broken & bitter

side blog | self harm | depression | abuse | feel free to submit/ask

[bearie]

kittens conversation:

hey we are all really small do you want to sleep in a pile

other kittens: yeah

[classycookiexo]

[brokenbitterbrains]

i think the hardest part is accepting that the man who held me, laughed with me, kissed me, cried with me, shared life with me, is the same man who made me feel like a helpless sad little girl again. it wasn't someone else, he wasn't any different, it was him. the man i loved and trusted and showed my whole self to, was the one who tore me down to my lowest. it wasn't just an accident, he was an adult and he made many choices over and over. he knew what he was doing. and he chose to hurt me so many times. he knew how much i loved him, how much i trusted him, and he chose to take advantage of that. that same smiley goofy man who i have so many memories with, he did that too. that's something i struggle to wrap my head around, how someone can be so two faced, how someone can say one thing then act another. it's one of the hardest parts of letting him go, it's accepting that he did treat me like that. he did that to me. he isn't the man i made up in my head, and he never was that man, and he never will be that man.

[covvboytears]

A Burst of Light, Audre Lorde

[herigo]

[remanence-of-love]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

I don't pay attention to the world ending. It has ended for me many times and began again in the morning.

– Nayyirah Waheed

[resqectable]

“Trust yourself. You have survived a lot. And you will survive whatever is coming.”

— Unknown

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

[whirlwindofstuff]

[tommysnothere]

i think this is why it’s so hard for me to let go

[brokenbitterbrains]

did you know that i loved you?

[weltenwellen]

Ruth Awad, from “Let me be a lamb in a world that wants my lion”

[lostmf]

I crave a gentle existence

But you give me bloodshed

[kosmogrl]

[viensdansmatete]