This is definitely not a proper autobiography.

Hindsight is always 20/20 Or we like to believe it is Keep moving either way

[brocknoah]

Mental health is a hell of a thing.

[brocknoah]

To clarify on that last post, it was more of me complaining about not trying for a few people or me not allowing myself to try for a few people.

[brocknoah]

Love is so hard. Love can be easy, but the timing of loves can be difficult. People are beautiful, timing can be ugly. It’s long life, how do you decide dedication. A delicate balance of feelings, someone will be hurt. Eventually you have to decide which person, you or them. But never is also an option, dedication is an absolute hard to meet, like infinity. Final happiness is a magnitude, how to clarify the levels, the end commitment is binary in the current system

[blvck-trxp]

[brocknoah]

I’ll Pick You Up If You Fall

I want you to fall hard. And keep falling, over and over again. Its okay if you fall, cause you’re falling for me, and I’ll be there to catch you when.

[santaclaritadietnf]

Corpse pose is my favorite.

[brocknoah]

We made it?

[brocknoah]

Camping Difficulty sleeping Hear noise outside, assumed mountain lion *start to snore real loud* let the lion know I’m here “Ahhh!” realization it’s probably all in my mind, or declaring fightin’ words “Sorry” let other tentees know no worries Stay awake for hours because I startled myself out of REM sleep

[just-shower-thoughts]

“You’re shit” and “You ain’t shit” are both insults.

[brocknoah]

“You’re the shit” and “You’re not a shit” are both compliments.

[brocknoah]

Nature Not Clubs

[uncasts]

[brocknoah]

I just grabbed this giant blanket and sat down.

[brocknoah]

Looks Good

the more you say it out loud and read it, the funny it is

L O>O ks  G O>O d

[brocknoah]

[brocknoah]

music future

I want to try to do something with music more than KCSB-FM one day.

The first few quarters they were just playlists but now they’re two hour thematic pieces. Always ordered, never shuffled. At the start they were distinct tracks, but now I feel like I create cohesive pieces. Targeting emotions and moods. Ups and downs. Fear and hope. Confidence and uncertainty. Confusion and clarity. Quiet and loud.

I’m the writer, director, producer of my show. Picking content to portray x. Looking for sound content, not just tracks.

Not sure what exactly. I feel like it would be in the movie/tv not music industry directly. Maybe like Reggie Watts, but that’s great improv talent.

I would have never thought this without it, but now I feel like I have the potential.

[brocknoah]

This one garage sale

I almost pressured myself into buying something I didn’t need just because the seller was a milf. It was a bed comforter. She told me the location of her bed, across the street upstairs. I can’t remember how that was related to the sell. Was that an invitation? Hmm. I might be a comedian one day, probably not, and I’ll need material. Add this to the garage sale bit you’ll probably do, or the bit about post conversation analyzes. Something like looking for second hand goods and could have had a second hand on my goods. Ehh so-so.

[brocknoah]

I feel like I have to share this just because it is such a hype rpm track #NowPlaying Looking for Tracy Tzu by Carpenter Brut

[twitterlols]

[twitterlols]