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perfectfeelings

“Sometimes something happens to you and you can’t recover from it.”

— Unknown

perfectfeelings

“I’ve lived too long with pain. I won’t know who I am without it.”

— Orson Scott Card

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When you finally get the strength to close the door on some one toxic that only made you feel crap about your self and constantly seeking their validation is liberating !

Hard and it hurts but I know it’s for the best!

Only 3 living things I can count on in my life is my husband, cat and my dog! Everyone else can go fuck them selves!

No one has noticed I’m not okay. I’ve retreated because I’m sick of being made to feel shit about things happening to me.

Everyone has seemingly forgot I’m grieving.

I just can’t anymore.

I actually give up with people.

I’m sick of chasing. Why should I have to chase to feel wanted by my family, by my friends and I use that term loosely as I seem to be ‘friends’ when it benefits them and not when I actually need them.

I am feel so heartbroken about a lot of stuff right now. I just keep telling my self I deserve better than this and if they actually cared…they would make the effort I make and kitty hurt me repeatedly and make me feel unwanted every day.

emotionalwords

I am not coping. I’m in pain as losing my baby has flared up my endometriosis. I feel empty. I want her back where she belongs not in a hospital waiting for her funeral!

I just can’t deal. I’m on autopilot. When I’m alone I just sit and cry.

My brain can’t come to terms with it that a week ago my baby was fine and now she is gone and I’m empty on the inside.

I just can’t 😭 I’m broken!