BUDLOT22

Random shit I think about.

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Moiré Effect - I just learned this today.

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Currently watching a video about the decline of Ocean Park. I forgot that I used to love going there. I forgot that I used to visit HK every sem break back in college. I forgot how I used to love HK before I was introduced to Taiwan.

It's a cozier version of Taiwan in terms of size, I guess. Although... a more modern version, if I remember correctly. Not sure if it's still the same case though.

I miss the chicken wings in HK McDonalds. I miss the city library. It was the first public library I ever got to visit that had an escalator and an elevator!

I think I should visit again 😔 I just wish I had more money to spend so I can go visit just like that.

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Mamingaw kan mommy. I hate my last memory of her when she was alive. Her face was so bloated/swollen from her disease, but she was still so happy to see me. I hate remembering her suffering but I was happy seeing her eyes light up when I arrived at home that night.

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Vermiculated - learned something new today.

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I missed writing. I don't remember why I stopped. Probably got distracted with social media and mobile games.

I have been spending less time posting photos but more time swiping through various contents. I guess I should start documenting my trash thoughts again and try to reduce time going through reels and playing games on my mobile.

I tell myself I'm multitasking when I play games while I have the TV in the background... But it's just a shit way of actually spending time on anything useful. I don't learn anything new and I'm just preoccupied with a useless game.

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While I'm lying here confused with how I want to proceed with the rest of the night, I realize I like the silence. I like the ambient light that the twinkly lights I have is giving. I like the ambiance... but I miss the sound of crickets, the sound of leaves rustling, the faint sound of the breeze blowing by...

I guess I did acquire the luxury of a quiet peaceful night but I seem to miss the little things I took for granted.

Di bale, isipin ko na lang... Taena kung naririnig ko yung hangin saka yung mga kuliglig, malamang sa malamang nilalamok rin ako. Ok na pala ako ulit. Di ko pangarap madengue ng pangatlong beses.

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Just woke up from a nap . Still sleepy... but! I really want to eat honey garlic wings and fries. But! I'm too lazy... and it's already half past midnight... But! I really am craving wings, fries, and ice cream which I bought earlier in the day. Do I heat up some wings/fries or do I just go back to sleep?

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I want to be productive but I can waste time without even giving it a thought.