FOREVER BROKEN

AN INDIE RP BLOG CONTAINING THE SUPERNATURAL, SCREAMERS AND BASIC BITCHES THIS BLOG CONTAINS MANY MATURE THEMES. ALL MUSES AND MUN ARE OVER 18. BLOG PENNED BY ZOE (SHE/THEY).

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pinned post (last update 28.12.23) 

hello my beautiful lovelies! i’m zoe (she/they, 26) the writer of brckensociety!

this post is for quick links for mobile users along with updates relating to me and what’s going on irl and on the blog! hope you’re having a great day and i look forward to any interactions we may have! note: please read rules before interacting or messaging me. i do not rp anywhere but tumblr. I DO NOT RP ON DISCORD. also, i primarily use the beta editor primarily now, sadly tumblr has cut me off from using legacy even just for reblogs and not posting.

quick links

muses (mobile version) | rules | wanted opposites | open starters

scream muses!

just wanted to add a note here for all to see, my scream ocs and headcanon muses have been added and for obvious reasons i’ve aged them up, so everything goes down in college instead of high school. note: in threads these muses can die, etc, but nothing is permanent for them xx.

f/f threads:

atm my muse for f/f threads is a little rough. like i have about 5-10% of muse for them. so those replies will be slow. all m/f threads will likely get quicker responses (with both my male and female muses). if we have f/f threads and m/f threads i will reply to both at the same times or one after the one if they are queued. so yeah, replies will take longer, sorry y'all. on top of this please read this post along with my rules if you want to interact with this blog.

life/blog updates

currently this blog is on a fluctuating semi-hiatus due to my mental and physical health being very up and down (and super unpredictable). i will be getting on as often as i feel capable, some days will be better than others but i may take longer to reply than normal and may disappear for multiple days at a time! if you want to drop a thread because of waiting or whatever just let me know. also, if i haven’t replied for 2+ weeks and i’ve been active feel free to check up with me on if i saw the thread with tumblr hiding replies and all, but firstly, check my rules, specifically the 2 week hold rule as that could be the reason i haven’t responded to specific friends. update 28.8.23: my brain disorder is playing up again and making my brain fog worse, so activity will be all over the place and it’s likely i may prioritise threads that i have higher muse for when my brain is feeling up to replying and all. please, be patient and if you want to drop threads just tell me. it sucks when i push myself to reply and never get a response because mine took too long. just tell me so i don’t waste my time. for a detailed update of the situation go to this post here. (don’t feel obligated to, but fi you want to understand to some deeper extent what kind of shit show is going on, read the post). update 28.12.23: this blog with remain on somewhat semi-hiatus for the next little while, the new year starts off with a lot of things happening socially for me, including my birthday and on top of that my pain is still flaring and i’ve started a new drug that is going to make things a little hard for a bit. hopefully when things start to settle and i see my pain specialist i’ll be able to be more active regularly again.

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I'VE MOVED!!!

okay lovely people, this blog is officially archived, i have moved to my new blog! if you owe me a reply i'd love if you could please tag the new blog otherwise i might miss it (i'll be checking this one around once a week, to begin with then less and less.) see you over at the new blog!

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okay my lovelies, this is a long post and the last i'll be making on this blog before i officially move to my new one and have this blog filled with queued posts of the link xD. so, if anyone has been reading my post lately my chronic fatigue has been flaring and taking up a lot of the energy i'd typically use for rping, which sucks. i have tried to get on a few times to work on drafts when i've had a sliver of energy but sadly a lot of the drafted threads i've lost muse for. it's not because i don't like them it's sadly because my cfs made me guilt myself about them and i got in my head and that made my rsd play up, it is an annoying, exhausting cycle. so, i've decided that aside from literally four threads in my drafts, i'll be dropping everything else (i'll list both below). as always this doesn't mean that we can't rp, i am happy to start new threads over on the new blog, including with the pairing we're dropping, it's just these specific threads. (i'll be posting the link to my new blog and following people soon after posting this so feel free to message me over there! note: replies may come slowly, especially this month as i'm prepping to see taylor swift, but after that, i have no major plans and i start infusions for my pain so i should hopefully be on a lot more!). if you owe me a reply that isn't listed feel free to message me and i'll tell you if i want to drop it or not, otherwise if you can tag the new account that'd be amazing! (legit just my old blog name). as always, i appreciate everyone's patience, this kind of thing is unpredictable and just... exhausting so just know it means a lot that y'all want to rp with me.

here are the two lists (keeping and dropping)

keeping:

@mccntower - caden & adelia/stevie roberts & jaxson/landon & amber/grey & santiago

dropping:

@amoroxs - knox & gabriel

@lcstinfantasy - micah & eden

@barkskins - lexi & west/pj & jax

@carp3diems / @dcwsonscreek - billy loomis & declan/diesel & savannah

@lustsfuls - grey & damon/micah & daphne/hazel & radleigh/diesel & ivory

@thesxcretkeepers - midnight  enzo/silas & sophia/landon & isabella/dixie & jeremy

@mccntower - blake & lacey/sage & brennon/jupiter & garrett/maddox riley & adriana/silas & shayla/micah & novalei/silas & chasity/cherri & carter/faye & mateo

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hey beautiful people, i finally managed to finish all the open starters for the new blog. gonna start the queue once i've moved all threads over so i don't get instantly overwhelmed. my brain is rough and my chronic fatigue is still flaring so i won't post the link to the new blog or follow people over there yet coz i'm sleepy. i'll do a more official post with the link and everything later.

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was going to come online tonight but ofc just my luck something weird is taking up the memory on my laptop, sigh. won't be on until i get that sorted.

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so i haven’t been on doing replies or working on the new blog. my chronic fatigue syndrome is flaring hardcore and im struggling hardcore whilst also slowly getting my ducks in the row for taylor swift. it’s hectic and exhausting so yeah. i’m focusing on resting over anything else.

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⸻ "THAT'S ALSO THE CORRECT PRAISE," blair told him confidently with a wide grin. in the hit woman's eyes, billy truly was her superhero. always there by her side to pick her up whenever she was down or upset about something. sometimes blair didn't even know where she'd be without him. the male was like her rock to this planet half the time. all she had to do was wrap herself up in his arms and she was centered once again. "maybe that was the point this whole time. gotta keep things from getting boring, you know."

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"if you say so it must be correct, never known you to be wrong about anything," he replied, loving how confidently she spoke so highly of him. he was happy to be there with her whenever she needed him, hell, there were even times he'd actively ditched stu to come see her, something he did for no one else. "if you wanted to netflix and chill i would've suggested a different kind of marathon," billy teased knowing he could often get caught up in films of the horror genre. || @carp3diems

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⸻ RYDER WAS SILENT AS HIS EYES DRIFTED ACROSS STEVIE'S FACE. where was all this coming from? he couldn't really tell, but the pediatrician could tell that his girlfriend clearly had something weighing her down. was it something she would actually tell him? he wasn't so sure withow allusive she was being about the whole thing. not that he'd make her tell him, either. sometimes you had things you just needed to have to yourself until you were ready and ryder understood that. more than anyone. he moved closer to stevie and rubbed his hands along her arms with a soft smile thrown in her direction. "stevs, i told you. i'm not going anywhere, okay? nothing can change how i feel about you," he assured her, wondering if maybe she was just insecure about them somehow breaking up for whatever reason. a thought that never would run through his mind because he loved stevie way too much to ever let something ruin them. he fought way too hard for her to ever let her go. "i love you, baby. you'll never get rid of me."

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god, it was wild to her how easily the other seemed to easy her worries, his touch alone bringing her such comfort that she knew she would miss more than anything if things ever were to sour between them. she had no real reason to worry, it wasn't like she was apart of the big reveal the boys had planned but that didn't mean it wouldn't come to light at some point. maybe she was just stressed because she saw how sidney had so easily accused and seemingly turned on billy. but her and ryder were stronger than that, right? their relationship was built on a proper foundation, not created from lies and for revenge. "okay," stevie nodded softly, a smile curving onto her lips as she looked up at him lovingly. her hand raised, gently cupping his cheek as he spoke about her never getting rid of him. "good. i love you more than anything, you'll never get rid of me either." || @carp3diems

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"shit -- you caught me, how'd you find out?" he teasingly plays along, finding her so refreshing. relieved that everything was now out in the open and he could affectionally show how much he wants her. "i mean, i'm definitely not opposed to being attached by the hips, i'd let you spend all of my days." he muses, shrugging knowing that he was planning on exploring whatever this was to it's fullest extent -- until she got tired of him. he guides her towards the boat, hand sticking out for her to hold, allowing her to step in first. "just want to show you how much you've missed on by blabbing about your friend so much," he teases.

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"well, you were pretty damn eager to kiss me when you finally got the chance," faye purred, rather excited by how she felt confident enough to tease him. "i must be something really special if you want to do that," and she was clearly flattered, the blush in her cheeks showing just that. she'd dated people before, once or twice but none had made her feel quite like mateo did. she took his hand, carefully moving herself onto the boat and stepping aside so he could follow after her. "i've definitely missed out on a lot, huh?"

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nate hums gently at the coy statement from the other blond. his fingers flexing against the other's hips at the sound that spilled from his lips. he loves the way paxton reacts to him. "okay, okay...fuck there might be some better ways to go out. those definitely feel like they could be."

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it was so easy to get caught up in this kind of moment, everything about nate drove him wild, made his entire being light up with pure joy. paxton ground down against the other, hard, as his teeth grazed the others skin. "could do all of them, make a trifecta," he teased in a low tone.

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west's lips twitched; he couldn't fight the smile that was permanently etched upon his face as he toed the gas pedal. "is it weird i find that kinda sexy? bank that accent for later. we can have some fun with that." words were punctuated with a playful wink. he had trailed through each and every state, county, and backroad, and yet there had only been one person that had him considering laying down his roots. a family life was beyond him, something reserved for people that came from better stock, but happiness finally seemed as though it was in reach. "and, god, you in boots? jesus, mary and joseph. i wouldn't last five seconds."

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"sexy? well, if you like it that much i suppose i can bank it for later use," she laughed, she wasn't that surprised he liked the accent, especially with being a country fan. the wink from him only made her excited to see how well the accent would work on him in a more intimate setting. "oh really? so if i ever want to make you cave for me country get-up in the way to go, huh? good to know."

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"ah, is that so?" if pj made music for the girls, he would have been able to retire early like the cat that got the cream. if only it were that easy. he wanted his name in lights, to have streams of different coloured vinyl etched with lyrics that he had written. that night was the first of many, a cog in a well-oiled machine. most of all, he needed jax by his side throughout it. as they walked, pj shrugged out one cigarette and offered it the blonde, grinning as he hung his own between his lips. soon enough they were in the smoking area, and he was offering the orange flame to her mouth. a beat passed. he sucked in a cloud of smoke before he was able to truly speak. "i wasn't lying when i said there was only one girl i wanted, you know."

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"oh, very much so, you are incredibly fucking hot up on stage," the femme admitted with a smirk. jax was a lover of music, it had gotten her through hard times, and often she found herself getting goosebumps from musical experiences. so, hearing his band, and watching him play was utterly captivating. she knew she'd be happy to stay by his side and take in the glory if he wanted her. as he offered the smoke she grabbed it with an appreciative nod before carefully lighting it with the flame he offered. after inhaling the smoke she pulled it away from her lips, keeping it carefully placed between her forefingers. "you say things like that and i'll start thinking you're going to propose to me already, pj," jax laughed softly, honestly believing she would be okay if he actually did that.

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her relationship with micah hadn't been because of status or envy but one of true feelings. it meant something to her, which is why she never can fully separate herself from him. sure, he's an ex but he'd always be a friend to her. even if their playful banter did include some insults. it's a love language okay?

it's ever so apparent to her right now. when he's offering to drop hints to these big names about her. "part of me wants to take you up on that but i'm also big on letting my work speak for itself. it's really worth it, it'll catch their eye. if not, better luck next time." though she's being nonchalant about it, her body was still wrecked with nerves or the idea. "how your photography going by the way?"

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something that always made micah roll his eyes was the fact so many people saw their relationship as a status thing, they both came from old money and dating could be seen as a classic 'merger' style relationship but it had been far from that. he'd dated her because he genuinely connected with her. it was something built on friendship which was rare for him, and their banter only made it better for him. "hm, a good way to look at it, i am pretty damn certain they'll love it even if i say nothing," he had always thought she was talented, and her talent had only increased since their last encounter. "it's going well, i've gotten a few pretty cool shoots here and there and then the typical hired gigs that i suffer through in silence."

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"you're seeing the wrong person, then." rafe joked but he was also kind of serious. he wasn't perfect by any means. she wouldn't have some fairytale love with him. he was crash, abrasive, angry, guarded. only allowing glimpses of something more beneath the surface. "thought that might sweeten the offer a bit." he chuckled.

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"clearly," she giggled, luna knew full well what she signed up for when she started dating rafe. it wasn't going to be pure mushiness and fluff every time they were together and she was fine with that. "it always does," the femme nodded, thinking about what she was going to wear, "are you wanting to flaunt me or blend tonight?" she queried knowing she had plenty of slutty dresses that'd turn heads but knowing better than to wear one without talking to him first.

[angelsdvsts]

"and if i don't hand in all my work?" brows rose at him, surely her actual professor would understand, right? know that the sub was just a cocky bastard who loved the power he received from taking over the classroom. blue hues features drops at his words, "what do you mean? how long are you staying..." chasity trails off unaware that he could be her temporary professor and he was under her household. "i have plans with my bed and you just ruined it." blonde scoffs as she flips him off. "you really think i'm going to fully tell you what i have planned? you'll use it against me in front of class somehow."

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"if you don't i'll write a very detailed email to both your teacher and the dean, given i'm set to sub for such a decent period i've got a bit more power than you might think," maybe if he as there for a few days, a week it'd all mean nothing, but he acted like he had power here because he actually did. that's what made it sweeter, knowing that students would underestimate him and end up in the deep end because of it. "currently? a month. might be longer if your teacher takes too long with their healing, which now i'm very much wishing," he beamed, he knew the rest of the class would remain unaware until the end of the week because he wanted to dupe them all but he wanted to see her reaction in private. "see, when you say it like that it sounds like you were planning to do more than simply sleep, that why you're so tense?" silas quipped with a teasing grin. "that is tempting... i could always just make assumptions and do it anyway."

[angelsdvsts]

"are you sure about that?" fingers trailing up her arms, testing his limits wondering if she was really going to allow him to take her how he wanted -- how he planned in his hand. if this were any other case, he'd be embarrassed about the admission, but having her right on his lap had his brain fogged. "you most definitely should and i'll gladly show you what you've been missing out on." he smirks, tugging her closer.

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"oh, i am very sure," she purred, making no effort to stop his fingers moving up her arm. she knew the second she had made her move she was going to let him have his way with her. "please do, something tells me i've been missing out on a lot," cherri replied, lips hovering over his once more when they finally stopped outside her place. without a second thought, she handed some cash to the driver before opening to the door and sliding of his lap to hop out of the cab.

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i'm down to 15/69 opens, so close, yet so far xD