our brains are sick but that's okay

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Patient. Fine. Balanced. Kind.

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This is the first time in a while I looked in the mirror and thought damn I’m skinny af. It’s crazy how big of a difference good posture makes

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Anotha one

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Getting skinny 😋

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I always knew I was my parents least favorite child but damn it really hit me how much they do for my siblings and how little they care for me.

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Hot dogs or legs

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Well here’s a lil update:

I’m so depressed I think about dying often. I don’t even want to die I just want a new life, a new self. Something new. Falling back into old habits and shitty behaviors. Here’s to hoping for a better future.

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Body update!

I’m officially down to 135! Which means I’ve lost close to 70 pounds. Just gotta tone everything and then I’ll be content 😌

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How do you tell the people you love that you want to die?

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I have no butt but damn I look good

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I know everyone stopped using this app because there’s no more porn but look at that thigh gap!!!!

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Just gotta tone up to get rid of this lil bit of pudge

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I just want someone to genuinely care about me

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I’ve lost so much weight!!!

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Don’t mind my gross stretch marks but I’m finally getting somewhere. Ribs and hips are more defined.

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Deteriorating mental health. Am I ever good enough?