Inner Feelings

I protect my true feelings inside and I show everyone a happy mask. I don't want to be an emotional time bomb feeling like I'm just on the verge of falling off the edge or breaking down. I'm here to be myself for once and if in the end I can help someone, I'm glad I can change the world for someone.

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Happy Christmas everyone!

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Music brings people together. <3

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So true. ^_^

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I've always thought myself as someone that never really complained or fully opened up to people. Hence this happy mask I show people. Honestly though, there's so many things going on with me, but I always try to help those I love with there issues and completely forget about myself. That's just who I am. I really like helping my friends when I can, but there really doesn't seem to be anyone here for me. Then again, I don't make it easy. Mostly because I'm afraid they will think I'm crazy or there's something wrong with me. Sadly though, I'd probably agree with them. I don't know if anyone really believes in the paranormal or ghosts, but I do. Sometimes I can see them or hear them. But where I live now, there's an entity that's really trying to harm me. Just like there was in my grandmas house after she died. I don't know why they're coming after me though, but it's enough for me to be afraid of being alone. And I'm alone a lot. I have long standing abandonment issues. Then there's the fucked up nightmares I have nightly where in most if them I die... some of my dreams are even prophetic and that's what scares me most of the time... I've also noticed that since all the nightmare and paranormal crap, I've been way more emotional than I use to be. And my so called boyfriend being an ass really isn't helping much either... like I said, too many issues...

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I do all the time..

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