BLAUGH.

Yvanne(ē-van) Eighteen. Introverted theater student.

[bubbyy]

Have you ever felt so ugly you just wanna hide in your closet and never let people see you

[bubbyy]

You make loving so easy. As it should be.

[actualdogvines]

“Playing with mom 🐶”

[drnbacani]

@bubbyy

[bubbyy]

Ohmygoodness

[bubbyy]

Cheetos and kfc pls pls plsssss

[bubbyy]

Before when I couldn't sleep I'll make a wechat account and pretend to be a pug. And I'd send out pictures of pugs in a bikini

[bubbyy]

My sleeping schedule is too fucked up today

[bubbyy]

My Body (wip) Charcoal on paper 29.5 x 22.5

[sacred-portal]

[bubbyy]

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW SOMEBODY GIV ME A PUG

[bubbyy]

My boyfriend and I met on tumblr on 2013 and met in person immediately the day after which was Friday the 13th 2013. Every time I remember, I feel weird because I'm not social here. (or in real life hahaha) But it's just weird, I didn't even know that would be possible.

[bubbyy]

Making an art series called “My Body” or I might change the title to something cooler haha. Doing the first piece right now. It’s my biggest one yet 29.5 x 22.5, made out of charcoal on paper. It’s my first time to use charcoal and try the dry brush technique. I hope I could finish this.

[bubbyy]

I left a note with the words "don't bring me to the hospital." I imagine myself with a loaded gun in hand, and without having second thoughts I immediately targeted it on my nape upward so the bullet would go through my brain. This is what I want. I pulled the trigger and shot myself. Then I shot again, to make sure I won't live anymore. My family downstairs would hear the gunshots. My little sister who has the keys to my locked room rushes to my room and will be the first one to see me in my pool of blood. She stares in shock, her big sister is dying. For a few seconds, she was not moving, or speaking or crying. Then she shouted for my mother to go up stairs, the rest of my family followed. I wasn't dead yet, I was still gasping for air while I see their horrified looks on their faces. All of them panicking. And at the last seconds of my life, I'd regret it. I'd regret passing my sadness to my young, innocent sisters. I'd regret how Darren would feel when he'll first hear the news. I'd regret how my parents would blame themselves for my lost. Yesterday we were on your rooftop and I told this to you. I repeat this scenario in my head over and over. I don't know why.

[hplyrikz]

You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.

(via hplyrikz)

[wordsnquotes]

The passions we cannot control are the ones that define us.

Simon Van Booy, Everything Beautiful Began After (via wordsnquotes)

[bubbyy]

Bubby hugs to everyone hurting tonight.

[untrustyou]

Paul Kwiatkowski

[dutchster]

[bubbyy]

Crying in bed all day then all of a sudden all these beautiful memories popped into my head. Life isn't that bad. Every day I wish to be dead, but I just keep breathing and before I know it I survived another awful day.