Es·cap·ism [[ əˈskāpˌizəm ]]

Es·cap·ism [[ əˈskāpˌizəm ]] noun the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy. Synonyms: fantasy, fantasizing, daydreaming, daydreams, reverie; The name's Alex,...

[theunrequitedlover]

[neocatharsis]

"What was your very 1st impression when you met the other members?".Daesung replied in detail

- Daesung explained that back then GD & YB had already been trainees for 6 years and ex-BEAST & now solo artist Jang Hyun-Seung for 3 years and in one same week TOP entered the company, just 2 days later Daesung joined in and 3 days after him Seungri was recruited.

- He said that GDYB were famous among the trainees, like highest level trainees, like gods of the trainees,like they were dancing in the sky. Daesung had never danced in his entire life before entering YG so he was amazed at their dancing skills. Once, after GDYB did a choreo as When they finished a staff told Daesung “Did you see that? Work hard!” and at that moment Daesung thought that it was a scary company.

- Daesung explained that because he had never had auditions before YG he was scared of everything and everyone around him after entering  the company so he would always laugh at everything (as a defense mechanism) so the other ppl in the company didn’t have a good opinion of him. He said that thankfully with passing time the staff got to know his personality and he got to be in BIGBANG and where he is now

- Next Daesung talked about TOP. He said that TOP was a bit chubby then and he was always munching on something, especially chocolate snacks. Daesung said that TOP liked these chocolate digest cookies in particular (Daesung imitated TOP walking and munching at the same time)

- Dancing wasn’t TOP’s forte. His feet were not fast enough. Imitating TOP’s low voice whining: “I want to move my feet fast too, you know!”

- Last was Seungri. At the time Seungri was a bit famous already cause he was appearing on Shinwha’s survival TV show, but not “good” famous.

- In that tv show Seungri was living w/ other contestants who were older than him, and they would clean and do all the chores while Seungri. would just do like he was cleaning but not really.

- Daesung remembers one day watching the tv show (before Seungri joined YG) and GD said  that Seungri should be in YG so that he (GD) could teach him a couple of things (how to show respect to the hyungs) and the funniest thing was that Seungri joined the company 3 days later (Daesung said that they had no idea until the day he arrived)

about TOP Daesung said that he was famous as an underground rapper before YG. So the only one who had absolutely no experience was Daesung

Credit: susifg

[brightestbagofnightmares]

Trying to convince yourself you have to eat when you just dont want to is one of the hardest things to do...

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Why Aren't Asian Men Sexy?

[just-shower-thoughts]

You spend your entire childhood being told not to talk to strangers but as an adult its one of the most important things you have to do.

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Prison inmates were put in a room with nothing but a camera. I didn't ex...

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JUST CHOOSE A FUCKING OUTFIT AND LEAVE ALREADY!

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Just did some updates with my blogs. Just some fine tweaking here and there.  Also added links to my different blogs on each of my blogs.

Blog one is this one. Blog two is this. Blog three is here.

Each have their own theme and content. For the 99% majority of the time nothing will be repeated reposted unless it is to this blog which I’ve designated as the catch all, haha. 

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This is honestly my favorite photo I took today. This was my scene, descending down the stairs into the station. Location: South San Francisco BART Station (at South San Francisco station)

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8.3: today I tried out the bus system for the first time. It may not seem like a big deal to most but for someone who suffers often from severe anxiety and panic attacks with societal interactions, this was a huge deal. I found my way with ease, departed and arrived with great confidence. I didn't even panic once; not even when I missed the bus because I forgot to check my route back to SF state 😂 Overall it's a good day. I'm glad I didn't give up and Uber it back when I became unsure of myself. 💖 #sfsujourney (at San Francisco State University)

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Made the mistake of not getting cream on Friday... Oops. I'm not my dad, I can not take straight espresso shots 😶 #selfie #selca #espresso #oops #deadaf #mydadisasavage #damn

[chaostismjester]

Explaining your OTP

[humans-of-seoul]

“I lost my parents early and came to Seoul by myself. Since I was young, I learned whatever skills I needed to earn money and survive. That way, I could get twice the pay. Now, I have five daughters. People were poor back then, so if they had daughters, they would send them to the sewing factory, never mind school. But as for me, I worked around the clock so that I could send my kids to university, not a factory. Now that I’ve gotten older, I am hard of hearing, and three years ago, I had a stroke, so even walking is hard for me. Still, I don’t have any regrets. Nothing has made me prouder in this life than sending my children to university.”

“부모님을 일찌감치 여의고 17살에 혼자 서울에 올라왔어요. 젊었을 때부터 먹고 살려고 돈 벌이가 되는 기술은 뭐든 배웠지요. 봉급을 2배를 줬거든. 내가 슬하에 딸이 다섯이예요. 그 시절에는 가난하니까 집안에 딸이 있으면 학교는 커녕 봉제공장에 보냈다고. 그런데 저는요, 우리 자식들을 공장에 안 보내고 전부 대학에 보내기 위해서 정말 쉴 틈 없이 일 했어요. 이제는 나이가 들어서 귀가 어두워지고, 3년전에는 뇌졸중이 와서 걷는 것조차 힘들어요. 그래도 후회는 없어요. 우리 애들만큼은 학교에 보낸게 한평생 제일 자랑스러운 일이에요.”

[brightestbagofnightmares]

Im taking my medication and still I dont feel okay. It feels hard to function and go outside my room. I feel as though Im isolating myself and I cant do anything to stop it. Ive been trying though. 

Anytime someone asked me if I wanted to go with them or hang out, Ive said yes. These girls asked to sit with me at dinner tonight in the DC, I went ahead and said yes even though I felt burdened by it. They were good company. We had a great talk and exchanged numbers. theyre from a baptist college group. Im not super religious but perhaps this might be something to explore. 

I simply feel emotionally sick and it doesnt feel as though there’s anyone to turn to. I hate this feeling. I dont know how to fix it or what to do with it. I just know I have felt it before and I cant allow it to take me over again. 

This journey is not an easy one, but it is one I must take. I have no options but to move forward. That is the option I give myself. 

Strive to conquer what I feel I cannot conquer. I am surely to fall many times, but I can equip myself to stand back up and stand taller every time. 

[brightestbagofnightmares]

WHAT ARE WE DOING!?!? Being sisters. That's what! #beamaverick #selfie #lol #crazysiblings #whatarewedoing

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I find no enjoymet in life or the people around me. And that.. certainly is final. 

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I present to you Sylvester. The Williams family resident albino peacock 🦄