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i’m really struggling right now. it’s been awhile, and i feel like i’ve been withdrawn and reclusive because the truth is it’s hard to admit. i don’t want to let others know how i’ve landed here. i ultimately chose this path, and now, i feel stuck. i am hurting. i have been hurting, but i don’t want to tell anyone. i’ve brought this on myself.

the longer i stay, the longer i feel like i am hurting myself. i can’t even begin to express the things i feel. i bite my tongue, but i’m not happy. i feel so alone. how did i end up here? i can’t keep living this way. i’ve been trying to be hopeful, but it genuinely just feels like to keep the peace, i must always be the one to give in. i have to be the person to stomach all this alone. everyone just has this false belief, and i just want to hide.