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El fuego y la tierra.

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Spirits are real. There are somethings in [this] life that won't make sense. Somebody in the past who writes jokes about you (at your expense). Somebody who chose to include other people (who could never include you). Life could never be a fairytale. Kindness, time, & generosity are always/forever my guide.

Remind me who I am, does it work [for you]? 2nd time([s]) could lead towards a greater/prosperous path than the last. We're not too different. Words for my hometown.

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In all seriousness, this personal blog is dedicated to improving [my] English Language Art skills. Proudly Mexican-American. Growing up, the Democratic party stood up for me. Republicans can learn loyalty.

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Weird experiences shape who you are. Reality bends— it can always come at you quick. Home (now). Avoiding the color red. Chinese "mainlanders" are catching my eye.

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Rescheduled court-appointment today, unanswered citation/violation. Next appointment is [5/19/2026] after previous month's [04/13/2026 @ 8:30 am) visit.

Ocupo $ alīmiento — no gustå le "soup kitchen" en inglés. Exhaustion isn't helping. Able to get a pizza from 7-11, yum.

Es raro encontrar un amistad quiem guarde su alma.

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$900 is economically incorrect for a room rental. Adeleine needs to get a different price range, nobody is paying 'that" amount for your bedroom. Weird.

A lot of misinformation is being thrown around.

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At 27, being intellectual w/ [my] partner is preferable. Not into tricks, or being cheap. Playfulness is great, seriousness is survival. [?]

Remember to explore w/ stability & structure in mind.

**** isn't everything. We are purposefully aligned.

Keep being polite & dial it forward!

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Saw Yancy R. on the bus a couple months ago. Actually really strange. He was wearing a weird outfit (meant for children). Didn't want to say anything. [Imagine], he starts being shy & gets offended.

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The lights are flickering. Skipped morning, woke up at 12:00 (noon). Wearing the same clothes as yesterday. Getting up to grill enchiladas de mole. Will go [back] to bed afterwards. Mercy House is <a> conspiracy. **** ******* is the backbone of society.

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Passport photos being taken today. I'm hoping they come out alright. Wearing a dark grey sweater w/ black t-shirt. Asked to sit on a stool. Photographer is kind. Might go back again in a couple weeks for follow-up. Using it for my LinkedIn profile.

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Somebody at the gym is intensely fixated on me. Funnily enough, its actually not funny. [My] life is weird/[unexpected] enough as it is—strangers seeing you again & again in public is alright, but its hard to leave & let go.

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Reminder: Quit smoking tobacco. Late for today's therapy meeting. I feel lightheaded & dehydrated.

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Silence is alarming.

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Strength training @planetfitness. Picking up my heart rate/working on my breathing. Will be adding a jump rope into my routine. 60 minutes. (01/24/2016)

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Therapy group today @ 7:30 pm. Spent a lot of time today lounging in my room. Possibly could use a date. Everything is purposefully aligned (allegedly). Added a screen lock on my phone.

2 hours of group therapy in a cold room. Group facilitator (as always) seems kind, [but] she confuses me w/ her tone of voice. Sometimes I feel lost & out of place, despite switching into a Spanish group.

Thinking a lot before speaking, its difficult to jump into the conversation. It frequently changes topic, people talk forever. Can we move on? (01/20/2026)

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Several trips to the grocery store (yesterday). Bought some rotisserie chicken, pasta noodles, & vegetables meant for chicken noodle soup. Around 2 lbs of ground beef, huevos, y tomato bouillon for sopa de albondigas (tomorrow). Apple juice for rehydration.