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let’s kill tonight // panic! at the disco
“‘SARAH’ IS FOR FRIENDS.”
AS her official bio states, Sarah was part of Ahri’s original team of Guardians --- and is the second-in-command of their current team. She’s renowned across the galaxy for her monster-slaying exploits, hotheaded and --- some would whisper --- perhaps with a bit of a death wish. Her anger is insatiable in battle, fueled by the (presumably wrongful) deaths of her former comrades. She lacks any real sense of self-preservation, always the first to rush into battle and often becoming frustrated with “pansies” who hold back; fortunately, as many an unfortunate beast has discovered firsthand, she has plenty of skill to reward her high-risk mindset.
Not much is known about her past prior to the First Star’s call, and she likes to keep it that way --- but suffice to say she’s no stranger to loss. In the wake of her teammates’ deaths, she prefers to keep strangers at a distance, flippant and sardonic when they initiate conversation unless she needs information from them. She does have a soft spot for children, however, and for the members of her new team, even if it’s a tough love. The only member she truly distrusts and keeps at arm’s length is SYNDRA --- her gut instinct tells her she’s returned for the wrong reasons . . .
CONFIRMED STATS:
YEAR: 3 (sophomore).
BLOOD TYPE: AB.
HOBBY: poker.
FAVORITE FOOD: shrimp tempura (bitch me too tf).
FAVORITE SUBJECT: event planning (cute riot, I know what you’re getting at).
PROFICIENCY: firearms (massive fucking guns).
EXTRAS:
I’ve got a pin//terest board for her HERE , it’s bangin’
Her demeanor in this verse is somewhat similar to her dialogue in Shadow & Fortune, but without the Bilgewater influence. Her pronunciation is much more succinct and crisp, although she does occasionally shorten syllables here and there.
Despite her “tough love” philosophy, she fulfills the Cool Big Sis trope by a landslide.
Whether she’s directly aware of Ahri’s intentions or not, Sarah also believes in finding a way to alter the inevitable fate of a Star Guardian --- to ensure no more bright stars in her life fade.
She takes extreme pleasure in hustling. Be it poker, pool, or anything inbetween, she loves using her looks to her advantage and wiping the floor with those who bet against her.
Her familiars, BOKI & BAKI , were born from her intense desire for vengeance. They are also really fucking adorable.
She still fucking hates oranges.
More to come !
LET’S talk injuries --- the physical, yet emotionally traumatic kind !
The eve of her parents’ murder, Sarah didn’t escape unscathed herself. She was shot point blank in the chest, twice, and left there to die in a smoldering building. We can assume it was a large caliber bullet because she was sent flying backwards --- and especially because we know at least one shot went straight through her chest and out via her back --- although some variation on a high-powered rifle is also a strong possibility. The bullet itself would have sent a shockwave of impact through her body --- like a stick of dynamite going off in her chest. Adrenaline would have gone into effect almost immediately, particularly depending on the severity of the damage it did to her heart and/or chest cavity. It’s unlikely either bullet came into direct contact with her heart, though, as this would have (typically) caused it to rupture and she most certainly would have died (either from her wounds or suffocating on the smoke). When she comes to beside her father’s body, the blood splatter and the pool indicate what actually happened was that while he was aiming for her heart, something caused both shots to be closer in proximity to her upper chest and shoulder.
The lore indicates she has “bullets lodged on either side of her heart,” but given the art and actual physics, I’ll be amending that; one exit wound indicates that at least one bullet passed straight through, but it makes sense (albeit it’s still a stretch) that another could be lodged next to her heart if it ricocheted once it penetrated her chest. The concept art later shows young Sarah cauterizing her own wounds, the majority of which seem to be just below her left shoulder/collarbone, with a hot iron. I’m still not sure how Gangplank managed to miss both times at that range, but I’m sure Sarah wondered that herself for years.
From a PHYSICAL standpoint, she has lingering scars from this --- there’s only so much you can do without the help of an actual doctor, after all. They look more like burns at first glance, due to the method in which she stopped her bleeding; these marks are just below her shoulder ( in close proximity to her left breast ), along the top curve of her collarbone, and in a matching spot along the curve of her back --- stretching towards her shoulder blade, as she had trouble reaching the exact spot on her own. ( NOTE: in her modern verse, they resemble scars more than they do burns, as she was treated by medical professionals. As I mentioned, though, she does still have a bullet lodged in her body and she does still have pronounced scars. With each verse, I’ll make a point to describe any variations on her scars -- otherwise, presume they resemble her main verse. ) As far as her strength goes, although it’s obvious she’s stronger than an average woman her age, she does have some limitations; the muscles of her left shoulder were damaged during the initial bullet’s exit, and although she’s since recuperated, her left side’s strength and range of motion is significantly weaker than her right.
From an EMOTIONAL standpoint, it’s something she’s obviously still not able to fully overcome. In the wake of the attack, she lived in fear for years --- often of Gangplank coming to finish the job, but more often of the bullet she knew was still inside her body. She would have frequent night terrors, waking up in a cold sweat only to fear that her heart would graze the bullet and be punctured by it as it continued to pound with adrenaline. Eventually she mustered the courage to start pushing her limitations, working on what could only be described as self-assigned physical therapy, until ultimately she was the only one who could possibly guess her weaknesses --- weaknesses that had been cut in half. While this ultimately helped her overcome what had become a crippling fear of death, she does still dread the possibility of dying before she finishes all she wants (needs) to accomplish; she is still prone to nightmares in which she drops dead, without warning, due to what’s been dormant inside her for years. The possibility occasionally creeps in like an afterthought during waking hours, and suddenly that familiar anxiety kicks in...
IT’S not a fully broken-in Amanda Blog(TM) until I change my psd within a week after making one
YOUR STEREOTYPICAL MASCULINE SIDE.
you love hoodies. you love shorts. dogs are better than cats. it’s hilarious when people get hurt. shopping is torture. sad movies suck. you own a car racing game. you played with hot wheels cars as a kid. at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega. you used to be obsessed with power rangers. you have watched sports on tv. gory movies are cool. you go to your dad for advice. you own like a trillion baseball caps. you used to collect hockey or baseball cards. baggy sweats are cool to wear. it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours. you love to go crazy and not care what people think. sports are fun. you talk with food in your mouth. you sleep with your socks on at night. you have fished at least once.
YOUR STEREOTYPICAL FEMININE SIDE.
you love to shop. you wear eyeliner. you wear the color pink. you go to your mom to talk. you consider cheerleading a sport. you hate wearing the color black. you like going to the mall. you like getting manicures and/or pedicures. you like wearing jewelry. you cried watching the notebook. dresses are a big part of your wardrobe. shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.you don’t like the movie star wars. you are/were in gymnastics. it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up. you smile a lot more than you should. you have more than 10 pairs of shoes. you care about what you look like. you like wearing dresses when you can. you like wearing high heel shoes. you used to play with dolls as little kid. you like putting make-up on others. you like being the star of everything.
APPEARANCE.
i am shorter than 5’5”. i have scars. i tan easily. i wish my hair was a different color. i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. i have a tattoo. i am self-conscious about my appearance. i’ve had/have braces. i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger. i have more than two piercings. i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
EXPERIENCES.
i’ve gotten lost in my city. i’ve seen a shooting star. i’ve wished on a shooting star. i’ve seen a meteor shower. i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. i’ve been to a casino. i’ve been skydiving. i’ve gone skinny-dipping. i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. i’ve crashed a car. i’ve been skiing. i’ve been in a musical. i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. i’ve seen the northern lights. i’ve sat on a rooftop at night. i’ve played a prank on someone. i’ve ridden in a taxi. i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show. i’ve eaten sushi. i’ve been snowboarding.
HONESTY/CRIME.
i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t. i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t. i’ve snuck out. i’ve lied to my parents about where i am. i’ve cheated while playing a game. i’ve ran a red light. i’ve witnessed a crime. i’ve been in a fist fight. i’ve been arrested.
+DEATH AND SUICIDE.
i’m afraid of dying. i hate funerals. i’ve seen someone/something dying. someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. i’ve written a eulogy for myself.
RANDOM.
i can sing well. i’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. i open up to others easily. i watch the news. i don’t kill bugs. i sing in the shower. i am a morning person. i paid for a cell phone ring tone. i am a sports fanatic. i twirl my hair. i care about grammar. i have “?”’s in my screen name. i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day. i bake well. my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. i would wear pajamas to school. i like martha stewart. i know how to shoot a gun. i laugh at my own jokes. i eat fast food weekly. i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class. i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. i am ticklish. i love white chocolate. i bite my nails. i’m good at remembering faces. i’m good at remembering names. i’m good at remembering dates. i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
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tagging: uhhh anyone who hasn’t done this already tbh
SMASH that like for a starter !! Verses galore !
Panic! At The Disco - LA Devotee
Change of Coast. Neon Indian
THANKS for all your patience these past few days !! I’ve just had a lot of schoolwork and deadlines to take care of, and I’m trying to make school my top priority after taking off a semester. In the meantime, though, expect some headcanons and related focus on a star guardian verse !!
MY boyfriend has to work until 4AM again and I’m pissed so I’m gonna go to bed and rage-sleep
SARAH had two loving parents --- gunsmiths who immigrated to America to raise a store ( and eventually a child ) from the ground up together. She became increasingly involved in the trade as she grew, from doing the more mundane tasks her father was too busy to do to ultimately learning directly from her mother the ins and outs of firearms. They operated out of Los Angeles, and while her upbringing might not have always been ideal --- it was LA, and they were decidedly low-income --- it was still a good upbringing. She was happy. When she was ten, it was cruelly ripped out from under her.
He wore a bright red mask, but even young Sarah still knew his identity --- she recognized his voice as he berated her mother, taunted her father. He’d been in the shop mere months prior to see about getting custom firearms --- dual pistols with a few modifications --- and apparently wasn’t happy with the final price the morning before the attack. Her parents had both attempted to save her, not letting on that their daughter was nearby, but he’d caught sight of her bright red hair poking out from behind the glass counter. He made her father watch as he shot her twice in the chest; firemen were barely able to carry her to safety before the shop was set ablaze, and first responders were barely able to resuscitate her on the way to the hospital. Nonetheless, she survived and recovered --- remarkably quickly considering one of the bullets was still lodged in close proximity to her heart. Sarah was tossed between several care homes in the foster system, but none of them stuck; she was a disgruntled ward of the state, and preferred to spend her remaining eight years in the system tracking any whisper of her attacker’s whereabouts instead of settling for “replacement parents”.
It puzzled her for the longest time as to why her parents’ killer had never been apprehended and charged; she’d fingered him immediately once she was conscious, but it quickly lost steam --- deliberately left to grow cold, her testimony discredited. Eventually the pieces fell into place; she wasn’t sure of his real name, but he went by GP and a slew of other names. He was filthy rich, downright cruel, and virtually untouchable where the law was concerned --- particularly in LA, where pockets were notoriously lined with cash. If she couldn’t hit him hard in the orthodox way... She’d hit him low and fast; using her firearm experience and sharp wit to her advantage, Sarah was quick to dive into the criminal underground as soon as she was eighteen and off the government’s radar. She remains a gun-for-hire, a woman of all trades --- whether it’s to lure a cocky corporate head into spilling his dirty little secrets, or beating the living shit out of the man that won’t stop stalking you. No job is too big or small, and over the course of the past seven years, Sarah’s detected a common thread among a large portion of her more high-profile business: GP. She’s carefully crafting her endgame, the results entirely dependent on the perfect job...
OTHER INFO:
This verse is pretty flexible; it could take place in the present, or even as far back as the ‘70s. It could also apply to Ma.rvel, D///C, futuristic/scifi, and other similar universes.
She’s twenty-five, just like she is in Burning Tides.
She doesn’t operate exclusively out of LA, or even exclusively in the United States, as GP’s activity isn’t limited either. She has a passport, and thanks to the endless demand of a gun to solve one’s problems, she’s able to travel frequently. ( read: green light for per//son/a and similarly “overseas” settings )
Although her morality is even more grey than it is in her default timeline, she still has her own code. She’s more likely to take on personal jobs (ie, ‘someone’s stalking me’ or ‘I need help getting rid of my ab.usi.ve lover/spouse/ex’) and charges considerably less for them. She could always use more cash, but isn’t desperate; she’ll turn down whatever she feels like turning down.
She changes her surname frequently for the sake of staying off GP’s radar, but always maintains “Sarah”.
She is freelance, but has a large number of contacts --- clients and “associates” alike.
She still fucking hates oranges.
HAVE a fun fact that should be obvious but I’ll say anyway : SARAH FORTUNE isn’t her real name. Other than the blatant pun, which her lore even states she came up with to play on the superstition men had about having women aboard a ship, why would she keep her actual last name ? Gangplank associated with her mother over the course of a year or two if I recall correctly, so even if it was just to request the guns one day and pick up the weapons the night of their murders, it doesn’t change the fact that he was well familiar with the family / family name. It wouldn’t make sense to keep her surname and run the risk of ringing a bell. The lore does mention, however, that she was “once known only as Sarah” --- so her real name, SARAH MURPHY , isn’t a drastic change... But it’s enough.
fantastic lady >:v
fantastic andre 8))
💔 // ETERNALHUNT.
“–do you hear them whistling as they ready their ships for sail? I wonder if they are aware of the bad omen such an act brings.” Wolf would have a fun hunt tonight, of that much she was sure.
@bullettimed / ♥.
❝ SO’S having a woman aboard. ❞
Her response is dry, showing about as much interest in the topic as she did scanning the horizon --- mild at best. She’s never been one to put much stock in omens and superstitions; it was just another sorry excuse to stay stagnant, accept your lot in life. Still, she manages to flash the ghost of a smile --- a smirk that lacked mirth, but seemed impish all the same.
❝ If that’s true, I'd hate to imagine what kind of misfortune awaits my crew. ❞
narxkami : You're amazing, Amanda.
THANK you, but actually, you’re the amazing one.