Today marked 10 years since my mom passed away. I full on sobbed this morning. I was supposed to have breakfast with my coworkers but I canceled and just stayed in bed all morning.
I’ve been thinking of her a lot more lately. I think it’s bc Brenda gets married next month and I’m so sad she’s not going to be able to be there. I know Brenda’s been super emotional with the wedding planning bc our mom isn’t here to help and she wasn’t here with us to help pick out her dress. It truly breaks my heart. But at least we have each other still.
And my dad is finally moving back to Fort Worth and we’re super excited to have him back but he’s of course coming with Rosa and it honestly just kills the vibe. I’m happy that he’s happy, but she’s just not my mom. Not even close and never will be.
I just really miss my mom.
