You know it's me don't you?? There's always a way. 😘
Dear Anonymous,I do not often use this account, and have not made a post for well over a year. I was surprised to find your messages in my ASK box when I logged on today. I feel a responsibility to tell you that I am not who you think I am. Not in the metaphorical sense, but in the literal. My name is Rachel. I live in Canada and I am quite sure you believe me to be someone else. That being said, the person you have been messaging, I am not sure she deserves you. I do feel as though some of the things that you need to say to her are better said in person, or at the very least in a letter signed with your name. I can't even imagine how disheartening it would be to feel so unheard and send message after message to someone with no response. I apologize that I am not who you were looking for. Please, take this opportunity as a clean slate. The messages you have sent over the past year have ranged from blissfully happy, wonderfully hopeful, desperately angry and even worse - incredibly defeated. Talk to this girl if you must. If you still love her tell her how you feel. Forget the angry words you said, the times you lashed out. I am the only one who has read those things, it will be as if it never happened. But more importantly - consider this: perhaps she is not the true love you once believed she was. From your messages it would seem she has not treated you right. In the same way that she does not know the cruel things you said to her, she also does not know the beautiful things you said. You could walk away from this with a clean slate and move on to someone who loves you the way you deserve. Either way, I hope you don't find my advice unsolicited. I feel like I have been on your journey with you this past year through those messages. I hope this doesn't reach you too late and you have not carried out some of the threats you made. Remember this. You are going to be okay. You are loved. You bring something to this world that no one else does. No matter how hard things may seem, someone out there is thinking of you and wishing the best for you. Even if it is just some anonymous girl you mistook for someone else. Good luck, Anon. I hope you have a beautiful life. x R
