I'm tired

Luci Williams. 17. Night terrors, insomica, severe depression, self harm. I'm not okay.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“D-U-M-B. Duh.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

‘You got lucky.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“I am not dumb.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“Spell dumb.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“It’s called science. I could go on about DNA and all that, but then again, I never went to school so… I can’t really do that.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“No wonder you’re so dumb.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“No.” He grabbed her, wrapping his arms tightly around her waist. “Now it is.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“Now it’s perfect.” She smiled, putting her hands on his shoulders. “Why are you so tall?”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“I mean- yeah. I know.” Jack sighed. His smile instantly faded and he glared back at her. “I just want to wake up beside you, darling.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“That’s better.” Luci smirked, rising on to her toes to kiss him on the cheek.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“God has nothing to do with this. He doesn’t like the Devil anymore.” Jack laughed louder. “Oh, you poor baby.” He grabbed her back, pulling her close. “Luci. I’m sorry. I think.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“You think or you know.” Luci asked, folding her arms and glaring up at him. “Answer carefully. Where you sleep depends on your answer.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Yeah, really.” Jack smiled, as if he hadn’t even said anything wrong. “Lucifer, Lucifer.”

“Hey, don’t get mad at me. You called me Jackass, so you’re Lucifer.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“God, you’re an asshole. I’m only calling you what you are. You’re calling me by the Devil’s name!” She yelled, pulling away from him.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Lucifer.” Jack huffed, leaning down towards her. He pressed his lips firmly against her’s, moving his hand to the back of his head and tangling his fingers in her hair.

[brokenluciwilliams]

“Really?” Luci yelled, pulling away from the kiss for a second.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Ha-ha-ha. Very funny. I’ll find something with Luci in it and then we’ll see who’s laughing.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“It’ll still be me. Jackass.” Luci smiled. She rose on to her toes and gave him a kiss.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Just trying to come up with better names for you rather than bitch, or something. Because I’m not a rude person like you.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“Oh, please. Jackass is a term of endearment. It even has your name in it.” she laughed.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Okay. Whatever. Like, over a year ago when we met. Hush.” Jack wrapped his arms around her, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. “Uh… Babe. Sweetheart?”

[brokenluciwilliams]

Luci smiled, resting her head over his head. “What?”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Since like, a year ago when we met each other.” Jack chuckled. “I was kidding. Don’t get your panties all up in a knot. Come here, babe.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“It was over a year ago.” Luci smile, wrapping her arms around his waist. “Jackass.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“No you can’t,” he murmured. “Not whatever.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“Since when you are the boss of my, Mister Mister?”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Oh, Luce.” Jack shook his head, taking a long stride forward so his was standing right in front of her, staring down into her eyes. “Don’t do that.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“I can do whatever I want.” Luci said, staring up at him.

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

Jack raised his right arm back up, this time placing his hand on her cheek. “And now I am.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

Luci pulled her head away. “And now you’re not.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“I am the king of everything,” Jack snapped. “I’m touching you right now. You gonna stop me?”

[brokenluciwilliams]

Luci reached up and knocked his hands off her shoulders.

“Now you’re not.”

[still--holding-on-deactivated20]

“Nope. You didn’t.”

“I totally would, you liar. Like, you’d still be able to see me. You just couldn’t touch me. But I can still touch you. Because I’m the king and I get to do whatever I want to do.”

[brokenluciwilliams]

“You’re the king of nothing. And if I can’t touch you, you can’t touch me.” Luci said, standing up straighter, even though that was barely coming up to his shoulder.