Something I noticed regarding my user, buggy boy bugs, I found silly and to inform. Warning, I talk abt porn so idk if you wanna stay lol
I was assigned female at birth and I use she/her pronouns. I don't want to say I'm a "real woman" because gender is a social construct and clothes and sex don't define it but I identify with what I was born as. I also love bugs (my favorite being ladybugs 🐞) so I wanted my tumblr user to have bug and I also couldn't think of anything else. But Tumblr users and their fucking bugs man, every user surrounding bugs was taken and or bugs with girls/women was taken. I put in buggyboybugs bc I just couldn't think of anything else and it wasn't taken! Also buggymanbugs sounded odd and putting "ladybug" and "boy" was very easy for me, a dyslexic, to auto-read as "ladyboy" I liked that buggyboybugs was all B's and easy to remember. But because of this, everyone assumes I am male. I don't mind. Pronouns don't invoke any feeling within me to have a favorite or hate one. But when asked, I say she/her to number one protect me from hate crimes from transphobic or homophobic people (I am of Mexican decent and tan as hell, someone WILL shoot me) and number two is because I have massive fucking titties (E cup) so saying anything else makes me look trans which I am FINE with, it's not an insult, it's just a danger to my safety when I'm already a target. When reffering to me, I do not care how you see me as. I get a lot of dms, replies to my comments, whatever, calling me a good boy, because I actively engage in Tumblr's sexual content. A lot of what I like is tagged mlm or t4t because it's user's talking about their own gender/sex and fanasty. "I love him so much I'm literally gonna throw up" and I'm like yeah that's me asf, have a heart. So my feed will recommend me more mlm t4t posts. And some of that shit be GOOD! I love sex with trans people but NOT in a sexualizing way. Trans people are allowed to exist without being fetishized and shoved into futa or cuntboy categories. But those posts about eating boy pussy is right up my alley. I'm pansexual by the way, so I find sex with all genders and sexes engaging. I also interact with cis heterosexual porn, I promise I don't fetishize being trans. Also the queer community just makes good shit, man. I love all pussy, homegrown or store bought, it's all sitting on my face. I also enjoy pet/pup play, but I lean more into the gay side of it. I don't mean gay as in queer, but as in gay men. Heterosexual pet play or pup play is usually misogyny in "disguise" and can get a little uncomfortable for me instead of arousing. While finding gay pup play/pet play is usually cute boys being played with in pup ears. There's more options that aren't just physically abusing your puppy (not kink shaming, just not my thing) So I find myself in these communities, bonding over boners, and lwk wishing I had one. I'm not trans, I have no desire to be. I'd consider myself more gender fluid anyway. I'm very indecisive that way. I have a lot of daydreams of being in the place of the opposite sex while also enjoying being myself. I'd lwk love to be a cute little femboy tbh, but I also love being the big titty baddie I am. I'm very feminine, very masculine, very submissive, very dominant, and anything that just gets me off in the moment. I wish I could change my appearance at will, but I have no desire to permanently change who I am. Maybe in the future I'll feel differently. Who knows?
anyways that was my rant about gender, sex, porn, and personal identification. Does anyone else feel this way?