Me

Warning my page may and will be triggering its everything I think and feel and my head can be a scary place so please keep that in mind and don't say I didn't warn you, thanks. Also I am always here and eager to talk :)

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I feel like wishing my hook up happy Father’s Day is very much fatherless behaviour. But I mean if he wants to be called daddy 🤣🤣🤣

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

The fact that I have to try and get medication In me when I can’t even get water or food into me a joke right??

[weltenwellen]

Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

[abstvrz]

Touch yourself and think about me.

[retrowaifu]

My fav sex position is actually when I have feelings for someone and they have the same feelings for me too

[daddyfuckedme]

[reikacchan]

don't give up

[mornington-the-crescent]

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I struggle knowing my size will disappoint him. Then I try and remind myself that’s just my disordered thinking because if he has a problem with my size that’s on him.

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I can’t wait to live some where that when someone is mad at another person they don’t throw furniture at them or fist or yell and scream.

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I am not living in that place and so much of my anxiety has been lifted.

[powerrangersystem]

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I’m supposed to be eating three meals and two snacks a day, I’m supposed to eat every 3-4 hours according to my recovery plan but I can’t for the life of me get out of bed and make myself food. 7pm and I haven’t had one meal yet today, the thoughts are over whelming. It doesn’t mean I’m failing it means it’s just a hard day.

[thepersonalquotes]

““It’s okay if I’m not your favorite chapter you have written, but I hope you sometimes smile when you flip back to the pages I was still apart of.” - Unknown”

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[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

Got a fresh diagnosis of an eating disorder that I’m processing and one of my coworkers drops the “wow, you have gained weight since I seen you last” since when is it okay to remark on someone’s weight?

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

I have one month to:

Start my anxiety treatment.

Start eating disorder treatment for a fresh diagnosis.

Decide if I want to take a new job in leadership and start it.

Start looking into buying my first house or moving.

To say I am stressed might be an understatement and I’m doing it all alone.

[broken-wings-can-not-fly]

First mental health and Pap smear appointments today and idk how I’m going to explain that every time I walk over a bridge I just want to yeet myself.

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Yesterday I had to put down my wonderful good boy and today I have to go to work and pretend that I didn’t just loose a big part of my family. There is nothing left in my cup.

[lmm-43]

Be selfish with your time. A lot of people don’t deserve it.