Brave Soul

Welcome Brave One

[bravesoulx]

It's been a while. How are you? I hope that whatever you're going through, you'll have courage. Courage to continue, courage to pause for a bit, to rest. May we all have peace in our heart and mind.

[bravesoulx]

Have you ever feel that sometimes even thou you're busy or you're doing the things you love to do then suddenly you'll stop and think of all the sad things? That one moment you are happy and fine then in just one snap, you're sad. If only this mind is not chaotic, maybe I can be truly happy and at peace.

[bravesoulx]

Isang mainit na kape para sa'yo

Kasi kinaya mo ang taon na 'to

Hindi ka nagpatalo

Nagpatuloy ka kahit minsan dehado

Masarap na kape na pagsasaluhang muli sa susunod na taon

Kasama ang mga matagal nang kilala at mga bago pang makikilala

Malamig na kape na makakarinig ng mga bagong kuwento; masaya, malungkot, kwentong may kasamang luha at kuwento ng tagumpay

Kape na muling makakasama mo sa panibagong taon, tutulong muli sa'yo para magpatuloy.

Kaya halika, magkape tayo.

- Crod, 123123

[bravesoulx]

I do hope that people will take depression seriously. I hope people are sensitive enough to what we are feeling, to what we're going through.

[bravesoulx]

It doesn't matter how long your relationship would be as long as one of you refuse to see the future being settled, it'll comes down to nothing.

[bravesoulx]

Baguio City

Have you ever been to a place where you enjoyed the weather, the view, and the place where all the pine trees stand tall? If not, then Baguio is a place to where you can experience walking at night while embracing the cold air, the place that has a lot of best coffee shops, and an honest taxi drivers.

Wherever I'm in Baguio, I feel like I'm at peace. Strolling around the city help my mind to calm, to not think about my problems for a while. It is very therapeutic to walk around the streets, admiring the trees, and be embraced by the cold weather. The foggy road, the flowers that bloom on the sidewalk, the tourist spots, and the foods. These are all the reasons why my mind is at peace wherever I'm in this place. Indeed, Baguio is place to be. A place you keep coming back.

[bravesoulx]

An open letter for (my) future CPA.

To the person who found calmness in nature, I miss you. I really do. But I know you are now happy with someone who gives you all the love and care that you deserve. The love and care that I failed to give. It hurts but I need to accept that the possibility of us were no longer exist. I'm deeply hurting but I need to be happy for you. If only I am brave enough to love you, if only I am brave enough to embrace your love for me. Perhaps in another life time, in another universe, where I am brave enough to tell the world how much I love you.

#RGP #112023

[glowcowboy]

oh btw just in case nobody ever told you. just because your life looks different than you thought it would doesn't mean that your life is bad or wrong or disappointing or less than. sometimes things aren't good or bad. sometimes they're just different

[bravesoulx]

I don't know how to be gentle with myself. My mind always tell me that I am not good enough, that I lost track, that the people around me are always one step ahead of me. That I always left behind. Please, I don't know what to do with my life, it's hard to have this kind of mind.

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

v. proud of us

[bravesoulx]

26 years of surviving.

[bravesoulx]

Why the person you love can't love you back?

[lmm-43]

We cannot force someone to choose us.

[bravesoulx]

December 31, 2022

Last day of the year, my heart finally is at peace. Got my first rejection in love but not feeling broken because all my what ifs finally got an answer. I started my 2023 with a peaceful heart and mind and reminding myself to love myself first and always. That's the key to a peaceful heart because if you love yourself, no one will ever feel you broken. So here's to a self-love 2023.

[bravesoulx]

This adulting stage is like a problem in calculus, I can't solve it. I don't know what I need to do. I am having a hard time sorting my life. To figure things out. I am stressing myself for the things that I can't control. Yes I am aware that I can't control it but I feel like I need to.

[bravesoulx]

Today (November 09, 2022) I cried on my friend's shoulder. I did not intend to cry, it's just that it feels so heavy so when she hug me my tears automatically fell. I am so grateful to have a friend who I can share my goals, worries, and personal problem in life. A friend who will let me cry on her shoulder. I hope everyone has a friend who can offer their shoulder to cry on.

Forever grateful for your life, Gee. Thank you for our friendship and I pray that it will last a lifetime.

[bravesoulx]

When I woke up earlier in the morning, the familiar feeling filled me. I don't know how to explain it nor to call it. But I feel like my childhood visited me again. Maybe it was a reminder for me not to pressure myself in an adulting stage of life. To remind me how happy and free I am when I'm a child. Maybe my childhood self is worried with me now. Maybe he knows that I'm stressing myself so much for my future. Maybe he wants to remind me that I can still be happy and free just like the old days. Maybe he's right, I need to take a break and stop worrying for my future even just for a while.