notes to myself

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and I'll never forget screaming all the wrong lyrics to hands down at the top of our lungs late at night

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At the base of it all, our judgements of others equivocate to the judgments we have of our own selves.

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there are parts of our old self we must kill in order to make room for the new.

there are things we must let go no matter how attached when we want to become closer to our true self.

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that’s the thing about music. all of the memories you associate a song with fade away, you grow apart from the people. but the song will always exist, the tune never changes.

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How different things would have been if we'd met each other before others had gotten the chance to stain and dethread our souls.

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To the girl that loved him last

To the girl that loved him last,

I understand.

I too am familiar with

The pain of losing someone,

Someone you thought you would spend forever with.

The longing and the sadness,

The feeling that you’ll never get better,

That you’ll never find happiness again,

Or love somebody else with the same power

That you did (and do) for him.

But love is not supposed to cause you

The constant aching in your bones.

I am here to tell you that

I once suffered your heartache with another.

I know.

I hope you will understand one day that

You’ll find a person that doesn’t make you feel like you’re falling through an empty pit.

When you begin to realize that you are your own other half

And you do not need someone else to complete you

Or make you feel alive,

You will know that

Every person you meet is a lesson.

He was your lesson, and you were his.

When you learn to let go and feel content and happiness,

Not only within yourself but for others

That is when your person will come along,

Just as he did for me.

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they say to never build a home out of people

but god your arms are the sturdiest bricks and your eyes are the most beautiful windows and how could i imagine existing anywhere but with you

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Do u ever just love someone so much and ur like wow how u do that