Still trying to figure out a name for the story, lol. 😆
So this is the post I saw on tiktok. For the most part I'm gonna pull from this so I'll keep that pinned on the story's profile.
As for everyone else. I'm gonna keep them how they are and just change around lil bits of how they look.
The rough summary of the idea I've been thinking of is...
It's gonna be kinda paranormal themed.
There is two kingdoms in Corona. Rapunzel's family and Pascal's family. Mother Gothal is the same as she was in the movie/story but kinda more wicked in a way. Her story is gonna stay the same with being very old and always chasing after the flower. But I'm gonna change around some with how she kidnaps others.
Rapunzel's has the same powers and maybe some more. 👀 ( haven't decided yet)
Pascal is gonna be a shapeshifter that has some powers that mother Gothal is very interested in.
Flynn will be there too around when they are 22. Haven't quite decided what he's gonna be doing yet.. 🤔 I'm choosing R and P to be that age because of them developing feelings for each other. Because we don't do underage spice hereee!
As far as Mr Pedro Pascal. I'm thinking about him being one of the kings... 👀 what do y'all think?
Now... The spice for this story. I'm thinking about MFM, FM, maybeeee MM and MMF alsooo. With how gorgeous this artist drew Pascal, I'm thinking about Rapunzel and him being close like best friends and then as they get older, they realize they have romantic feelings for each other. Not really like foster siblings love, because when they get taken in this story they'll be talking and will be able to remember things sorta. And ya know, once Flynn comes into the story, gonna have to include him. 🤭🤗
That is the rough idea I got so far!! I'm gonna see how things go the next few days and I might get the first chapter out, we shall see! 🥰
Gonna do my tag list I've been doing. If you don't wanna be on it just let me know! 💞🤗
So... I know I've been gone a long time and I said I was gonna come back shortly when I did s post like this last time. But I didn't.. And I'm so sorry for that. I miss you guys a lotttt! And I'm sorry I've been gone.. I just have zoned out on books and other things in life. But I hope things have been well for you guys. My DMs are always open for ya guys!!
Some news about me.. My parents and I are gonna be moving to Kansas City in the next few months!!! 🥹 We've been taking day and weekend trips up there the past two ish years and an opportunity came up and we took it to go up there!! I'm so freaking excited for us to start this new chapter for us!!
Now.. Tumblr news for me, lol.
Seen a trend on tiktok a month or so ago of drawing animal Disney characters as humans anddd there was a few that were 😍🫠, butttt the one I saw of Pascal from Tangled has stuck with me. Been having ideas rolling around in my head. So I think I'm gonna write it.. 🫣🤗
I don't think I'm gonna write him as a Pedro character, I may squeeze one of them in somewhere though. I'm gonna fiddle around with the idea this weekend into next week and I'll post updates for ya guys!
Let me know you guys are interested in this idea and such!! 🤗💞
That being said.. I'm gonna try to be on here more and catch up with you guys!!
Elementary is my debut novel, set in Austin, Texas. Ava Hernandez has uprooted her entire life after her divorce, desperate to find herself outside of being attached to another person. Teaching a room of fifth graders is a piece of cake, but convincing herself to stay away from her student’s widowed and irritatingly charming father, Joel, is anything but.
This novel is a friends to lovers slowburn that focuses on the simplicity of love when it’s shared with the right person.
i’m currently in the process of reworking Elementary into my first ever novel !!! ahhh !!!
the original elementary will be up for another week (June 3) for you to enjoy, but unfortunately will be taken down after that as i finalize the book 🫶🏼 i’m hoping to have the book out into the world by the end of summer/start of fall!! i’ll update you all as i go about release dates/platforms, but for now i’d just like to thank you all for your support and love. it means the world. love you all, sending you the best !! 🤍
So I deeply apologize for dropping off the face of the earth back in February... I really had full 100% intentions of staying up to date with ready and writing... I just... I really think I overwhelmed myself working and trying to keep up.. Which that's nothing against anyone. I'm just super slow and I was still getting used to working evening being there five months. So I was sleeping more then my usual napping. So I think that's what started me backing away.
Then the housekeeping boss... She was becoming more and more of a bully to us and one of the ladies in laundry finally had enough and went to HR. She ended up getting fired. My aunt ended up taking the position.. Which yeah that was the logical choice but some stuff happened with her which I'll get into later on. But yeahhh, original boss lady strained on my mental health a lot...
And I am big on saying heyy blow up my phone if you need and or want to for whatever you want.. But I feel bad doing it to others so getting behind on my reading.. It kinda messed with me. Because I feel really bad for not staying up to date but also I just... I was getting burned out I think... 🥺🥺
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A positive note ----
Biketok kinda consumed me on tiktok... 🤣🙈 gotta love the masked men love that Mando started for meeeee!! 🤣🤭
I have no words.. They all are so amazing and badass and I just... Yeahhh 🤭😍 I used to really hate sports bikes... But idk tiktok showed me they can be absolutely beautiful and their riders are so amazing... 🥺
I got a whole list of them that I follow and love but there is this one... His name is Angel. I don't even know where to start with him. He's so amazing, precious, dorky, idkk I just love and adore him. 💞
When I started following him it kinda started out as a crush.. Because ya know a booktok themed video of his popped up.. 🤣🤭 But once I got to know him through his lives and his more personal posts.. My love for him turned more into a comfort love. He brings me so much joy and comfort.. Like his fourth live I watched, I passed tf out. And I'm big on the saying; you fall asleep faster when you are laying next to someone you feel safe with. And it's the same thing with him. His voice just... 🥺💞🥰 Even when the dork is screaming and yelling at his games on live.. Still pass out and stay asleep. 🤣 he's really helped me heal a lot... 🫶
^^^^ this is the stinker in question. 🤭🤣 he did a face reveal, so I feel it's ok I am posting it on other social media. 💞 He's so stinking handsome I cantttt!! 😍💞🥰
I may still do thirsty comments on his posts.. But my teasing love and comfort love for him over powers that.. He just knows how to get under my skin with the spiciness.. 🤣🙈
He does have a girlfriend, which I'm endlessly happy for him.. He deserves endlesssss happiness!! 💞
If you would like to check him out... All socials are Outrunangels. He also has music out under that name. 🥰 he has music out under another name too, but not gonna promote it.. Not gonna type it out, if you'd like to listen to it after you've checked out the angel stuff.. Let me know and or I'll do a post about it too.. 🤣
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Ok back to the annoying soppy stuff.. Enough of me gushing about my Angel baby.. 🤣💞🤭
So when I was pulled into biketok.. I found this one guy. He followed me back on tiktok and one day we started talked and he asked to move to snap, because tiktok didn't send him notifications good enough.. Which is fine, I had no problem with that. We started talking more.. Kinda... Kinda ended up being more of a spicy relationship. Which I was fine with. Because I've never been a relationship or had any romantic anything.. I know I've never shared this on here, but I've grown a lot and I'm not that ashamed of it anymore. I'll share about what helped me later on.
Anyways. This guy... I confessed I started developing feelings for him and that I'd love to start to get to know each other better. His response was I'm sorry I don't do relationships because I move around a lot. Ok I get that completely, but long distance can work and it doesn't hurt to at least have friends.
So I kinda started stepping back.. Because that hurt and as time went on it did more and I had some good days. Then around the middle of August, maybe the week after my birthday (it's the 6th ), he posted a few videos with a girl and I believe one said it was his girlfriend. Sooo yeahhh that killed me a bit. Like ok you could have been a decent human and said hey I don't like you anymore so let's stop talking, because I found someone.
I stepped back completely then.. I kept him on everything and just slowly deleted him off of everything. A few weeks ago a video of his popped up, he ended up breaking up with that girl.. I kinda laughed, because karmaaaa! 🤷♀️
Angel came into my life at a really good time. It was right before the crap with this guy got really bad for my mental health. And just like his name he was an angel and saved me. 🥺💞
Back to work stuff... Ya know how I said my aunt is my boss? Yeah kinda sucks now... So my dad is the manager for the bowling alley in town. He hired my cousin, my aunts son. He's been slacking a lot.. Dad has tried talking to him a lotttt... Fought to get him a raise... And then the Monday after my dad's birthday he fired him. Because he went behind dads back to the GM.. What's the point of dad being manager if he's gonna go to the GM?? Some other stuff happened too that caused dad to finally fire him.
My aunt is a childish person... So of course when my dad tried to talk to her calmly when she was there with her bowling buddies... She blew up at him talking about this isn't my problem blah blah.. And some other stuff that is family stuff.. Don't wanna get into it.. Been dealing with that mentally too much...
So she's been acting annoyingly at work.. Some other reasons too, but it irritates me too much so not gonna get into it.
Back in September one of the CNAs on my Hall was making fun t-shirts for all of us to wear for Halloween in October. She asked me to come help her and just hang out.. She only had mine left to do, pay day was the following week.. So I assumed that we were gonna wait to wear them until I had mine done. Which awesome, I'm fine with waiting.. Get to work Tuesday.. And all of them are wearing their shirts... It crushed me, but I didn't say anything because I've never been like that. But my mom, the protector she is... Did say something to Chrissy (aunt/boss) and a CNA she's friends with.. She talked to her in confidence as friend and fellow mom... Well this girl went to the nursing boss about it... So boss lady chewed the nursing saffs butts about it...
Mind you. Two of the CNAs I've known most of my life.
I think it was the Friday that this happened... When I got back upstairs from break, the girl that did the shirts asked if I was upset about not having my shirt yet. I said yes, but once I thought about it I was fine with not having it yet because I'm the housekeeper and the youngest, and my shirt is a different picture... And then mom got upstairs too because the CNA that actually cared about me out of the two I know, she had asked for mom to come talk to her... Because she knows how I'd react about the situation..
Mom and her walked away and I was still talking to the shirt maker one.. Boss lady and the other one I've known forever both said idk why we have to deal with right now and in the middle of the hall... Um excuse me, this is how we always talk.. It's not my fault you guys don't do your job properly so you gotta race to do things when state is in the building... So I walked away crying...
This killed me a lot.... Then the CNA that is mean that I've known... She keeps singling me out and setting me up for crap...
Mind you, she started doing this the week my mom was puking her brains out.
Oh and another thing I'm gonna share with y'all finally... I still live with parents.. We all aren't in a rush for me to move out and I help with bills, which is why I wanted a job...
We didn't know what was wrong with her.. She couldn't stand up really without feeling dizzy and puking... So no work for her.. I was having to worry about helping get her stuff done plus my hall. So I was slacking a lot. Because my mom is never sick. So I was freaking out and struggling a lot...
And this woman decides to start doing this crap that week and telling my boss.. I'm gonna leave this and see how long it takes lotus to pick it up... Like wtffff???
So yeah this all has been straining on my mental health a lot... I'm finally slowly getting bsck to being better... I'm gonna be switching to deep cleaning soon.. I'm training the new girl. I'm hoping she won't freak out and quite. 🤞
~~~ two postive things again.. 🥰
First.. The thing that had helped me not be ashamed of being single all my life and have no romantic background at all... I found this audio erotica app called Quinn. They have Voice actors that do spicyyy audios. It's such a wide range of stuff on there. Very sex postive. And their social media team posts so amazingly with helping us understand the positivity that goes with sex. They have helped me a lot with being ok with how I am not having experience. And I follow a few of the ones I love.. And ahh they are so sweet and awesome.. Have helped a lot too. Also, Quinn is only $5 a month.. 👀👀
Second... I got my first tattoo!!!
The meaning ---- this is a mental health tattoo.🫶
no I didn't get the lotus out of cheesiness of it being my name. I got it because I love the symbolism of it. Lotus flowers grow through the mud. So I have always said; you have to push through the mud of life to blossom into the beautiful lotus flower you are.
The words. I have always said that to my friends and myself.. And ya know I don't really cuss unless I'm really mad and that is how I always type out that cuss word.
It is also in honnor the people we have lost to suicide. 💞 I've had some family friends, famous people I adore and just in general for people we've lost to it. 💞
It's still super weird I have one. I never thought I would be able to do it!! I'm so scared of pain, but this pain.. It hurt but not really.. My mom and I keep saying, it's the perfect pain that doesn't hurt like other pain. I so calm during it that my hand went cold from keeping it still.. 🙈🤣
I can't wait to get moreeeee!! 🤭🤭
Ok will post this with some tags and then reblog with tagging people and some more to write. 💞
So I apologize for taking longer then I said I would the other day.. This past week has been busyyy! 🙈
But I think my plan is reading wise. I'm gonna go through my tags first. Idk how fast I'll be, but I think that's a good place to start.
Idk how to go about checking in with all my favs... 🥺💞 do y'all want me to just slide into asks, dms, or just a repost of this? Whatever ya guys want to do.. 🫶
I have missed you guys so much.. I can't wait to get back. I'm gonna try not to overwhelm myself again so bare with me with being extra slow. 💞
So I deeply apologize for dropping off the face of the earth back in February... I really had full 100% intentions of staying up to date with ready and writing... I just... I really think I overwhelmed myself working and trying to keep up.. Which that's nothing against anyone. I'm just super slow and I was still getting used to working evening being there five months. So I was sleeping more then my usual napping. So I think that's what started me backing away.
Then the housekeeping boss... She was becoming more and more of a bully to us and one of the ladies in laundry finally had enough and went to HR. She ended up getting fired. My aunt ended up taking the position.. Which yeah that was the logical choice but some stuff happened with her which I'll get into later on. But yeahhh, original boss lady strained on my mental health a lot...
And I am big on saying heyy blow up my phone if you need and or want to for whatever you want.. But I feel bad doing it to others so getting behind on my reading.. It kinda messed with me. Because I feel really bad for not staying up to date but also I just... I was getting burned out I think... 🥺🥺
~
A positive note ----
Biketok kinda consumed me on tiktok... 🤣🙈 gotta love the masked men love that Mando started for meeeee!! 🤣🤭
I have no words.. They all are so amazing and badass and I just... Yeahhh 🤭😍 I used to really hate sports bikes... But idk tiktok showed me they can be absolutely beautiful and their riders are so amazing... 🥺
I got a whole list of them that I follow and love but there is this one... His name is Angel. I don't even know where to start with him. He's so amazing, precious, dorky, idkk I just love and adore him. 💞
When I started following him it kinda started out as a crush.. Because ya know a booktok themed video of his popped up.. 🤣🤭 But once I got to know him through his lives and his more personal posts.. My love for him turned more into a comfort love. He brings me so much joy and comfort.. Like his fourth live I watched, I passed tf out. And I'm big on the saying; you fall asleep faster when you are laying next to someone you feel safe with. And it's the same thing with him. His voice just... 🥺💞🥰 Even when the dork is screaming and yelling at his games on live.. Still pass out and stay asleep. 🤣 he's really helped me heal a lot... 🫶
^^^^ this is the stinker in question. 🤭🤣 he did a face reveal, so I feel it's ok I am posting it on other social media. 💞 He's so stinking handsome I cantttt!! 😍💞🥰
I may still do thirsty comments on his posts.. But my teasing love and comfort love for him over powers that.. He just knows how to get under my skin with the spiciness.. 🤣🙈
He does have a girlfriend, which I'm endlessly happy for him.. He deserves endlesssss happiness!! 💞
If you would like to check him out... All socials are Outrunangels. He also has music out under that name. 🥰 he has music out under another name too, but not gonna promote it.. Not gonna type it out, if you'd like to listen to it after you've checked out the angel stuff.. Let me know and or I'll do a post about it too.. 🤣
~~~~~
Ok back to the annoying soppy stuff.. Enough of me gushing about my Angel baby.. 🤣💞🤭
So when I was pulled into biketok.. I found this one guy. He followed me back on tiktok and one day we started talked and he asked to move to snap, because tiktok didn't send him notifications good enough.. Which is fine, I had no problem with that. We started talking more.. Kinda... Kinda ended up being more of a spicy relationship. Which I was fine with. Because I've never been a relationship or had any romantic anything.. I know I've never shared this on here, but I've grown a lot and I'm not that ashamed of it anymore. I'll share about what helped me later on.
Anyways. This guy... I confessed I started developing feelings for him and that I'd love to start to get to know each other better. His response was I'm sorry I don't do relationships because I move around a lot. Ok I get that completely, but long distance can work and it doesn't hurt to at least have friends.
So I kinda started stepping back.. Because that hurt and as time went on it did more and I had some good days. Then around the middle of August, maybe the week after my birthday (it's the 6th ), he posted a few videos with a girl and I believe one said it was his girlfriend. Sooo yeahhh that killed me a bit. Like ok you could have been a decent human and said hey I don't like you anymore so let's stop talking, because I found someone.
I stepped back completely then.. I kept him on everything and just slowly deleted him off of everything. A few weeks ago a video of his popped up, he ended up breaking up with that girl.. I kinda laughed, because karmaaaa! 🤷♀️
Angel came into my life at a really good time. It was right before the crap with this guy got really bad for my mental health. And just like his name he was an angel and saved me. 🥺💞
Back to work stuff... Ya know how I said my aunt is my boss? Yeah kinda sucks now... So my dad is the manager for the bowling alley in town. He hired my cousin, my aunts son. He's been slacking a lot.. Dad has tried talking to him a lotttt... Fought to get him a raise... And then the Monday after my dad's birthday he fired him. Because he went behind dads back to the GM.. What's the point of dad being manager if he's gonna go to the GM?? Some other stuff happened too that caused dad to finally fire him.
My aunt is a childish person... So of course when my dad tried to talk to her calmly when she was there with her bowling buddies... She blew up at him talking about this isn't my problem blah blah.. And some other stuff that is family stuff.. Don't wanna get into it.. Been dealing with that mentally too much...
So she's been acting annoyingly at work.. Some other reasons too, but it irritates me too much so not gonna get into it.
Back in September one of the CNAs on my Hall was making fun t-shirts for all of us to wear for Halloween in October. She asked me to come help her and just hang out.. She only had mine left to do, pay day was the following week.. So I assumed that we were gonna wait to wear them until I had mine done. Which awesome, I'm fine with waiting.. Get to work Tuesday.. And all of them are wearing their shirts... It crushed me, but I didn't say anything because I've never been like that. But my mom, the protector she is... Did say something to Chrissy (aunt/boss) and a CNA she's friends with.. She talked to her in confidence as friend and fellow mom... Well this girl went to the nursing boss about it... So boss lady chewed the nursing saffs butts about it...
Mind you. Two of the CNAs I've known most of my life.
I think it was the Friday that this happened... When I got back upstairs from break, the girl that did the shirts asked if I was upset about not having my shirt yet. I said yes, but once I thought about it I was fine with not having it yet because I'm the housekeeper and the youngest, and my shirt is a different picture... And then mom got upstairs too because the CNA that actually cared about me out of the two I know, she had asked for mom to come talk to her... Because she knows how I'd react about the situation..
Mom and her walked away and I was still talking to the shirt maker one.. Boss lady and the other one I've known forever both said idk why we have to deal with right now and in the middle of the hall... Um excuse me, this is how we always talk.. It's not my fault you guys don't do your job properly so you gotta race to do things when state is in the building... So I walked away crying...
This killed me a lot.... Then the CNA that is mean that I've known... She keeps singling me out and setting me up for crap...
Mind you, she started doing this the week my mom was puking her brains out.
Oh and another thing I'm gonna share with y'all finally... I still live with parents.. We all aren't in a rush for me to move out and I help with bills, which is why I wanted a job...
We didn't know what was wrong with her.. She couldn't stand up really without feeling dizzy and puking... So no work for her.. I was having to worry about helping get her stuff done plus my hall. So I was slacking a lot. Because my mom is never sick. So I was freaking out and struggling a lot... She ended up going to the doctors and found out she has verdigo.
And this woman decides to start doing this crap that week and telling my boss.. I'm gonna leave this and see how long it takes lotus to pick it up... Like wtffff???
So yeah this all has been straining on my mental health a lot... I'm finally slowly getting bsck to being better... I'm gonna be switching to deep cleaning soon.. I'm training the new girl. I'm hoping she won't freak out and quite. 🤞
~~~ two postive things again.. 🥰
First.. The thing that had helped me not be ashamed of being single all my life and have no romantic background at all... I found this audio erotica app called Quinn. They have Voice actors that do spicyyy audios. It's such a wide range of stuff on there. Very sex postive. And their social media team posts so amazingly with helping us understand the positivity that goes with sex. They have helped me a lot with being ok with how I am not having experience. And I follow a few of the ones I love.. And ahh they are so sweet and awesome.. Have helped a lot too. Also, Quinn is only $5 a month.. 👀👀
Second... I got my first tattoo!!!
The meaning ---- this is a mental health tattoo.🫶
no I didn't get the lotus out of cheesiness of it being my name. I got it because I love the symbolism of it. Lotus flowers grow through the mud. So I have always said; you have to push through the mud of life to blossom into the beautiful lotus flower you are.
The words. I have always said that to my friends and myself.. And ya know I don't really cuss unless I'm really mad and that is how I always type out that cuss word.
It is also in honnor the people we have lost to suicide. 💞 I've had some family friends, famous people I adore and just in general for people we've lost to it. 💞
It's still super weird I have one. I never thought I would be able to do it!! I'm so scared of pain, but this pain.. It hurt but not really.. My mom and I keep saying, it's the perfect pain that doesn't hurt like other pain. I so calm during it that my hand went cold from keeping it still.. 🙈🤣
I can't wait to get moreeeee!! 🤭🤭
Ok will post this with some tags and then reblog with tagging people and some more to write. 💞
I know I would end up writing too much in the comments so I'm sending here.. Because ya know I'm terrible with being short.. 🤣🤦♀️
You stinkerrrrr!!! You did get it!!! 💞🤣 I don't know why but I got the cry thing in my throat when I read my name... 🥺 I figured people would forget me and such... Idk.. I just dropped off the face of the earth and didn't really do anything...
I love you Kat and I've missed you so much. 💞🫂😘 gonna have to message you in a few to catch up, etc. 💞
Me jumping and doing this.. I think I'm gonna do a hii I'm back post today or tomorrow.. 👀🙈🤣
aw, lotus, i’m gonna cry!! 😭 i’ve missed you so much and wondered where you went but wanted to give you your space and privacy. but i’m so glad you’re back!!
i can’t wait to hear how life’s been for you! love you so much friend!! 🫶🏼
i truly don’t even know what to say. wow. i never in a million years thought i’d be celebrating GMNO’s first anniversary with 5k followers. this is fucking crazy, thank you. i’ve written out paragraphs trying to explain how fucking thankful i am for each and every person who has followed me, who’s left a kind comment/reblog/like, who’s sent me a message when i’m feeling down, but i just can’t seem to put it into words. i don’t know that i’d still be here without having found this community of kind souls that check in on me, that encourage me, that remind me that life is worth living. i am forever indebted to so many of you. this is insane. i love you all so much. gonna go cry in the shower. 🤍
🥺💞🥳 Katttt!!! I'm so excited for youuu!! You absolutely deserve everyone of them! You're writing is and always will be so beautiful. Always will be such gorgeous worlds you create. I'm so so proud of you gorgeous. 💞🥳😘
Summary: As the now rightful heir to the throne of mandalore, Din Djarin is king of his home. While repairing his homeland and reviving his people is important to him, his wife is the most precious thing to him besides baby Grogu. As his wife is queen, she wants to learn how to express her love for him in mando'a (Mandalorian language).
A/N: Any words in [Brackets] will be the translation of the mando'a language. Din rarely speaks it, but the Star Wars fandom is very familiar with the language created by Star Wars, writer George Lucas, and Dave Filoni.
Word Count: 814
Pairing: Din Djarin (Mando) x wife! Reader
Din Djarin Fic Event Masterlist
Mandalore. Your new home. You never thought you'd have a true home after your parents died all those years ago at the tender age of 15. For over a decade, you were taken in as family by Peli Motto on Tatooine, which you were grateful to the stars and back for. Even there, you had a part of you missing. Adventure. Danger. Love. Maybe it was all of the above.
One humble day while fixing a few sandcruzers around Peli's garage,you met the infamous bounty hunter- The Mandalorian. Mando as Peli called him when you met him last year. He was seen as a mysterious and lone man who had no regard for others. However, you believed the contrary.
His love for Grogu was beautiful. After agreeing to accompany them on a mission to save Grogu from Mof Gideon, you fell in love with Din. Din Djarin. His real name. Now your name. Y/N Djarin. Your love for one another grew as you both were happily married. The moment you were able to see his face in private after your vows made you super ecstatic.
2 years later
You always loved gardens and the meanings behind different flowers. Mandalore is being reconstructed to the beautiful planet it once was under your husband's rule. When you became queen, it was very far-fetched to you. An orphan as a queen. Perhaps that's why you and Din are a beautiful match. Both orphans were seeked love and affection.
While on Tatooine with Peli for all those years, you took up botany and herbal studies. You always believed in beautification. In a dull environment, flowers can brighten anything. You now teach botany to the young girls who love gardening apart from meetings with the council with your husband.
"Excuse me, Queen Y/N."
Feeling a tap on your black gown, a tiny squeaky voice from behind you prompts you to turn around. You see one of your precious botany students holding a bouquet of lilies out towards you.
"Awwww thank you. This is so precious. You really didn't have to."
You take them from her little hands and smell the sweet fragrance. You lean down to give her a hug.
"I remember you taught us that Lillies symbolize beauty. Well, you are the most beautiful Queen our people has ever had.", the girl smiled.
"Awww. Vor'e [Thank you]"
The girl smiles and runs along to her mother. You remembered learning a few phrases with your husband a few days ago. You were a non- mandalorian, but his people welcomed you as they saw you first to protect them just as Din did.
Walking back to the castle, you walk into the library, scanning through the shelves. You find "The love language of Mando'a". You wondered how you could express more to your husband in his language. He doesn't expect you to, but you want to be a part of his culture. Turning to the chapter index, you see the page for marriage rituals and expressions of love most common amongst Mandalorians.
"Ner riduur.” [My spouse]
”Cyar’ika, ni kar’tayl gar darasuum.” [Darling, I love you]
Seems simple enough to you.
"Maybe I should practice with Din. Hopefully, I won't mess up."
You continue reading about more royal marriage rituals in the mandalorian culture.
"Are you reading something, my precious Cyar'ika?." [Sweetheart/ Darling]
You gasped as you turned to see your husband without his helmet smiling at you. As a mandalorian, married couples are bound as one, and he is allowed to show his face to you only.
"Din! Don't frighten me like that."
You stand up and close the book walking over to your husband kissing him softly wrapping your arms around his neck carefully not to hit him with your crown. Feeling the cold touch of his beskar armor, you shiver as he puts his hands on your waist.
"So what were you reading, my Cyar'ika?."
"A book about marriage rites in the mandalorian culture, Ner riduur." [My spouse]
His deep brown eyes sparkle like his beskar armor and a smile lands on the handsome face of your husband.
"Where did you learn that, my Queen?.", He asks kissing your cheek.
You giggle running your fingers through his dark brown hair.
"The book, but I've heard it before. Our wedding ceremony. I tried my best to say the ancient mando'a vows. I needed to remember. I wanted to try expressing loving expressions in your people's language", You smile at him.
"You are a wonderful queen and wife as I knew you would be. Cyar’ika, ni kar’tayl gar darasuum.” [Darling, I love you], Din says kissing your lips again.
"Ni kar’tayl gar darasuum.”[I love you]
A/N: Helloo😁 this is my first Din Djarin fic and Day 1 of my Din Djarin fic event. Hope you enjoyed it🥰
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We are 1 week from the premiere of Season 3 of the Mandalorian. We all are looking forward to seeing our beloved space daddy, Din Djarin back with baby Grogu🥰.
In celebration of Season 3, I have decided to do a Din Djarin fic event.
How to/Rules:
There will be 5 spots open for requests for this event (subject to change). Each request will have a key word attached. The key word can be used for those who'd like to brainstorm and request a fic for his character.
Example:
Keyword: Romance
Sample Request: Din and the reader are on a date on the razercrest away from the troubles on Mandalor. He treats her as a Queen showing his deep love for her.
Requests are now open. Please feel free to message me with any questions or clarification. Masterlist will be created shortly I hope to get submissions soon.
These are the keywords:
(Happy brainstorming!💞)
Day 1: Teaching
Day 2: Eyes
Day 3: Beautiful
Day 4: Queen
Day 5: Star-Crossed
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warnings: episode 5&6 spoilers!!! (hurt/comfort, anxiety, panic attacks, sobbing, grief, big time angst)
wc: <1k
a/n: welp i am a puddle of tears after that episode. this is how i’m coping LMAO ~ gc: @mymycorrhizae
joel miller masterlist
You’d known something had shifted in him since Kansas City. He’d pulled away from both you and Ellie, although the traumatic events in that hotel room in the outskirts of the city naturally forced the three of you closer.
Ellie hadn’t seemed to pick up on the shift, at least not that she let on. You preferred it that way—she didn’t need to know that her mere existence caused her protector, her friend, to implode.
You saw the first panic attack right outside of the cabin in the woods, the three of you losing hope rapidly that Tommy was alive, and that you’d be able to get Ellie where she needed to be.
He clutched his heart, and for a moment you believed he was dying. It was written all over him—fear. Fear of losing Tommy, losing Ellie…losing you. You wanted to pull him into an embrace so tight his nervous system had no choice but to regulate, but you couldn’t. Not with Ellie watching.
It happened again when the three of you were circled by horsemen with rifles directed at you, their dog sniffing you determining your fate. Neither of you could do anything but allow the events to play out as they would, and while you carried your own panic, it didn’t petrify you like it did Joel. He seemed to be frozen, lost in time.
When the three of you rode into Jackson, your arms wrapped around Joel’s waist as you shared a horse, you tried to squeeze him, but were stopped by his hand interlocking with one of yours resting on his stomach. Later, you hoped, you’d crawl into his bed and hold him properly. In your fantasies he’d let you. And in your fantasies, it would fix him.
But the reality happened much more messily, much more desperately. You found him sitting in a shoe shop, his healing fist trembling as he tried to replace the sole on his worn boots, his cheeks red from the brawl happening inside him.
“Joel,” you called softly, standing in the doorway of the shop. The doorbell rang as the door shut behind you, your boots gently tiptoeing you toward him as he sat, hanging his head, the pliers in his grasp dropping to the floor along with his broken boot.
“I can’t do it,” he confessed in the faintest whisper you’d ever heard. He lifted his head, his cheeks stained with fresh tears, his eyes red and tired as he locked them with yours. “I can’t keep goin’ with her.”
“Oh,” you cooed, your heart physically aching at the sight of agony written all over his worn face. You walked to him, standing between his knees and tugging his head against your sternum. Joel sobbed as he wrapped his arms around you, crumbling and melting into you for the first time in a long time.
“I can’t fail anymore,” he sobbed. “Can’t fail her.”
You started to cry, overwhelmed by the urge to take his pain away. You would’ve started a world war in that matter of a second if it meant Joel’s heart would be at peace, if the demons in his mind would vanish.
“You know me better than any-damn-one,” he rasped, voice gravelly from strain, and lifted his head off of you to look up into your eyes. “All I do is fail. I failed—her. Failed Tess. Failed you more times than I can count. I cannot fail her. Can’t do it.”
You lowered yourself into a squat, your hands resting on either side of his face as you looked deeply into his eyes. For a minute, you swore you could see the same things he did—you could see every demon that haunted him up close, you could almost heart their taunts.
“Joel,” you began, voice shaking from emotion but stern nonetheless. “You are the only person—the only thing in this world that I can count on. You have not failed me, you’ve saved me. You did not fail Tess. She didn’t blame you, and she definitely wouldn’t want you carrying her death on your shoulders like this. And Sarah?” You had to pause, Joel’s face tensing at the mere utterance of his daughters name. “You did not fail her. The world did. You did not kill her. A soldier did. You protected her as best as you could. Do you understand me? You are not a failure, and you won’t fail Ellie.”
“What if I do?” he asked, choking on the question. “What if I can’t keep her safe out there anymore? You’ve seen me. I’m…worse than I used to be. Can’t hear the same, can’t see—what if I can’t keep her safe?”
The doorbell ringing signaled an intruder, Tommy, it turned out. You swallowed and wiped your eyes, turning back to Joel once more.
“You’re not half as bad as you think you are, Miller,” you whispered, pinching his chin. “I’ll see you back at the house?”
Joel nodded, his hand rubbing the outside of your thigh as you stood up.
“Treat him gently,” you whispered to his brother as you past him. “Or else.”
How are you so amazing with capturing emotionssssss??
He deserves so much love and comfort.. He has done so much, went through so much in the last 20 years.. He has didn't do anything wrong at all, it's the damn world that did it.. Wish we all could go comfort him and show him how amazing he is.. 💞
