im a monster i deserve to be treated as an monster or object I donât know how people like me
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@britt1e
im a monster i deserve to be treated as an monster or object I donât know how people like me
iâm just like junk food because i donât rot and i sate a craving but i will never never never be healthy and there is no hope for me
tw: 3dd
My stomach is not something to be filled.
It is meant to be hollow. It feels best empty.
he says he likes "thick" girls and wants ur thighs to crush his head and all that bullshit but do u really think he doesn't talk about what a fat disgusting pig whose lumps of lard jiggle around as she walks around that u are when he's with his friends?
lol i bet if i left a bunch of snacks in front of you it would only be a matter of time
TW: M34NSP0 (this is for me!)
Every day you spin around in the mirror pointing out the things you hate and wish would change, yet you keep 3at!ng 100s of cal0r!es above your target EVERY day? Your goal is never to go above a 3 digit limit, yet yours is always 4. Strange.
You post on your blog about how you hate your body and wish it was smaller, but skip the gym when youâre tired?
Sk!nny girls donât care if theyâre tired. They. Keep. Going. You should be no different if you want to be one of them.
Stop letting yourself give up. Itâs like youâre not even trying. Get a fucking grip.
â ïž Tw â ïž méà n$pĂž.
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They can see how much bigger youâve gotten. Itâs not just your stomach they can see youâve gotten fat all over.
You think back at the times you broke your fast or binged as soon as you completed one.
Yep. You should feel like sh!t for eating like a pig. đ·.
You restart your timer and you keep going. Hunger is only temporary and if you canât even make it past 20 hours you are actually pathetic and youâll never be happy.
message for me bc i just binged after a good week LMAO:
look at you fat pig. all you did was eat and eat and ruin a perfectly good week over food that doesn't even taste good. now your stomach hurts and youre bloated and you feel like throwing up over something that you cant even remember the taste of. how does it feel to lose your perfect figure in two seconds over some carbs and cake? he's gonna leave you at this rate if you continue eating like such a pig. do better than this, you're better than this, you really are gonna let some sugar control your life? such a hoax, if you really wanted to be skinny you wouldn't put yourself in such a situation.
go to sleep, start again, and do better. don't let such childish urges control you. do you think it was worth it? do you think all that was worth the bloating you feel and dizziness after eating? no
lets do better than this love, remember why we're doing this, you deserve to be skinny and happy
Your really pathetic. You canât do anything right, not even starve yourself. How about you get up and do something instead of just looking like that forever.
Your gross, â.
TW M3AN$P0
I worked out for a bit less than an hour, this is a reminder to get your fat ass up and work out. Stop looking at thinspo on Tumblr, by not doing anything and eating like a fat pig, you will remain a fat pig. It can be anything, just make yourself exhausted like you should be. After you do, drink water and get exhausted again and again. Even if it takes a lot of tries, try longer than 25 minutes. I know you can do it, you'll get there.
Fasting Zones
Whilst fasting I decided to do some research into fasting and the different zones so that I could understand how to lose more weight whilst on a fast and wanted to share it with everyone.Â
Iâm not promoting fasting in any way but I realise a lot of us do it and I want people to be informed and stay safe. Remember to keep yourself hydrated on a fast, drink some water or 0 cal drinks and please take a break if you start to feel sick or dizzy. You come first.Â
Anabolic - 0-4hrs
This zone lasts 4 hours on average and is usually spent processing the last meal you ate. After your body breaks down the carbs, protein and fat into glucose, amino acids and fatty acids your body converts this into energy for later use. People who snack a lot or have frequent meals usually spend most hours of the day in this state.Â
Depending on your diet and activity levels you can decrease this time, moving into the next zone faster, such as the fat burning zone.Â
Catabolic - 4-16hrs
This zone lasts 12 hours on average where the bodyâs blood glucose and insulin levels drop and youâll start to use up the stored glycogen and fat for energy, this is called the breakdown state. Glucose is still the primary fuel source in this state, however when your glycogen reserves are nearing empty, youâll start using fat.Â
Depending on how active you are during the day, doing exercise during this time will use up the glycogen stores quicker, moving you into the next zone.
Fat Burning - 16-24hrs
Whilst your body may always be burning fat, this zone is where it accelerates. Your body will now be in fat burning mode. Your body will always use some amount of glucose however it is now more dependant on fatty acids for fuel. Your brain still needs glucose to function, any glucose still being produced within the body will primarily be used by the brain whilst the rest of the body relies on fat for fuel.Â
Ketosis - 24-72hrs
Your fast is now a multi-day fast. Exercise can accelerate the transition into this zone. Your primary fuel source is fatty acids and ketone bodies plus glucose. The body now relies more and more on fat and ketone bodies in this state and will prioritise burning fatty acids with ketone bodies being spared for the brain.Â
Ketone bodies: this refers to 3 molecule types acetone, acetoacetate and beta-hydroxybutyrate (BHB). Acetoacetate and BHB can be used for energy production.Â
It is suggested that a healthy fast end after 3 days due to health risks. Take a break, eat a meal, drink lots of water and rest. You did well to reach three days, donât risk your health.Â
Deep Ketosis - 3+ Days
The body is now in a prolonged fasting zone. After day 3, glucose and insulin levels stay low and hunger will stay suppressed. Youâll see a decrease in IGF-1 a hormone involved in growth and development. Insulin and Glucose production will fall around 30% or more.Â
This summer I refuse to be the fat friend, itâs months away but if I start now Iâll be so fucking skinny. I can wear my shorts freely without fear of my fat ass fucking thighs sticking out, my fat fucking belly sticking out. Iâll be beautiful for once. I just want to be beautiful.
Having an eating disorder is like having a toxic partner. Reminding you of everything you do wrong, whenever you look bad, whispering words of hatred into your ears when youâre doing good. But when youâre doing bad they love you and care for you so you depend on them until itâs a coping mechanism and itâs all you rely on. Just like a toxic relationship Iâll never admit how horrible it is until itâs too late. Iâll never leave. Iâll always be this way.
M3@11$p00
Do it so people believe you when you say you have an 3d
Eating those fatty foods you crave isnât a reward. Itâs a punishment.