hiii i realize i should make a pinned now that i'm more active here
call me buck/bucky! 21, he/they/she, freak perv transmasc butch lesbian
i will post nsft as often if not more often than sft content. cis men and minors dni. my nsft textposts will be tagged with #buck hornyposts. my poetry/vent posts will be tagged with #buck rambles.
if you know me irl, match my freak or keep it pushing‼️
my asks are open but i reserve the right to ignore you if ur being weird in my inbox. just because i post nsft doesn't mean i'm open to sharing everything about myself :)
say hi, i do bite 🦷
individual posts will not contain content warnings. general content warnings/kinks i may post about and other nsft info about me under the cut:
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many of my rambles/vents deal with heavy topics including but not limited to mental health, su!c!dal ideation, chronic pain/illness, and religious trauma. browse with caution if these are hard for you to read about.
now for the horny stuff.
generally i am a switch verse but i strongly lean top and slightly lean submissive. i'm rather demisexual and polyamorous with a few established partners who i post fantasies about. though i don't experience much sexual attraction to people who i don't have a personal connection with, i love having sex for fun/for the bit as well hehe
💚 likes (expect to see me post about these)
t4t sex!!!, dom/sub, prey/predator, bondage, pet play (usually canine in nature), praise, condescending praise/gentle degradation, impact, breeding, marking/biting, hunting for sport, somno, dacryphilia, cnc, oral fixation, intox, overstim, edging, light knife play, blood, dollification, scents, cannibalism, boots/shoes, selfcest >:3
💛 neutral (probably won't post about, but might indulge you if you request)
intense degradation/humiliation, public play/exhibitionism, being called daddy, play focused on my chest (i have top dysphoria), forcemasc
💔 dislikes (personal turn offs)
being called mommy/feminine terms, fauxcest/incest, scat/watersports/emetophilia, race play, using the word "rape" in cnc scenes, age play, feet, detrans/misgendering, feederism
plleaassee put your fingers in my mouth. feel around at my teeth, push down on my tongue, press your fingertips against my canines and fawn at how sharp they are.
i'm on medications that have blood thinning side effects, which means i'm prone to nosebleeds, especially if i over-exert myself.
and yes, nosebleeds during sex are super inconvenient, but oh man do i love smiling up at someone with blood dripping into my mouth and all over their cock/cunt.
i might love it even more when they take advantage of me being a little lightheaded and dizzy to grab my hair and shove me back where i belong.
i'm on medications that have blood thinning side effects, which means i'm prone to nosebleeds, especially if i over-exert myself.
and yes, nosebleeds during sex are super inconvenient, but oh man do i love smiling up at someone with blood dripping into my mouth and all over their cock/cunt.
i might love it even more when they take advantage of me being a little lightheaded and dizzy to grab my hair and shove me back where i belong.
Doggy style sex while the top has a cigarette between their lips and the hot ashes from the cigarette fall on the bottoms back as their hole gets destroyed, Leaving little burn makes on their back. Thats the post thank you for coming to my Ted talk
alternatively, you could pin my arms down with your legs and kneel over my face while you use a toy/your hand and refuse to let me taste you. that works too :)
love how much attention this post is getting i knew the gay people in my phone would understand me. btw here's the picture that inspired me to make this post in the first place:
a few weeks ago i was thinking about k!lling myself.
i spent every night smoking alone by the lake trying to keep myself away from the bottle of pills in my nightstand.
this morning i fell off an electric scooter on my way to work, scraped myself up badly and had to go to urgent care. when i hobbled home, the cats yelled at me because they hadn't been fed. annoyed tails wrapped around my legs, brushing my stinging knees.
i wasn't wearing a helmet.
that terrifying split-second in midair plays over and over again in my mind. every nurse i saw told me the same thing: i got so, so lucky.
there's another timeline in which i didn't absorb my fall with my now-sprained shoulder. instead, my head hits the concrete with a sickening crack and i bleed out on the pavement on a quiet little back street. my manager thinks i no-showed and my roommates don't know i'm missing until they get off work. my partners across state lines don't find out until much later in the day, when they get a call that sucks the air from their lungs. the cats paw at my door and pace around all day meowing for their breakfast.
isn't it funny how people never stop needing you, even when you convince yourself otherwise?
waking up to soft moans in my ear and a pair of thighs clamped around one of mine. blinking groggily in the dark, suddenly feeling my lover's slick precum on my leg as they buck their hips desperately.
"i-i'm sorry," they whimper softly. "i didn't mean to wake you. just- please, let me take what i need. just stay still and relax for me, love."
i whine, feeling my face heat up at the realization that i want them to use me like this. i nod and bury my face in their neck. just as i start to doze off, i feel their hand slip into my boxers. i let myself drift back into sleep, succumbing to the fuzzy feeling of their hands on me.
