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❜ * ☆.:｡ text → nate & kalani.
NATHAN: maybe that's your problem
NATHAN: you're taking this too seriously when it doesn't even mean anything
KALANI: don't do that
KALANI: stop acting like you don't care because if u didn't u would've let me go by now
well, here it is. i can’t make a good graphic to save my damn life but have this one that i spent like twenty minutes on. so, recently i hit one-hundred followers which seems small to a lot of people but to me that means so fucking much. like that over one-hundred people have my shit filling up their dashboard. like, why… how ?? i’m glad that i got a chance to kind of come back to rping with a ‘bang.’ when i had the url parxmour, i hit a hundred pretty quick and with this url i hit hundred in… about four months. which is FUCKING INCREDIBLE. there’s a few people that i want to thank personally. not to put you guys on blast ( and it’s wtvr if you don’t feel the same ) or anything, i’m just really glad that i got to meet and rp with you guys while i’ve been here !!
tcnights: lol wow, where do i start ?? um, well, we haven’t had like a lot of threads ( bc i’m garbage ) but any thread i’ve had with you always made me really happy and you held me a lot with my muse. you always help me get it back somehow; which is why i love threads with you. i want like a whole fuck ton more. you’ve also always been really nice to me !! which is all i really want from rp partners. like, you’re so nice h OW ??
palepassives: um. idk how to start with this one either. syd, ur amazing. i love you so, so, so much thank you for putting up with my constant whining and being sad all the time on k*k. i mean we haven’t been rping for a long time but you’re so sweet to me and i can’t tell you how much that actually means to me. it’s crazy how nice you are when you don’t need to be. like why… why are you so nice to me. i’m kind of trash when it comes to threads bc i either reply 93845 years after you reply or i end up never replying so thanks for that, too.
thelittleabomination: see, you’re just the love of my life so i don’t need to write so much about you because you know how much i love you. we never thread but… lbr… i love you. i will literally follow you forever… like until i stop rping ?? you’re one of the only people on tumblr that i’ve met and been able to connect with you really well and u GH i just love you so much i can’t explain to you how grateful i am to have had the pleasure of meeting you and talking to you and becoming your friend. you mean so much to me !!
ogei ogei, now onto the people who i’ve either rped with and loved, stalk the hell out of your blog, or cry at night because i haven’t had the pleasure to rp with you yet. please message me… let’s do something because i’m dying to rp with all of you ??
ofsolitaires, ofbitching, ofmiscreant, toxiicisms, anklebitxrs, charizcrd, diiabolism, duothcist, ethcral, admirxbles, amplificd, younggvns, prcstige, polcrize, lastchoir, untoxify, usingmusic, nymphct, nepthunno, nicotiines, groundeds, bronxisms, brokenwiires, bornwingless, lcthargy, romancvndles, reflectxons, fforgettings, fcreigntvngues, viiolentdelights, teexidols, pctience, quiescvnt, whoknowsxanymore, iinsanes, ohmaybc, adorablc, sweatvrweather, deityiisms, goncrs, keleidoscopes, colorbliindkids, blurredouts, mourningshadows, mastcrpiece.
okay, well, i’m sure i tag one of you twice… maybe. i’m not sure i know that i didn’t check it over because i’m lazy and honestly that too much. i know there’s typos and everything. hopefully some of you took the time to read this and if you did. wow, what a trooper. thank you. even tho i didn’t tag all 100+ of you in this you guys are literally all amazing and all so fucking kind to me and you all deserve a nobel peace prize because damn. thank all of you guys so much !!
❜ * ☆.:｡ text → nate & kalani.
NATHAN: it was never working though
NATHAN: i used to have fun with it but you're too much effort now
KALANI: what do u mean have fun with it
KALANI: nothing about this was some game to me
i honestly have no muse for anything rp related anymore so i’ll get to drafts later or something i dont kno
❜ * ☆.:｡ text → nate & kalani.
NATHAN: if you can't handle it why are u still here jw
KALANI: because i like you and i thought this was working
KALANI: maybe it's not anymore
❜ * ☆.:｡ text → nate & kalani.
NATHAN: that doesn't make it any better lmao
NATHAN: if i'm not in the mood i'm not gonna just force myself to be happy around you
KALANI: how does that not make it better
KALANI: im not asking u to but ur no warning mood swings are actually so shitty lol
KALANI: can we just drop this
❜ * ☆.:｡ text → nate & kalani.
NATHAN: i don't know but i'm kind of tired of this whole thing
NATHAN: it'd be much easier if you'd stop fucking complaining about everything all the time you know
KALANI: what the fuck i wasnt complaining i was saying u being nice was weird in a good way
KALANI: i dont care if ur nice or rude but u can't switch back and forth that's why i dont like it??
YASMIN !
she laughed. for the first time in what seemed like ages, yasmin let out a loud chuckle at kalani’s actions, a smile breaking through the walls that she built so tediously, growing worn as she would climb to the top just to place the final brick in a position where she was certain she couldn’t make her way through again. she wouldn’t allow it. but when the girl in front of her was drunk out of her mind, smiling, asking for a hot chocolate of all things, she felt the walls begin to give themselves to erosion, feeling it in her bones each time a brick would fall to the ground of her sub-conscience. she’ll look up at kalani with eyes doing the smiling for her, lacing her pinkie around hers in an OATH. ❛ you know, i still pour my hot chocolate on top of vanilla ice cream… ❛ she’d admit, closing her front door behind her as she led kalani into the dimly lit living space.
despite her inebriated state, kalani felt like things were finally returning to normal ; after months of unrequited feelings, screaming matches & the inevitable falling out, the one thing that kalani found solace in was that no matter what, these two were always going to share something special. the girl crinkles her eyebrows in feigned disgust, ❛ c’mon, you know that would taste WAY better with brownies ! ❛ she’s continuously slurring through her words & it takes about five stumbles just to make it into the doorway of spacious home, but she’ll pad towards a photo frame, hues practically burning a hole into the case with how intently she was staring at it. it was a picture of their friend group baudelaire grove’s away game, the game half their friends had gotten suspended for streaking, kalani included. ❛ i can’t believe you have that. ❛ that’s when she’ll plop down onto yasmin’s couch with an exasperated sigh. patting childishly on the vacant seat aside her, kalani’s words are barely a coherent mumble now. ❛ come here, i missed you. ❛
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DANIELA !
a feeling of relief surged through the girl once he close the small gap between their hands, a smile slowly spreading across her features. it wasn’t very often that the boy was like this, so she didn’t want to react in a huge way that would make him withdraw from her, and shut her out once again. she slowly stepped inside the room, a shudder making it’s way through her small body at the creak, an almost EERY feeling making itself prominent in the room. ❛ i-it’s fine, really. i can stay in here, it’s not that bad. besides, knowing you, you probably want your space or some shit. i won’t be clingy this time. ❜ the words slipped out of her mouth in a joking tone, however they did have some truth behind them. daniela wanted nothing more than to stay with him, but she was too scared — too scared of coming off as clingy, too scared of pushing him away, too scared of EVERYTHING. ❛ besides, i get these like, bad dreams sometimes, and i don’t wanna wake you. ❛
despite the laugh that escaped her lips, lip can’t help but suddenly feel a pang of GUILT rush throughout his lanky stature for what felt like the millionth time this entire encounter, every single cryptic or insensitive thing he’d said to daniela piling up with every second that passed. ❛ you know you’re not clingy, right ? ‘m always here for you if you need it. ❜ he likes to think the quieter his voice was, the higher the chance the girl wasn’t within earshot to hear what he just uttered ; but it’s out & he hates himself for being weak, for only proving his father right. but it’s her last sentence that brings him back into the unfortunate world of reality, eyebrows furring together in utter confusion. ❛ you have nightmares too ? what are they even about ? ❛ he’ll continue to pry due to the fact that he figured daniela’s nightmares were nothing short of minor, though his curiosity stays intact.
GRACE !
it’s been months since the last time they talked. well, maybe yesterday if you count the string of curse words that left grace’s mouth at just the thought of him. she’s been trying to move on every day, because what choice does she have ? she can’t continue to live her life wishing justin’s hands were as rough and calloused as his, or wishing for his eyes that could be worth a thousand edgar allen poe poems. she would sigh as she saw him, her heart working like freshly oiled cogs in a factory. ❛ yeah, yeah. i agree, ❛ she would pause, smiling slightly as she suggested the next plan of action, ❛ talk over pizza? ❛
he’s wondering how she’s so well put together, how she wasn’t practically in shambles the way he was over his own guilt — but it then he realizes that just maybe grace finally found happiness that came partly from someone else, in which he wanted to be happy for her. the thing was, he was far too selfish with grace, the thought of anyone else claiming her as theirs clutching at his insides, crawling up to the base of his throat until he was suffocating. but he’ll swallow thickly and feign a smile under the circumstances ; at least they were on speaking terms, right ? ❛ i’d, uh... i’d like that. ❛ it wasn’t the scenario he’d initially hoped, but he was attempting to focus on the positives, at least. ❛ i think it’s a bit more intense than a casual conversation at the pizza parlor though, don’t you ? ❛
❜ * ☆.:｡ text → nate & kalani.
NATHAN: i'm not mad i was just wondering why you think i'm acting weird
NATHAN: when i'm nice you're complaining and when i'm not you're complaining too so what the fuck do u want
KALANI: ur only nice to me when u wanna get ur "dick wet" and ur a dick to me when u wanna push me away
KALANI: so u tell me
KALANI: i just wanna know what we're doing lol
YASMIN !
the girl couldn’t hold in the look of concern when she found her standing on the outside, her words slurred and her breath encasing the rough smell of vodka that trailed behind her like a shadow. she wasn’t denying that she had dreamt of this moment too many times, the one person that grew up with her the most coming back to take her hand again - but she was stubborn. everybody knew that. she knew that. ❛ kalani….. ❛ she would trail, her arms folded across her petite frame.
no amount of alcohol could make kalani miraculously forget how much she hurt her best friend, BROKE her heart in two. the tiny section within her that still carried somewhat of a logical conscience was screaming at her to just leave the poor girl alone, because kalani had done enough damage to their crumbling relationship ; but they’re drowned out by the buzzing in her bloodstream from her inebriated state, a light chuckle spilling from the cage of her throat. ❛ listen, yas, all i want is like, hot chocolate or something — i won’t overstay my welcome or anything, promise. ❛ she’ll innocently raise a pinky towards the girl as a symbol of a promise, raising her eyebrows expectantly.
im kinda feelin selective and tired sorry i’ll get to messages nd everything tonight hopefully
DANIELA !
❛ okay, okay yeah. come to you first, i got it. ❜ the words slipped out of the girl’s mouth no louder than a mumble, scared that if she were to be too loud she would wake someone else in the house, even though they’ve been through this routine fifty times before. as she slowly trailed behind him, a small sense of FEAR crept up on the girl, causing her to cautiously reach her hand forward and lock her pinky finger with his as a small source of comfort. ❛ what, um, what if he comes in the guest room for something ? like what if he needs something in here ? ❜
he’s a bit thrown off by her mini digit interlocking with his larger ones, but he’ll slot the centimeters worth of space between their hands shut ( he found the gesture endearing for whatever reason ), leading her towards the guest room. ❛ he barely comes up here, don’t worry ‘bout it. ❜ he’ll pull the door open with a somewhat OMINOUS creak that led to the guest bedroom, ushering the tinier girl in. ❛ it’s a little quiet i guess, but it’s good enough, right ? ❜ he’s sure to make sure his voice remains nothing higher than a rasped mumble, glancing back to peer the girl’s reaction. it’s then that he feels pity for the girl to an extent ; more so guilt that he’d been pushing her away when she NEEDED him most. ❛ or you could sleep with me, i-if you want. he doesn’t come in my room either. ❜
