Fuck
I wish I still didnāt think about u..
I think about when I used to drive at 11am-12am to go see you in Monmouth. And make love to you or just lay there and talk to you until 6amā¦then Iād drive my ass back home in a hurryā¦. I canāt erase those nights where I thought you were my one my only. We lived a whole life time before we split. But Iām too proud to go and look for you. Youāre crazy af but why am I here feeling this wayā¦. Youāre married now but why does it feel like itās fake af. It feels like you donāt love him like you loved me. Donāt get me wrong. I love my life now, my reality. My dreams have come true. But I hate that my mind still goes to you.


















