Feelings I Hate Them

sneak peek into my depressing mind

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“If he treats you badly right now. how is he going to treat you when you live with him”

Dad-2020

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Love is a sad thing actually. You get so swept up into thinking you find the perfect soulmate but you don’t see the future when you first met..

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Sometimes you don’t get what you want because you deserve better.

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I want to smile when I see your name pop up.

I want to smile when you call me to hear my voice

I want to smile when you tell me how much you love me

I want to smile to show you how happy you make me

But in reality I can’t because anytime I see your name pop up my heart gets tighten

I can’t because everytime I see you calling me I’m scared to pick up

I can’t because you don’t make me happy and I can’t leave you

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“Smile like you’re having a good time” he says as you flinch when he puts his arm around your waist. You look at the camera, smiling so big the tears in your eyes fall as the flash goes off.