Anaf} Aku penggumam rasa. Silahkan bersantai sejenak menikmati kumpulan memori rasa dalam kata-kata

[braintutu]

I still get chills when I hear poetry, not because it’s meaningful, but because every word reminds me of you, and that time in the kitchen where you ranted to me about your homework load and your life plans, where you made me fall in love with you in moments, and in that kitchen you made me realize, just how much you meant to me. I cherish my life the after and everyday

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You used to be alive, now you’re almost mythic.

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It’s our old love I love.

[braintutu]

Ada irama yang sengaja ku mainkan, demi kembali menciptakan kehadiranmu, yang pernah memelukku begitu berharga. Sebelum getir melumatnya, menghapus titian bahagia kita lewat didih api dimatamu. Sorot mata paling asing dari tatapan yang paling ku kenal. Yang kerap ku kerling manja sebab rindu. Yang sering meluluhkan beku gugupku. Entah dimana kulewatkan garis takdir yang sedemikian rupa ku yakini. Kini, hanya tinggal kenangan dan kesedihan yang mampu kumiliki, sebaik memiliki kepahitan dari akhir kisah paling bahagia dalam kita, yang mati telak tak berarti.

[braintutu]

Tiap-tiap menit ku hitung sayang. Berapa angka raguku. Berapa nominal asaku. Pada jalinan ini. Dan belum ku temukan juga. Semoga tidak.

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I squeezed my eyes shut and took several deep breaths. He was in my mind, he was in my heart, and he was in my memory. He smelled good. He tasted good. And the blissful aftershock still throbbing in my most sensitive places felt wonderful, when everything else in my life was an obstacle to be overcome.

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Andi Gunawan

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I always said I'd be happier alone. I'd have my work, my friends, but someone in your life all the time? More trouble than it's worth. Apparently, I got over it. There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone. It wasn't cause I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It's easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don't have it? What if you like it, and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then, it falls apart. Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It's like dying. The only difference is, death ends. This, it could go on forever.

[braintutu]

Yang ku tahu kini tempatku bercerita hanyalah pada angin yang berdesir, debu kota, dan teriknya matahari. Mereka tak pernah sungkan mendengarkan, dan kembali mengingatkan sengitnya realita.

[thelovewhisperer]

I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn’t do, for getting attached, for making you a huge part of my life, wasting my time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you, but most of all for not hating you when I know that I should. I still want you that is maddening to me.

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[braintutu]

I was there. I was there. You know.

[braintutu]

Aku mengamati setiap detik bagaimana jiwaku lebur, hancur, terurai tak bernafas kala itu. Nyawaku hanya tersisa untuk menyimak kepahitan.

[braintutu]

I used to love you that much for a very long time. Learned many things. Sadly, i forgot to learn, how is it to be without you.

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Setialah dengan kebaikan. Meski bahagia belum tentu bagi ia yang baik. Namun doa hanya semudah berbisik. Kalau kau mau.

[braintutu]

Perihal sepi yang tak kunjung terisi.Mengaung pilu pada dinding tak berhati.

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