Not sure what it would look like to gaze up at heaven but it could be something like this 😇✨☀️ Big props to @megankatarina for absolutely killin at these no fin dives! anddd transition into my ruminations 🤪 Life is weird. Being a human is weird. There is this existential angst in part due to our known impermanence. Even with the knowing of this impending annihilation, we often choose to repress it. Simultaneously we have this deep set fear of being fully alive and live in this denial of what is to come. What a paradox in and of its self. The human condition embodies both the fear of life and the fear of death. What a cosmic joke. 😆 “We fear our highest possibilities…We are generally afraid to become that which we glimpse in our most perfect moments, under the most perfect conditions, under the conditions of greatest courage. We enjoy and even thrill to godlike possibilities we see in ourselves in such peak moments. And yet we simultaneously shiver with weakness, awe, and fear before these very same possibilities.” – Abraham Maslow I myself love to think in paradoxes as it can on the surface level seem contradictory, yet they can prove to be useful tools too conceive our reality. We seek to ultimately cleanse our lenses of perception yet at the same time they are the only way WE/I are able to encapsulate our humanly experience. Still unmanifest wholeness and the manifest both concurrently exist. As we are not capable of viewing reality in a non-dualistic manner as much as we strive to do so because it is incomprehensible. I personally see life as absolutely meaningless but we as spiritual beings having a temporary human experience get to create and embody our own meaning 😊 Row, row, row your boat Gently down the stream Merrily merrily, merrily, merrily Life is but a dream ✨✨ Freediver: @megankatarina (at Heaven on Earth) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJECCIABGsS/?igshid=1hgejzz9g964h