heartbreak hotel

Brianna 'Bri' Sinclair. Twenty-one years old. Criminal Justice Major. Engaged to the heir of Diamonds. 

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Drew wrapped his arms around, running hands gently through her hair as he tried to be comforting to her. “Don’t apologize,” he whispered, truly wanting her to feel safe coming to her. “I won’t leave you alone, promise,” he said and for a moment he could almost imagine everything working out, them being together and at least being content; Bri deserved to be happy. And instead she was being tormented alongside everyone else - it was fucked up. “It’s okay to not be okay, you know with everything.”

Bri let out another shaky sigh as Drew stroked her hair like that, eyes burning with unshed tears. “Thank you,” she murmured to him as he held her like that and comforted her. “I just- He was my best friend...” she finally said after a moment, trying to fight back tears. Showing weakness and being vulnerable in front of the other, something she never allowed herself to do with anyone. She didn’t want to show that to Drew, but it was getting hard to hold it all in. She swallowed thickly and nodded again at his words. “I know, but I still just expect him to be there every day and I don’t know how to react to the fact that he’s not.” 

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bradyjunk:

“i’m very aware of that. i didn’t live under a rock before here — besides, what do you think i’m attempting to do? lead us to a fairy garden?”

“I don’t know what creepy nerds like to do. I don’t exactly make it a habit to keep tabs on things that don’t directly concern me. Where are you leading us then?”

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lftbehind:

 “ SHOPPING. ” Olivia repeated in a squeal. she hadn’t gone shopping in what seemed like forever. but honestly, who didn’t love a little retail therapy? ” she turned towards the Brianna and rubbed the top of her puppy’s head. “ by the way – you have the cutest freaking dog. ” she believed that petting cute animals was also a very good coping mechanism. “ can we bring him with us? ”

Brianna laughed at the girl’s reaction but smiled at her and nodded. “Shopping it is! I mean, I would have been disappointed if you picked something else,” she admitted with a smile. Shopping was Bri’s favorite activity, it was practically a part of her personality. “Oh, thanks,” she said with a smile and looked down at Kanye, thinking back to Mason and the painful memories of time spent together. “His name’s Kanye,” she told Liv softly. “Oh, of course. I take him everywhere with me! Wherever I go, Kanye goes.” 

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lftbehind:

  She took a second to think … “ well the last thing I remember is standing on a table … trying to show off some dance moves and then everything went black. ” Liv bit her lip, trying not to laugh until she realized WHY she got so drunk: to forget ; her smile straightened. “ thanks, Bri. ” she nearly chugged the entire water bottle. SIGH. “ do you feel like doing something fun? to get my mind off all my damn aches and pains. ”

Bri laughed at that and shook her head at that. “I must have been worse off because I don’t even remember seeing that,” she replied, giving the other girl a look. “Of course, it’s what we do for one another,” she assured the other, having had her own reasons for drinking the night before. She could understand Olivia’s reasons, although she hadn’t lost a sibling, she had lost someone she had cared deeply for as well in both Emmy and Mason. “Of course!” she replied and nodded, leaning down to scoop Kanye up into her arms. “Shopping? Or something else?” she questioned as she scratched the pup behind his ears. 

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debccrs:

@brixsinclair “ stay with me tonight? ”

there was fear, panic, and pain that was threatening to destroy the campus, and drew would be naive to not see all of it in bri’s eyes. “well you know i don’t believe in cuddling before marriage,” he joked slightly before laying next down to her. “if you need to cry, i’m here.”

Bri usually was never one to show weakness, always had to be playing the games that her mother had taught her to play. Except she had just lost someone that she had held very close to heart, even if she never showed it. She needed human contact, a caring touch. She managed a tiny smile at Drew’s words. “Sorry...” she whispered to him softly as she moved closer to him, closing her eyes as she tucked her face into his shoulder. “I- I think I’m okay...” she told him, though her voice shook. “I just- I don’t want to be alone.” 

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lftbehind:

   Olivia pouted. she lifted slowly, now sitting up on the bench next to the girl. “ shush about that, it was a wild night. ” she let out a hard sigh, eyeing down at the puppy ( which reminded her that she always wanted one of her own …  ) “ do you have any meds and water or did you just come here to call me trashy? ”

Bri let out a laugh when the girl pouted at her like that. “Just how drunk did you get?” she questioned with brows raised. “Mhm, I can tell,” she replied. “Not so smart to be sleeping on benches in the middle of nowhere, by the way. Of course, I just like to say my piece before offering assistance,” she replied, pulling out a bottle of water and advil from her purse. “Knock yourself out - not literally.” 

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lftbehind:

   Olivia held her head and let out a groan. when she was finally fully aware, she realized where she was: a PARK bench. “ remind me to never drink ever again … ” she sighed ( knowing she would definitely drink again ) she laid on the bench, feeling like her head as going to explode.

“I will, but no one actually follows through on that promise,” Brianna replied to Olivia, knowing the girl because she had been friends with her twin before she died. “But a park bench? Tres trashy,” she added on as she looked down at Kanye as the puppy sniffed at the bench. 

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bradyjunk:

“look, take offense if you want to — but if you keep talking, i keep walking. i don’t want to talk about it or anything similar to it.”

“Um — No one’s stopping you? If it’s that painful for you, feel free to leave. It’s a free country, first amendment rights and all that.” 

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mankillcr: sounds good - and gabe you're contributing to my share duh. but @ the director pls kill artemis and let mason go will give u big $$$ @savemason #takeartemisinstead

Gabeyspits: My hand and/or mouth will get tired. #savemason #killartemisoratleasttakeheraway

mankillcr: you know you wanna #savemason & #killartemisoratleasttakeheraway don't miss your chance now bitch

briannabitch: you heard it, Director. 10 mil and Gabriel Spits' mouth and hand for the release of Mason Jarr or replacement w/ Artemis Hamilton. #SaveMason #TakeArtemisInstead

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debccrs: i'll throw some diamonds at the director if they kill someone else instead of mason - y'know who got my vote buddy :)

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mankillcr: sounds like a deal - if the director wants more i can up it to 5mil tops #savemason

gabeyspits: I'll throw in a blow job... or a hand job if the director is a female.

briannabitch: make it 10. I'll match whatever price you set. just one blow job/handjob? u cheapass mofo #savemason #takeartemisinstead

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mankillcr: whatever, untwist yourself. ooh can i put my half-sister up? half a mil to kill artemis

Gabeyspits: Can we just give artemis for free?

briannabitch: make that a mil, i'll foot the other half. #SaveMason

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mankillcr: lol this is kinda hot #directorlivestream

briannabitch: Shut the fuck up that's my hand servant you're talking about!

kaninewest: woof

briannabitch: Don't worry, Kanye! Mommy's coming!

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mankillcr: damn i'd like some hand service from him ;)

briannabitch: Bitch i just said he was MINE. I will pay for literally anyone else to be put in Mason's place #directorlivestream

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mankillcr: lol this is kinda hot #directorlivestream

briannabitch: Shut the fuck up that's my hand servant you're talking about!

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debccrs:

“And why shouldn’t I want to spend time with you?” Drew asked in return, even though he could list several reasons that they shouldn’t be spending time together. It got harder not to yell that he was in love with Kyle everytime that he saw her, and yet he had to keep his lips sealed on that topic. “I was actually just wondering if you thought we should do gold & white or champagne & white for the wedding.”

“Oh, I don’t know. We’ve been so busy with Greek life lately, trying to get Depher reinstated, that I figured I’d chased you off,” Bri replied with a laugh and shook her head as she looked at her fiancé. She didn’t really have any feelings towards the other either, not particularly caring that they’d go long stretches of time without truly spending time together when busy with school or both their Greek life responsibilities and most recently their wedding planning. Though they still had to try to show some semblance of a relationship. “Hmm, while I do like the thought of gold... I might have to say champagne would look better.” 

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