i'm a glass half full kinda guy

Bryan Keller Photographer “No matter how much crap you gotta plow through to stay alive as a photographer, no matter how many bad assignments, bad days, bad clients, snotty subjects, obnoxious handlers, wigged-out art directors, technical disasters, failures of the mind, body, and will, all the shouldas, couldas, and wouldas that befuddle our brains and creep into our dreams, always remember to make room to shoot what you love. It’s the only way to keep your heart beating as a photographer.”

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I’m a mess aren’t I?

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Sometimes..

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I’m pretty sure it was the guy who I have no idea whether or not he put something in my drink. But putting it in simpler terms, I have no fucking clue.

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Oh..

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Who what?

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Who's the.. uh father?

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I thought I should tell you because you’re my best friend and all and yeah.. That’s it.

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Who?

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Oh, Bry, how I wish I was joking. I’m not though, I wouldn’t joke about something like this.

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Do I really have to repeat it?

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You're joking.. Right, jokes on me. 

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I’m sorry, I’m sorry. It’s just.. Well, I’m — I’m pregnant.

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What... You're what?

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It’s not bad, I swear. Well.. it depends on how you look at it.

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Are you gonna tell me or are you going to keep pushing it off?

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..You sure? ‘cause it can definitely wait if you aren’t. 

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What's wrong?

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Hey! At least you got laid, right? Anyway, I wasn’t talking about you specifically. I was speaking in general terms.

Oh and I have something important to tell you.. which I might just save ‘til you’re sober.

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I'm pretty okay now..

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  Yes, I’m aware. It was the best thing ever invented, but it just causes you to make bad decisions sometimes so be careful, Bry.

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Like what, what bad decisions have I made other than maybe that gap-tooth girl I slept with like 2 years ago..

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As long as you’re enjoying yourself.

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Liquor is great.

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The alcohol is great and parties here are better. 

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  I get this uneasy feeling in my stomach whenever I’m away from you and it literally feels like my heart is breaking in two because I know I’m the reason you’re not around. And I know that sounds very weird and clingy, but it’s true.

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You've grown up with me, it's gonna weird when I'm away. I just need to find myself before I can offer myself to you.

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I don’t think you do.

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How so?

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theresajfc:

No, I miss you.

I know.

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Then I guess, that’s it.

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Are you okay?