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cw ﹕ ballerina!reader , teacher!ellie , age!gap , reader is an adult. slight touching , mainly kissing. parent issues , topics of being a disappointment , a failure , etc. daddy issues , but i wrote him kinda sweet in some parts cause well . . anyways
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an ﹕ i want to do this idea but character is odile . . . mean sex . . rivals . . but with who ! i did proofread but i also can’t read or something i dunno …..
𝓣he only child , born into a family of wealth n power. the outcast , the misfit , or what your mother calls you , 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐰𝐚𝐧.
forced into ballet at such a young age , you had to be perfect. demanding recitals , brutal performances , but the punishments for failure were much worse.
your parents pushed you , not for success , not for your passion , but for their own sick n twisted need to use you to fulfill their ambitions & dreams that they claim you stole.
꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 has crept its way through winter. though , it’s more gloomy than anything. grey skies , constant rain , it feels like you haven’t seen the sun in ages.
your alarm rings , your bedroom still very dim. the smell of coffee brewing mixes with the scent of your vanilla wax melts , filling the room with a comforting , familiar aroma.
rubbing the sleep from your eyes , you slide out of bed , walking over to your victorian styled window. you draw the white floral curtains back , revealing the intricate details carved into the wooden frame , rain drops sliding down the glass.
although it’s quite foggy out , a natural light still shines in your melancholic room. you begin your morning routine , starting with your skincare n oral hygiene , picking out your clothes n packing your ballet bag , then setting yourself down at your vanity.
every drawer has it’s own section for your makeup , each stroke of your brushes dainty n precise. after that , you style your hair , appreciating your attention to detail n the way you always look like a little doll.
once you’re finished , you gather your things n head out of your room , already imagining tonight , binging your favourite show n falling asleep to the sound of the upcoming thunderstorm.
‘there you are.’ your mothers voice rings in your ears. ‘how long does it take to get ready? do you want people to think you’re lazy?’ you’ve learned to not argue with her , knowing its a never ending cycle. ‘no , m’sorry.’ you mutter , heading into the kitchen.
‘your father n i need to speak with you , it’s important.’ you stop at the fridge , turning your head to face her. your father stands up from the table , his expression stern n cold per usual.
‘you’re not working hard enough. the competition is in two weeks , n so far all you have done is shown that you’re useless.’ his words sting , n you try to hide the hurt in your gaze , biting your tongue to avoid saying something you’ll regret.
‘so , we decided that you’re going to be attending a private school. you’ll be trained one on one , where you can actually learn.’ you’re hit with a wave of anxiety as the words roll off your mothers tongue. the idea of being somewhere you’ve never been , witnessing unfamiliar faces . . you’ve always struggled with anxiety , n everytime you tried to seek help , your parents denied you because they believe it’s simply a made-up excuse to gain sympathy.
‘b-but , i won’t know anybody there- m’not-‘ your father cuts you off , crossing his arms while your mother clings to him like a damsel in distress. ‘you’re going whether you like it or not. i’m going to start the car , you better be ready in five.’
the drive is long , quiet , n the fragrance of your dads cologne hits your nose every once in a while. when you finally reach the destination , you’re taken aback by the size of the school n it’s exterior.
you open the passenger side door , putting your bag over your shoulder n stepping out. you admire the divine garden that's so carefully crafted , the prettiest pink peonies blossoming , easily standing out amongst the dark leaves.
your father motions with his head for you to follow , n you do , his tall frame n expensive suit grabbing looks from others. as you get closer , you’re able to view inside the building through the beautifully designed glass door.
stepping indoors , the foyer is large , n the glistening chandelier above your head gleams against the walls. your father talks to the receptionist , leaning over her as she types up your name.
paintings hang from many different parts of the room , depicting such elegance n poise. your fathers voice guides you away from your own little world , snapping you back into reality.
‘alright. you’re to go up to floor 3 , room 407.’ he hands you the card , adjusting his watch without even glancing at you. ‘can’t you go with me? to find it . .’ he looks at you , n for a moment , all he can see is his little princess , something he used to call you before everything changed.
‘fine , cmon.’ he leads the way , providing you some sort of comfort in this foreign place.
stopping at room 407 , you feel sick. you look at your father , worry etched on your face. ‘you’re going to be okay.’ his hand rests on your shoulder , which prompts him to pull you in for a hug. you’re caught off guard , but then you sink into his arms , feeling young all over again. ‘if you need me , just call me. i’ll be here at 8 to pick you up.’ you nod , trying not to cry.
he pulls away n gives you a final nod , a long suppressed sigh finally escaping you. you twist the door handle , revealing the spacious dance studio. it’s empty , the silence deafening. you walk in n sit in the middle of the room , placing your bag down next to you.
a couple minutes later , your new teacher walks in , her appearance triggering a sudden blush across your cheeks. ‘i apologize for being a bit late.’ you both make eye contact , a smile forming on her lips.
‘you’re my new teacher . . ?’ you push yourself off the floor , standing much shorter than her. ‘mmhm . . why do you sound so surprised ?’ she chuckles , stepping closer but keeping a respectful distance. ‘mm- m’not i just- it’s nice to meet you . .’ you redirect the conversation , putting your hand out nervously. ‘likewise. i’m ellie , but you can call me whatever you want.’ you shake hands , the touch forming feelings you’ve never felt before.
‘so. i will give you a moment to put on your things n then we will start.’ she turns to leave , but you interrupt her , wondering how to word this without sounding like a total creep. ‘well i- i always wear everything just underneath my clothes . . so there’s no need for that.’ you slide your shoes off , moving onto your pants , then your shirt.
your white , lacy leotard lined with frills n twinkling gems looks so precious on you , n ellie can’t seem to pull her eyes away. she clears her throat , pretending to flip through your chart on her clipboard. ‘says here you’re . . in advanced stages now? the role of odette , wow.’’ you nod , pulling your pointe shoes out of your bag.
you sit on the floor , sliding each shoe on n lacing up the silky ribbon , intertwining it around your legs. ellie grabs a chair , pulling it away from the wall before taking a seat. ‘alright.’ she starts from the top of her list , working her way down. ‘show me a relevé.’ you stand flat at first , releasing the tension without breaking your posture. with ease , you lift your heels upward until you’re vertical , balancing on the very tips of your toes.
‘that’s perfect. show me a piqué.’ you step forward , shifting your weight onto your right leg. your right foot falls directly en pointe , your body relaxed yet proper. ‘hm , yeah . .’ she adjusts in her seat. ‘let’s just move onto your part.’
𝓣𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒏 "𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒂𝒌𝒆" 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒆 (𝒂𝒄𝒕 𝑰𝑰, 𝒏𝒐. 10: 𝒔𝒄è𝒏𝒆)
you’ve been practicing the role as 𝒐𝒅𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆 for months , studying the movements so well you can do it in your sleep. you twist n step across the floor with grace , your arms moving in specific ways to mimic a swan. you’re so delicate , perfectly composed n coordinated with the music. until you get closer to the run of doom , n you can’t seem to get it right. you’re flawless all throughout , then you lose focus , unable to properly create the illusion.
‘i see the issue.’ ellie pauses the music , placing her clipboard down n walking over to you. ‘you’re not securing your ankle. it has to be firm in order to hold the pose , even for a split second. then you can melt out of it.’ you look down , fiddling with your hands. you expect her to scream , tell you how disappointing you are , but instead , she is gentle n reassures you with absolute certainty.
‘hey , you still have two weeks. everything else is spot on , so we will focus on this part specifically.’ your eyes meet hers , the fear in your chest slowly replacing with confidence n desire to see this through.
over the next few hours , you’ve tried over n over a dozen of times , your muscles burn , you’re dizzy , tired , but slowly making progress.
‘focus on me. just relax , chin up , shoulders straight.’ oblivious to the door opening n your dads presence by the entrance , you begin to put what you’ve learned into this final try. although you’re aching , n your body is about ready to give out , you flourish , freezing in place en pointe. as the music continues , you melt out of the pose with ease.
‘atta girl , i knew you could do it.’ you practically jump around , giggling with excitement. ‘oh i can’t believe i finally did it ! i hope my parents will be proud . .’ ellie tilts her head , eyebrows furrowing. ‘you’re telling me they aren’t already?’ you shake your head , not prepared for a possible lecture tonight.
ellie’s hand cups your cheek , your eyes widening like a little puppy. ‘i’m proud , n you should be too.’ your father speaks loudly , ellie’s touch disappearing almost immediately. ‘i knew this place would be a good fit for you.’ he walks in with such enthusiasm , a smile , a real one plastered on his face.
‘dad i- since when did you get here? n yeah i- i actually quite like it . .’ his arms wrap around you , pulling you in. ‘i always knew you were capable , my little 𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒏. mom will be so proud.’ you look at ellie as your head is pressed against his chest , n she can tell you’re conflicted , confused , n simply a sweet girl who yearns for love n validation.
꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
as night fell , limbs tangled within the blankets , all you could do was think about ellie. the look she gave you no matter if you failed or succeeded , her hands adjusting your position , fingers lingering longer than normal. her praise so simple , yet , you secretly love her need to bring it so close to crossing that line , the one that prevents students n teachers from engaging in something deemed so wrong.
what would your parents think? their one n only daughter falling for a woman , one twice her age. surely they would pull you out of ballet for good , or transfer you across the country . . your hands meet your face , gliding down while applying a bit of pressure. ‘what am i doing . .’ you whisper , turning your head to check the time. it’s late , n you must be up early for rehearsals.
꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
time flies by faster than you can comprehend. the daily training n consistent resting builds up your strength , endurance , n ability to perfectly execute the role of 𝒐𝒅𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆.
today marks the final day before the opening night of 𝒔𝒘𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒂𝒌𝒆 , n so much has changed since you first got here.
you n ellie have been more touchy , flirty , saying things you probably shouldn’t. you exchanged numbers despite the legality of her contract , spending most nights texting her until she forces you to rest.
you've moved from the studio to the stage you will be performing on , the rows of seats n large curtains making you nervous. but everytime you lock eyes with ellie , everything else seems to disappear.
‘let’s start from the beginning. take your places , you all should know your cues by now.’ ellie really has an eye for even the slightest mistakes , analyzing every turn , bend , n move each dancer makes.
the music starts , the lights dim , the haunting sounds echoing enchantingly through the air. you watch in awe as every dancer plays their part , feeling uneasy as you wait for them to finish.
before you know it , your solo is next. you’re not focused , muscles tensing to the point your form is anything but smooth. as you progress , you feel your body stiffening. suddenly , you fall , landing on your knees. the room spins , your face red from embarrassment. muffled voices come closer , unrecognizable silhouettes crowding around you. you push yourself to your feet , running off the stage with tears streaming down your sweet face.
you push open the door to the bathroom , heading over to the sink. you stare into your reflection , n all you can see is what a disillusionment you are. what looks back at you within the mirror doesn’t look nor feel like you , instead a warped image of the real you underneath the facade you wear.
rushed footsteps grab your attention , your gaze landing on ellie’s worried expression. ‘hey , hey. it’s okay , it happens , you’re doing great , better than everyone else out there.’ you lean your head down , tears falling onto your white tutu.
‘i can’t do it- m’not meant for this . .’ your voice cracks , n ellie’s urge to comfort you physically instantly takes over. her arms wrap around you , pulling you close against her. you sob into her chest , makeup smeared , hands shaking.
‘shh . . just breathe. i know you’re burnt out , this is a lot. but listen . .’ she pulls away , holding both of your hands. ‘you have made so much improvement throughout these two weeks ,, n i am so honoured to have taught you.’ you look up at her , glossy eyes changing into something woeful.
without thinking , you push up on your toes , pressing your lips against hers. your fingers meet her hair , n she firmly pushes you against the wall. when she pulls away , you’re both left breathless , your vanilla lipgloss leaving a subtle taste on her tongue.
‘we shouldn’t be doing this . .’ she hums , looking down at you with admiration n lust. ‘i know.’ every kiss turns sloppier , ellie’s hands roaming in places they shouldn’t.
the distant sound of voices is heard outside , ‘we can’t get caught-‘ you whisper , eyes darting between ellie n the door. ‘i know , i don’t want anyone to see us.’ she checks the time , rehearsals are wrapping up. ‘i will tell them i found you n you wanted to go home. but , please. they need you for tomorrow . . i need you.’
the way her desperation slips through her empathetic tone , those green irises meeting yours. you nod , trying to hide the fact you’re blushing. ‘yeah?’ you sniffle , letting out a soft chuckle. ‘yeah.’
꒰ྀི১ ໒꒱ིྀ
𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕
the dressing room is chaotic. outfits are everywhere , not a single makeup chair is empty , n it’s so loud you can barely hear yourself think. though , the image of ellie’s touch is the only thing you see n an ache forms between your legs.
you’re the last to put on your dress , nervously emerging from behind the paravent. you look identical to a swan , the embroidered designs within the white fabric standing out in the light. the skirt has sewn in feathers n lace , matching perfectly with your custom made pointe shoes.
as everyone begins taking their places , ellie finds you in the crowd , her fast pace coming to an abrupt halt when she sees how ethereal you look. ‘do you like it . .?’ you softly turn , showing the corset ribbon on the back. ‘you look like a doll . .’ she steps closer , adjusting your hair n head piece.
‘you’re such a pretty little thing , you know that?’ others notice how close you two are , the way you’re smiling so wide n giggling at every joke she makes.
‘places everyone!’ the ballet mistress shouts. you kiss ellie on the cheek before quickly running to your designated spot , giving her a look from across the room.
the lights shine , n the music starts. you watch as the corps de ballet begins , their movements so smooth. next is the pas de trois , the audience cheering after every momentary pause. act I finishes with the goblet dance , the backdrops switching in order to fit act II.
as the ensemble of swans fill the stage , your solo is up. you focus intently , remembering what ellie taught you. breathe , relax , keep your posture upright. you embody odette with such perfection , the audience in awe at your performance. you see your parents in the front row , n for once , they look proud.
the rest of the show seems to pass by so quickly , n before you know it , you’re on the final pas de deux. you dance the final duet with prince siegfried , conveying an emotional , devastating message.
you both hold the final pose , the lights dim , the velvet red curtains closing. the reactions are an uproar , roses being thrown onto the stage.
everyone begins to celebrate , but all you can think about is ellie. you slide past the groups of people , finally finding her near the sidelines. you run to her , jumping into her arms , not caring what anyone may think or say.
‘there you are , i’m so proud of you.’ you practically kick your feet at her words , giggling as she tightens her squeeze. ‘thank you . .’ you whisper , letting ellie place you back down. ‘for what?’ you grab her hands , the same way she did with you , smiling up at her. ‘for believing in me.’
she leans down n kisses you , cupping your face with her hands. you feel like you’re in a dream , butterflies swarming around in your tummy. ‘always my sweet girl.’
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 drabble ── sweet , very gentle sleepy contents with my regular additive of thunderstorms n ‘bunnie’ ♡
an ﹕ i am working on part two for sacrificial lamb ,, i promise !! i am just currently having a rough week n writing stuff i crave n want is extremely helpful . . since i really don’t like writing my thoughts down . .
the night sky is shrouded in a thick , dark cloud , the wind chimes outside making the prettiest noises.
the double panel window with the antique handles you thrifted is slightly ajar , keeping your shared bedroom the perfect temperature.
your fragrance diffuser lets out a sweet vanilla scent mixed with lavender , keeping you in that calm , sleepy state.
you lay there , hair draped over the pillow , limbs wrapped in the white silk sheets , bunny plush under your arm. ellie on the other hand is on her back , arm over her face , snoring so loudly you more than likely can hear it from outside.
the gentle wind becomes more intense within less than a minute , rain falling hard onto the roof. it isn’t the thunder that wakes you up , of course not. it’s ellie , n her loud , very obnoxious noises.
‘mmph- els . .’ you nudge her , eyes still shut. she doesn’t move. ‘ellie . . mm ,, shhhh-‘ you throw your stuffed animal on her face , her body immediately sitting up.
‘huh? what- n why’d you do that?’ she yawns , rubbing her face. you try not to giggle. ‘too loud ,, shhh’ your voice cracks n you hide your smile , looking at her disheveled appearance with pure tenderness n love. she blinks a few times , sleep evident in her pretty green eyes. she looks over at you , brushing a strand of hair away from your face.
‘m’sorry bunnie , didn’t mean to wake you.’ her lips curve when she can tell you’re hiding , leaning over to move the blankets away from you. ‘hiding from me hm?’ she chuckles , your giggles growing more n more contagious.
she quickly pulls you on top of her , tickling you n kissing your neck. ‘els! stop!’ your stomach already hurts , your body squirming as she continues. ‘hm? thought you wanted this?’ she teases. ‘hurts!’ she laughs before stopping , smiling as she cups your precious face.
‘hm , you’re so cute.’ she kisses your lips , tucking your hair behind your ears. ‘so perfect.’ another kiss. ‘n all i’ve ever wanted.’ warmth spreads across your face , n ellie can tell without being able to see it.
‘i love you s’much els . .’ you curl up next to her , wrapping your arm around her chest. ‘i love you more sweetheart.’
she rubs lazy circles on your lower back , her gaze moving to the window. ‘where’d this storm come from?’ you look over , watching the sky light up in shades of purple n blue.
‘woah . .’ you go to get up , but she pulls you back down. ‘nuh uh. it’s bed time bunnie.’ you pout , letting out the sweetest huffs. ‘mm , it’s 3 am baby. you’ve seen storms plenty of times , you need your rest. cmon.’
you reluctantly lay back down , feeling so small next to her. ‘atta girl. i’ll make it up to you , i promise.’ her rough hand find your skin , massaging your shoulder with the right amount of pressure.
‘just relax , i’ve got you.’
she smiles as you close your eyes , your grip on her tightening. despite the rain , all she can listen to is you. adoring the quiet , incoherent hums n mumbles you let out , falling back asleep in her arms.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 x ‘mean’ reader headcanons ₍ᐢᐢ₎
── reader is possessive , ‘mean’ , unfiltered , prone to jealousy , n anger. 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑎 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛 ♡
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who knows exactly what makes you tick , even things you’re not aware of.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who will hold you despite your continuous protest for her to let go. she won’t say anything ,, simply wrapping her arms around you tightly , tight enough so you can’t escape her , waiting until she feels your breathing slow against her chest.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who is the mediator in every situation , stopping you from doing something impulsive n regretful.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who reassures you over n over that there is nothing to worry about. she is yours n only yours , she wouldn’t want it any other way.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who knows how to fix every argument between you two. whether it be taking you on the most thought out dates , to writing you love letters that take her hours to finish , she’s a lover girl at heart.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who handles your pouty n whiny moments by saying all the right things. teasing you at first , loving how you grow more n more irritated , just to baby you n watch you get all red n flustered.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who is calm n listens when you’re yelling about what’s bothering you. she would never perceive it as you yelling at her , matter of fact , she encourages you to openly feel , be honest , n to trust her.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who approaches you with a kind , low tone , asking if you need anything. 99% of the time it results in her holding you , letting you cry out all the pent up stress , then lulling you to sleep with her touch.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who calls you all the pet names you claim you hate , although each time they roll off her tongue you’re unable to speak , aways hiding your face in your hands.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who navigates every problem for you , guiding you through every emotion you feel instead of leaving you to deal with them alone.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who is oh so gentle with you , whispering reassurance while tending to you like you’re fragile , irrevocably too delicate for this world.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who takes notice to how people around you react to your difficulty in handling emotions , becoming more protective of you n more resentful to others.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who teaches you everyday that your emotions are manageable with time. she is patient , understanding , n knows your limits / boundaries. ❤︎ ⸝⸝
goals goals goals goals when will i find this oh myogdh
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 headcannons because i’m bored n currently working on part two of sacrificial lamb . . ♡ ( if you have any suggestions on where the plot should go , PLEASE tell me as i am debating many . . ) anyway ,, these are things i personally think ellie would do that align with things i want someone to do for me , so if you disagree that’s okay . . n besides the fact i am deeply starved of any sort of romantic love lolz. this is pure fluff by the way , sorry to disappoint . .
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who notices everything. whether it be the way you love the sun but hate the heat , how specific you make your hot chocolate , how you get overstimulated very quickly , she sees it.
you’re always so anxious , especially in public settings. you will absentmindedly pick at your skin , a habit you formed since you were little. her hand will interlock yours , squeezing tightly but not too tight , letting you know she’s got you.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who picks up on queues of when you’re becoming or currently non verbal. she finds it adorable how you communicate through hums , nodding or shaking your head as she pretends to not know what you need , just to see your excited expression when she finally ‘guesses’ it right.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who will do your hair when you can’t do it yourself , gently brushing each knot out n putting it up so it doesn’t touch your neck , who also frequently plays with it without you having to ask.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who holds you while you cry , whispering the sweetest things , tracing messy pictures on your back with her finger. she knows you struggle to say what’s bothering you , mainly for the fact that you’re such a crybaby your voice immediately cracks , n because you’re so scared she will be upset with you. she is undoubtedly patient n understanding , wiping each tear away with her thumb , reassuring you that your feelings could never ever upset her.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who writes you love letters n paragraphs throughout the day , reminding you how much she loves you , how important you are , n how there’s nobody else she could ever want but you. she will go into detail about the things she loves about you , what you remind her of , expressing her undeniable devotion n commitment. ( this is what i yearn for . . )
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who regularly fantasizes about your wedding , thinking about how beautiful you will look walking down the isle , how she wouldn’t be able to look at you without crying. she is so lucky , n she doesn’t know how she found someone as perfect as you.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who can’t stay away from you. she becomes restless n feels like apart of her is missing when you’re not there. coming home to you is the greatest gift she could ever receive , n she never forgets to remind you of that.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who loves to tease you , especially when you’re nervous. pulling your hands away from your face , kissing you all over. she loves the effect she has on you.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who means it when she says ‘if it’s not you , it’s nobody.’
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who supports you in every choice you make , encouraging you to do whatever you heart desires. reminding you that she’s right next to you every step of the way , n that every accomplishment no matter how small , is something she will forever be proud of.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who knows exactly what nicknames you love , mainly calling you ‘her bunny.’ she loves the look on your face , how your smile reaches your big eyes , your cheeks all warm n pink.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who is cautious your first time , asking over n over if what she is doing is okay. interlocking her fingers with yours , kissing you softly , telling you over n over that you’re safe with her.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who picks you up n ties your shoes , gives you her jacket when you’re cold , n sits extra close to you at dinner so she can trace along your thigh.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who loves when you hold her arm , smiling at the feeling of you tightening your grasp when you’re in a crowd of people , making sure you don’t lose her.
𝓮𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝔀𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎𝒔 who surprises you with something you mentioned months ago , never forgetting even the little things. ❤︎
a little n much needed thank you for all the support n love you all have shown me. i don’t think some people realize how far words can impact someone , especially when it comes to things they’re passionate about. to be told my writing is admirable n inspiring , along with the want for a second part of a story that received so much hate . . it means more than anything. ❤︎ so much love to all of you
cw ﹕ mainly fluff with slight mention of touching n whatnot , farm!ellie , crybaby n sensitive!reader , this is just something very sweet n dear to me. ❤︎
wc ﹕ 1.3k
an ﹕ i wrote reader with my personality ,, plus my love for snow white is very special to me ,, i relate to her so much. ♡ when will someone treat me this way (◞‸◟)
wind softly rustles the tall grass , the sky cloudy with occasional sunlight peeking through. you walk into the meadow that’s in front of your large farm , basket on your arm , carefully picking out the prettiest wildflowers.
your handmade leather boots ellie articulately crafted for you sink into the soft mud with each step , your long white sundress swaying as the breeze picks up.
you n ellie have been together for what feels like an eternity. it took years to find the rustic n cozy victorian style farm house you n her reside in , n although it isn’t perfect , it’s everything you have ever dreamt of.
despite the apocalypse , you never quite grew comfortable using weapons , let alone fighting infected , so ellie takes on that task. you n her built quite a large fence to keep them out , one that stretches to the barns , the fields , n a small area in the woods where you forage for berries n other little things.
ever since ellie met you , she admired how you possess such gentle nature , n the way kindness & empathy is deeply sewn together within your fragile little heart. to her , you’re the embodiment of snow white. she knows your limits n what you can handle , her urge to protect you evident , wanting to hide the horrors that lurk beyond your home.
each flower you pick you lay in your woven willow basket , taking your time choosing the perfect ones. you continue down the naturally formulated path , reaching the forest line.
you glance back at your farm house , taking a moment to observe ellie from a distance. her flannel shirt is rolled up to her elbows , her muscles tensing with every swing of her axe , hair sticking to her face as sweat trickles down her forehead , god she’s so perfect.
you softly giggle , making a mental note to show her just how much you appreciate her later.
entering the forest is eerie at first , your arms pushing the low hanging branches , sticks cracking under your feet. past the trees , you’re met with a dimly lit large patch of grass , surrounded by flowers , fallen logs , n the berry bushes you had planted began sprouting the most colourful fruits.
each step you take is gentle n precise , eyes vigilant to ensure no animals are laying within the lush pasture.
you stop at the edge of the berry bushes , starting with the honeyberries. you kneel down to pick the most ripe ones , tugging delicately until they snap off of the stem. you move onto the raspberries , blueberries , then elderberries , sorting them into separate sections within your basket.
a crinkle in the distance pulls your focus away , your body briefly freezing up. thoughts of every possibility spiral through your mind , each scenario playing out like you’re in a dream. what if it’s an infected ? it’s not like you carry anything to defend yourself with . . or an animal that’s hurt ? how could you live with yourself if you let your fears get the better of you . .
without second guessing , you stand up , cautiously walking towards where you had heard the sound. once you’re as close as you can get , your eyes scan the shrouded greenery , hoping to gauge whatever is there.
a soft cry has your full attention , your hands peeling away the dense leaves. as you finally reach the center of the noise , your eyes widen. a little fawn , curled up within the overgrowth , eyes shut , letting out the sweetest sounds.
your heart aches , you know it can’t stay here. you crouch down , slowly bringing your hand towards it’s face. those big , brown eyes open , n it’s nose twitches. you’re so afraid you’ll scare it away , you stop yourself from moving any closer.
it’s unsteady legs push itself up , it’s little fluffy tail wagging , head nudging into your palm. your precious smile reaches your eyes , n you reach down , scooping it up into your arms.
you emerge from the forest , basket on your arm with the adorable little fawn in your grasp. you try not to walk too fast , but your excitement to show ellie is overwhelming.
‘els!’ your sweet voice is music to her ears , her hand immediately tossing the axe to the side. she turns around , eyes widening with a small smile tugging at her lips.
‘baby . . why do you have a deer in your arms?’ she steps closer , tilting her head slightly. ‘s’not a deer , it’s a fawn. n i found it hidden in the woods . . m’not sure where it’s mom is . .’ she chuckles , wiping her forehead.
‘babygirl , we cannot keep a fawn. it’s mama is out there somewhere , she’s probably lookin’ for it.’ your eyes grow big , lips pushing into a pout. ‘now now , don’t give me that look.’ you can’t help it , tears welling up in your pretty dollie eyes.
‘oh sweetheart . .’ she sighs , running a hand through her hair. ‘alright , alright. we’ll keep it safe till we find its mama , then we have to give it back , alright?’ you nod , sniffling slightly n lowering your head.
ellie’s finger hooks your chin , making you look at her. ‘you’re such a sweet girl , my little snow white.’ she wipes your tear away with her thumb , leaning to place a kiss against your forehead. blush creeps up onto your cheeks , her words a gentle reminder of how lucky you are.
later that evening , you’re both inside preparing for dinner. ellie’s tending to the firewood stove , adding bits n pieces to keep it going.
your homemade bread cools on the counter , that familiar malted aroma filling the air. you mash up the berries you had gathered earlier , preparing them for your special mixed berry pie.
‘smells delicious.’ ellie hums , stealing a raspberry from the cutting board. ‘nuh uh! hands to yourself.’ she chuckles , snaking her arms around your waist. ‘hands to myself hm?’ her lips meet the tender spot on your neck , chills tickling your spine. ‘els- m’trying to cook!’ you wiggle against her , heat forming between your legs.
‘it has to simmer anyway , you can spare five minutes.’ her kisses turn to soft bites , marking up your delicate flesh. you melt into her , her hands pulling you away from the stove. she turns you around , pushing your back against the island.
‘mm you’re so pretty . . all mine.’ your breath hitches in your throat , fingers tangling within her hair. her lips move to yours , each kiss tender n sweet. ‘mmph- ‘love you els . . s’much ..’ she smiles against you , pushing her forehead against yours. ‘i love you more sweet girl.’
out of the corner of your eye , you see a large deer out the window looking around , letting out reoccurring sounds in search for her fawn. her ears twitch , every step so quiet n calculated.
‘els! look! the mama deer!’ you slip out of her hold n run to the door , opening it n stopping on the porch. you slowly head down the stairs , not wanting to startle her. ‘i found your baby , i kept it safe for you . . just- wait here.’ ellie witnesses the scene from inside , chuckling to herself before keeping an eye on dinner.
you walk down the stone path ellie built just for you that leads to the pens of bunnies , stopping at the empty one. you open the door , revealing the fawn sitting in the hay , its head perched up.
‘i found your mom . . she’s here.’ you smile , crouching down n cradling the sweet thing in your arms again. you walk back towards the front , the mother deer hurrying toward you. you place the fawn gently onto the grass , watching the interaction between the two. she licks the fawn , it’s weak n wobbly legs struggling to hold itself up.
not wanting to interfere any further , you back away. you make it back to the porch , ellie’s frame leaning against one of the pillars. ‘you really are my own little princess.’ your eyes light up , n you practically jump into her arms.
‘you mean s’much to me . . don’t know what i would do without you ..’ your face presses against her chest , her head resting atop of yours. ‘you keep me together babydoll . . you’re all i’ll ever need n want. i love you , so so much.’ the life you have with her is like a fairytale , every part so idyllic. ‘i love you more . .’ ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა
cw ﹕ sub!reader , dom!lady dimitrescu , crybaby reader , lady is referred to as momma , condescending praise , bondage , wax play , overstim , edging , soft slapping , vibrator usage , small mention of aftercare , gentle n sweet sex ❤︎
wc ﹕ 0.9k
@dolirust for you ♡ lady fics don’t seem to do too well on my page but . . crossing my paws it gets some kind of attention hehe
notes of rose n vanilla drift through the air , mixing with the faint scent of blood n sanguis virginis.
lady’s fingers tickle your skin , binding each limb with rope. ‘tell me if it’s too tight bunnie.’ her voice like silk , filled with such sweet commands.
you love her attention to detail. carefully yet firmly weaving the rope around you , creating intricate patterns that leave their marks once removed.
‘is that alright?’ you nod , feeling vulnerable , eyes wide as you look at her. ‘use your words.’ the once subtle wet spot on your lace panties becomes more noticeable with every passing second , your cheeks flushing an adorable baby pink. ‘y-yes momma.’ she hums in approval , reaching over to the nightstand n grabbing the lit candle.
she blows out the flame , smoke trailing in pretty swirls as it dissipates. you whine softly at the sight , excitement n nervousness settling in the pit of your stomach.
. . lady has always been so careful with you , treating you as if you’re made of porcelain. so dainty n fragile . . protecting you is what makes her feel in control. she knows you’re capable of doing things on your own , she’s never once doubted that. though , she quite prefers she do things for you , even the simplest tasks.
she tests the wax on her wrist , making sure it’s not too hot. once satisfied , she looks at you , admiring your body n the way you’re completely powerless against her.
‘look at you , so eager for my touch.’ she purrs , letting out a soft laugh as you arch your back , pushing yourself into her cold , delicate stroke of her fingers.
‘p-please momma . . hm- need you s’bad ..’ you whine n pout , sweetly filling the room with your pathetic pleas. ‘mhm . . tell momma just how badly you need it.’ her gaze makes you feel small n weak , words you try to say turning into mumbles.
‘hmph . . need- mmh p-please , want you- please-‘ your babbles are quite entertaining , a smile forming on her crimson red lips. ‘awh , my babydoll is all dumbed out already hm? haven’t even properly touched you yet . .’
she tilts the candle , warm wax pouring onto your skin. you squirm at the slight sting , whines n incoherent murmurs leaving your pouty lips. ‘hm , so reactive. such a pretty little thing . .’
she places the candle to the side , giving you her full , undivided attention. her fingers push against your clothed cunnie , lightly grazing your sensitive clit. you’ve always been such a crybaby , so easily overstimulated by even the smallest touches that it brings you to tears.
‘oh baby , you’re so desperate.’ she teases , landing a small yet firm slap where you need her to touch you most. you let out a sharp whimper , pathetically trying so hard to move your hips away.
‘don’t even try sweetheart.’ she tuts , slapping you again. ‘i think you need a little more than this . .’ she reaches for the drawer on the nightstand , pulling out your vibrator. the look on your face is priceless , the way you try to hide your embarrassment by turning your head.
‘don’t hide that pretty face from me.’ her hand guides your gaze back to her , her thumb gently rubbing against your cheek. ‘you know our safe word if it’s too much.’
she clicks the vibrator on , bringing it to your soaked , needy cunt. the feeling immediately causes your hips to buck , your whines n moans growing louder n louder. ‘such a good girl . . taking what momma gives you.’
she moves slides it up n down in an agonizing motion , giving you almost the right amount of friction , but not enough to spill you over the edge. you whine in frustration , trying to push yourself further into it.
‘mmph- m-more . . p-please-‘ she shakes her head , continuing her chosen pace. ‘it’s either this or nothing at all bunnie , it’s your choice.’ you let out choked little sobs in response , your sweetness seeping through the fabric n clinging to the toy.
you feel yourself getting close , your clit twitching n that heat filling in your lower stomach. ‘mmh! s’close- p-please , m’gonna cum-‘
she pulls the vibrator away , softly chuckling at your frustration. ‘oh you poor thing.’ she turns it to a higher setting , returning to the slow , deliberate movements she had been doing.
it’s too overwhelming , your eyes welling up with tears. ‘c-can’t- m’gonna-‘ she pulls away again , your lip pouting n irritated , bratty little whines escaping from you. ‘you want it?’ oh how you nod so eagerly , giving her the sweetest little face.
‘beg.’
‘mm- please momma , need it s’bad. i’ll make you s’proud please , please . . please , hmph-‘ she hums in satisfaction , turning it to the highest setting n placing the toy against you once more.
‘that’s it . . cum for me bunnie , make momma proud.’ her words amidst the overstimulation make you fall apart instantly , your body shaking n writhing in response.
‘that’s my good girl . . ride it out.’ she takes the toy away n turns it off , immediately switching from the controlling act to solely wanting to care for you n treat you like the little dollie that you are.
‘let me untie you baby , it’s okay. you did so good for me.’ her touches are so gentle , softly rubbing your imprinted skin after removing each section of the rope. you’re sore , sensitive , n vulnerable , looking at her with pure need for comfort n affection.
‘i’ve got you sweetheart , promise you’re safe with me.’ after removing the last rope , she scoops you up , kissing your forehead n whispering sweet nothings.
‘i love you momma . .’ you whisper , held so closely to her chest you can hear her heartbeat. ‘i love you more babydoll , so much more.’
cw ﹕ praising , degrading , fingering , humiliation (?) , thigh riding , implied size difference , lady is controlling , minors pls dni ! !
wc ﹕ 1.3k
an ﹕ i am so sorry this took forever for me to complete . . life has been quite busy lately n i haven’t had time . . this is also barely proofread so if there is mistakes i will fix them in the morning cause it’s 1 am . . anyways i hope you guys enjoy ^.^ also yes i know lady cannot necessarily take her gloves off due to her retractable claws but like whatever !!!!!
@dolirust
lady’s obsession with you is anything but normal , her need for control growing more n more intense with every passing second.
it started with simple things like opening doors for you , tying your laces , n insisting on curating the perfect meals for you.
overtime , it escalated into a dark , unsettling kind of devotion. treating you like you’re a fragile little toy , setting you on her thigh while she dolls you up. when things don’t go her way , she’s rough , urgent for perfection . . it fuels a desire within you that you didn’t know you had.
‘look up , darling , i don’t want your mascara smudging.’ her large hand squeezes your face , pushing your lips into a pout. ‘such a good little thing.’ she praises , quietly amused by how easily you blush.
it’s a ritual for her , n you’re the only thing that keeps her sane.
♡
the warmth of the fireplace crackling brings you familiar comfort , your fingers flipping through the pages of your favourite book. it’s a brutal winter , the large windows covered in thick ice.
lady has ordered you stay in your shared room , shouts n laughter echoing throughout the halls. the large grandfather clock ticks quietly , reminding you of her absence.
you hate when she goes hours without giving you attention , especially when you can hear her in the other room.
you close your book , sliding off the large bed. your gaze moves to the walk-in closet you share with her , an idea popping up in your pretty little head. you walk over , opening the white doors lined with intricate golden details.
lady made sure that everything is coordinated by style , making it much easier for you to navigate. you run your hands across the hung-up clothing , moving through each section. causal , formal , seasonal , sleepwear , until you finally land on your selection of lingerie.
you spend well over an hour trying on each one , throwing every piece you don’t like until a pile forms. your eyes light up at the white babydoll dress , lace n ruffles lining the edges. you take it off the hanger , laying it over your arm. you grab matching lace panties before walking behind the antique paravent to change , tossing the outfit lady had picked out for you earlier to the side.
you stand in front of the large mirror mounted to the wall , adjusting a few strands of hair. your thoughts start racing with possibilities of what she might say , how she will react , n what she might do.
you walk back into the bedroom , stopping by the door. you open it slowly , peaking your head out. you hear her walking through the foyer , her heels filling the silence. she walks up the stairs with poise , despite being irritated with something , or someone , n you take the chance to walk out of the room pretending you don’t see her.
with each step you sway your hips , playing the clueless little girl has always been your strong suit. ‘well , well. n what do we have here?’ you turn to face her , tilting your head in confusion. ‘hm?’ she walks closer to you , becoming taller n taller with every step.
‘oh don’t act naive.’ she tuts. you bite your lip , looking everywhere but at her. the sudden grip on your wrist makes you whine , the leather of her gloves cool against your skin. ‘you think you’re being cute , is that it?’ she laughs , amused at the way you’re squirming against her.
‘mmph! n-no . .’ it’s tragic how easily you lost your confidence. ‘such a pathetic little thing , always wanting my attention.’ she abruptly drags you back into the bedroom , a grin tugging at the corner of her lips.
she closes the door n locks it , letting go of you. she moves past you with elegance , the scent of roses , tobacco , n blood radiating off of her. she sits down , pouring a glass of her sanguis virginis.
‘come here.’ you practically trip over yourself , stopping in front of her with nervousness. you watch as she brings her favourite crimson wine glass to her mouth , blood coating her already red lips.
she places the glass on the table before sitting up n leaning forward , grabbing your face with her hand. you flinch , avoiding eye contact. she narrows her eyes , swiftly grabbing you n putting you over her lap.
you whine , wiggling as you try to escape her. she slides her black leather gloves off , placing them on the side table. she lifts the edge of your lingerie up , revealing your lacy panties n exposed skin.
‘mm!’ your pretty noises become more desperate , n she wants to push you further. ‘such a brat.’ her hand lands firmly on your ass , the pain pulling a squeal out of you. ‘ngh! mmf’please . .’ her laugh catches you off guard , her thumb pushing up against the damp fabric that’s covering your leaky hole.
‘mm- m’sorry-‘ another slap cuts you off , then another , then another , until you’re eventually a sobbing marked up mess. ‘since you couldn’t be a good little thing n listen , you’re going to have to make it up to me.’ she slides your panties down your thighs , your soaked cunt catching the dim light. ‘look at you , so desperate.’
she soothes your reddened skin briefly , not wanting to go too far n hurt you. ‘every-time you’re close , i will count down from ten. if you cum before i reach zero , i will make you cum again.’
she doesn’t wait for your approval , her hands moving your thighs apart.
her middle finger slides through your wet slick , finding your twitching clit. she applies the perfect amount of pressure , whimpers leaving your lips at the much needed friction.
‘awh , does that feel good?’ she teases , your desperate nods making her chuckle again. she quickens her pace , loving the control she has over you. ‘so small n easy , can do whatever i want with you.’
‘n you’re such a needy little thing , so eager for my touch.’ you can feel the knot forming in your lower stomach , your hips grinding against her hand as you get closer n closer. ‘ngh- s’close-‘ you choke out , drool coating your chin.
‘ten , nine , eight , seven . .’ you try to hold it , but you fail miserably. your body shakes as you reach your high , your mess coating her hand. ‘hm , how pathetic.’ her two fingers slamming into your hole make you mewl , the pace too quick to get used to. ‘mmph! s’too much- ngh!’ you try to reach for her arm , which earns another slap on your already sore skin.
‘that’s too bad.’ she hits your sweet spot over n over , your eyes rolling back. your cunnie makes the nastiest noises , the pretty mess you made dripping down your inner thighs. ‘taking me so well . . god you’re so tight.’ she hums , enjoying every second of watching you struggle on her lap.
‘m’close again- n-no , m’ sorry- please-‘ you beg for her to stop , tears running down your cheeks as she begins counting again.
‘ten , nine , eight , seven , six , five . .’ it’s too much , n once again , you can’t hold it. she pulls her fingers out before you can properly ride out your high , your whimpers n desperate babbles are music to her ears. ‘mmhm , i know.’ she coos , pulling you up from over her lap n placing you on her thigh.
‘impress me.’ you straddle her thigh , wincing at how sensitive you are. you struggle to hold yourself up , still shaky from your orgasm. you begin grinding against her , your hips moving in a rhythmic pattern. her hand steadies you , fingers digging into the flesh of your hip.
‘that’s my girl.’ your puppy eyes meet hers , mouth slightly open. ‘mm- feels s’good . . ’ your words are breathy , n followed by soft whines. ‘better hold it this time.’ you nod , wanting so badly to make her proud.
her hand guides you to speed up , heat in your stomach signalling you’re almost there for the third time. you give her a look that says everything she needs to know , her eyes locked onto you as she counts once more.
‘ten , nine , eight , seven , six , five , four , three , two . . one , zero.’ you allow yourself to let go when she is finished , your small body collapsing against her.
she laughs softly , fingers finding your hair. ‘i’m so proud of you bunnie.’ she whispers , scooping you up. ‘let’s run a bath , shall we?’ you nod , feeling butterflies in your tummy at the way she looks down at you. ‘i love you so much babydoll . .’ she kisses your cheek , leaving a perfect lipstick mark. ‘i love you too.’ ♡ ୧
@sweetcreamery10 here is the fic ! i am so sorry for how long it took to write :<
cw ﹕ sub!reader , dom!ellie , ellie refers to reader as her puppy n mutt lolz , readers calls ellie momma , rough sex , strap sucking , reader is ditzy n clueless .
wc ﹕ 1.1k
@dolirust
soft melodies drift through your dolled-up room, tummy pressed against the mattress, legs swaying as you write in your journal. you twirl your hair with your finger, tapping your pen against your lips as you think about what to write. you’ve always been a bit of a ditz , so lost in your own little world you sometimes lose sense of what’s real n fake.
because of that , your innocence n naivety are what drew ellie in. it made her want to care for you , protect you , corrupt you.
humming to yourself while falling into a daydream makes her presence go unnoticed , her eyes wandering across your body like the perv that she is. she watches you intently , the way your knee-high socks cling to your thighs , your ruffled shorts that are way too small always riding up every time you absentmindedly kick your legs. she watches you grab your favourite stuffed bunny , smiling softly as you touch noses with it.
‘what should i write?’ you whisper , nodding like it’s actually speaking to you. ‘hmph , good idea ..’ you giggle softly , placing it next to you as you begin biting your bottom lip to concentrate.
‘whatcha writin’ there?’ her voice makes you jump , your head spinning to her direction. ‘h-how long have you been there?’ you close your journal quickly , not wanting her to see all the dirty little things you thought about her.
‘lemme see.’ she walks over , feet stopping at the edge of the bed. ‘i- s’just about- you know ..’ you try to think of any excuse , but you can’t. your cheeks flush a baby pink , eyes moving everywhere but towards her face. she snatches it from you quickly , turning around to flip through the pages. you whine in protest, trying to grab it from her.
‘mmph! don’t read it!’ your dolly eyes widen when she stops at a page , the one you were sure she’d never see. ‘you dirty little girl.’ she chuckles , closing it , tossing it , n facing you again.
heat forms at the pit of your stomach , another soft whine escaping from you. ‘i-‘ she cuts you off , pushing her lips against yours. you melt into it , her hands roaming around your pretty body , whimpers muffled.
she breaks the kiss , your lips bruised. her hands reach for her belt buckle , the sight making you squirm. her rough hands grab you , flipping you onto your stomach once more n pulling your ass to the edge of the bed.
‘mmph! wait!’ she pauses , hand resting on your hip. ‘what is it baby?’ you bite your lip again , your stuffed animals all lined up , their big round eyes looking directly at you. ‘i- i don’t want them to see..’ she chuckles , hand slamming down onto your ass. you whine , the sting making you wince. ‘that’s too bad .. they’re gonna watch me fuck my pretty little puppy dumb whether you like it or not.’
she slides your shorts down your thighs , exposing your adorable messy cunt. ‘look atchu .. so fuckin’ pathetic.’ she takes her silicone cock out of her boxers , her hand guiding the tip to your entrance. she slams it inside of you , not letting you adjust , filling up your pretty little hole with her length. you cry out , your hands curling around your pink duvet. ‘s’too much! c-can’t .. mmph!’ you feel your tummy bulging , that familiar knot making your clit twitch. ‘you can take it , you can fuckin’ take it. such a fuckin’ slut ..’ she groans , her rough hand meeting your now bare skin.
‘agh!’ you choke out , tears staining your rosy cheeks , strands of hair sticking to your wet skin. ‘you wanna cum? hm?’ another slap. your sobs drown out the low music you had put on earlier , the prettiest noises coming from her cock slamming into your desperate little hole fill the room.
‘i do! mmm .. p-please ..’ your begs turn into babbles , drool soaking the blanket beneath you. ‘fuck yourself on me then.’ her thrusts stop , the release your body is begging for slowly disappearing. ‘mmm!’ you whine , pushing your hips back. you begin moving yourself back n forth , ellie’s cock soaked with your cute milky mess.
‘atta girl , show me what a needy little puppy you are.’ her words make you whinier , your hand reaching between your legs to give your sensitive spot the much-needed attention it craves.
‘just like that .. gonna make momma proud? hm?’ you nod eagerly , mumbling sweet nothings while you continue using her to get off.
you feel the heat in the pit of your stomach again , your body beginning to shake. ‘s’close! please .. please lemme cum .. momma .. need it , mmph ..’ she can’t help but be amused at your loss for words , how dumb you’re making yourself.
‘you can cum puppy.’ as you reach your high , you squeal , your legs shaking as you slow down your movements. ‘ngh , mmph’ you hum , whining as she pulls out , making you feel empty. she runs the tip along your folds , cum leaking out of your aching hole.
‘fuck ..’ her groans make you squirm , your breathing still heavy. ‘come put that pretty mouth of yours to good use.’ your dolly eyes grew wide as you shakily push yourself up , your dumbed out expression n obedience making her even more eager to throat fuck you. you slide your shorts off the rest of the way before sliding off the bed , resting on your knees.
her thumb softly runs against your cheek before she guides the tip to your mouth , her hand coaching your head. ‘that’s it .. fuck.’ you take in half of it , cheeks hallowing as you suck , giving her the most adorable little puppy eyes.
‘so fuckin’ pretty like that .. lettin’ momma use you.’ she shoves herself deeper into your throat , your eyes beginning to water as you try so desperately to take her length. you gasp when she pulls out , spit coating your pouty lips. she continues her assault , bobbing your head up n down like she actually feels it. the motion creates friction against her clothed , throbbing clit , her eyes shutting as she continues using your throat for her own pleasure.
‘mhm .. fuck , fuck .. fuck!’ she groans , slamming you down completely onto her. she rides out her high , hips bucking , grip tightening on your hair. she slowly removes herself from you once more , making you gasp , every part of you absolutely ruined.
‘did so fuckin’ good for me , my good little mutt.’ she leans down , hand tilting your chin up. her kiss makes you all giggly , her smile felt against your lips. ‘let’s get you cleaned up sweet girl.’ she scoops you up , your arms wrapping around her neck , ready to tend to you like the princess you are. ໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა
cw ﹕ minors dni ! dead dove , do not eat. please read before continuing. this is my au , abby is rewritten on purpose to fit this story. religious / cult aspects , catechist!abby , preachers daughter!reader , age gap , power dynamic , abby is manipulative , creepy , unprincipled morality. corrupted innocence , dubcon , rosary used as restraints , degradation with false praise , reader referred to as innocent , naive , untainted , pure , fragile , delicate , little. ( sue me ) rough sex , physical n emotional pain inflicted on reader , bruising , dacryphilia , forced smoking , reader becomes codependent n obsessed with abby due to how she treats reader. ( idea stolen from obsession , obviously not entirely the same plot but. )
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reposting . . too lazy to proofread again hmhm
the preacher’s daughter.
so pure n delicate , you’re as doll-like as anyone could ever be. you move with such grace , n possess such innocence that you were inevitably deemed god’s favourite.
when it came to your family , being perceived as perfect is an understatement. you’re your mother n fathers only child , n you brought such attention that they put you in any spotlight they could.
but when that haunting silence crept up , creaks travelling across the floorboards , the wind flowing your mothers lacy white curtains , you’re reminded. your fathers hand meeting your fragile skin , your body falling to the floor. torment , humiliation , torture. the three things your father gained pleasure from.
he was always violent. but before you were born , his focus was solely on your mother. as you grew older , you became his target , n your mother was secretly relieved she no longer faced the same fate.
nights where you’d be backed into a corner , tears coating your soft cheeks as he towered over you n screamed the most vile things , are the moments that replay in your head whenever you make even the smallest mistake.
you had to be perfect , you didn’t have a choice. despite being an adult; you had no control over your life. your fathers anger created a type of fear in you that was unshakable—you had to be good.
your prayers always left unanswered , your faith faltering. your naive little self never thought you would fall victim of corruption , especially to someone as compelling n authoritative as her.
♱
your mary jane’s softly thump against the stone pathway leading to the church , your white dress swaying slightly as the breeze picks up. thick grey clouds form across the sky , hiding the warm sun.
as you step onto the porch , you pause , hand trembling slightly. you twist the rusted door handle , opening the heavy wooden door. you enter n the room falls still , eyes locking onto you like you are a walking corpse.
‘there you are.’ your fathers voice rings in your ears. he plasters on a fake smile , you can see the deception every time the corner of his lips twitch. he walks over , bible in hand , rosary dangling from his neck. ‘there’s someone i’d like you to meet.’
his hand rests on your back , uncomfortably guiding you to the front of the nave. you stop behind a tall muscular woman , her braided hair catching your eye.
‘this is abby , she is our new catechist.’ she slowly turns around , arms crossed against her chest. you take notice to her long black robe , the sleeves sitting snug against her muscles. ‘it is very nice to meet you. your father told me many . . wonderful things.’ there’s a certain kind of evil behind her eyes , n you feel nauseous with her predatory gaze.
you nod stiffly , unable to hold eye contact. your father grabs your arm hard enough to leave a bruise , forcing you to look up. ‘it’s nice to meet you too.’ your voice is soft , cracking after every other word.
as abby n your father get to talking , you manage to slip away , finding your dedicated seat in the rows of long benches. you tuck your dress underneath yourself as you sit , your hands folding neatly in your lap. melodic hymns echo sorrowfully through the large building , your eyes fixed on the mounted cross above the alter.
you whisper prayers , crossing your fingers he will listen. but no matter how hard you try , you cannot deny the pain of his absence. how he tends to each n everyone’s wishes , all except yours.
when the church is finally at capacity , the large doors shut. the curtains are closed , flames of unscented candles dance rhythmically across the walls , that poignant music humming quietly.
your father stands at the pulpit , his hands flipping through the velvet pages of his bible. abby stands next to him , arms behind her back. her presence is daunting , something about her isn’t quite right.
‘we gather here today in honour of our lord n saviour , who sacrificed his life , soul , n his love for our beings. ‘whoever believes n is baptized will be saved , but whoever does not believe will be condemned.’ mark 16:16.’
he pauses , n for a second , his eyes lock onto yours. you look away immediately , goosebumps tickling your neck.
‘with me today is a very special friend of mine , one who will show all of you the reality of denying our father’s existence , love , n passion.’ he shakes her hand , uncannily smiling as he steps aside.
her large hands grip the edges of the lectern , warmth dissipating from her pale face. ‘i have been informed of the reoccurring acts of impurity , disrespect , n refusal to accept the lords right of way.’ she pauses , lifting her head up. she begins reading aloud the list of names of those who have sinned , your heart sinking as your name slips off her tongue.
‘to those who have just been called , stand up n make your way over.’ for a moment , you feel like a deer in headlights. whatever your father told her , it was a lie. your doe eyes hold back tears , your steps slow n deliberate as you fall behind the small line of other church members.
facing the alter , multiple people in the same sinister black gowns walk simultaneously through the double doors. you n the other girls share confused looks , your eyes darting across the unfamiliar faces.
your father clears his throat , stepping next to abby. he speaks lowly , yet his voice echoes slightly. ‘you girls have brought shame to this church , to our lord. i have no choice but to assign punishment in hopes that you will change , to become what god intended you to be.’ he looks at you , shaking his head in disapproval. you want to shout , claim you have no idea what he is talking about , that he’s a liar n the true embodiment of sin. but you know that will further prove his point , so you keep your mouth shut.
one of the girls whom you’ve seen around church since you were young begins to back up , looking around frantically for her mother. everyone watches in silence as her mother looks away , two of the catechist’s restraining her.
your father steps off the stage , walking over with such false reassurance you feel sick. ‘the devil has possessed you , this is for your own sake.’ he smiles , nodding as he steps back , watching them cover her face with cloth. she passes out , falling limp in their arms. they carry her out , the attention falling back on you amidst the other members.
‘well then. you have seen what will happen if you don’t comply , yes?’ you all nod in response , which prompts him to clear his throat. ‘you all can have your pick on who you would like to personally . . guide.’
your stomach twists at his words , colour draining from your face. the way he paused , the grin on his face—he has full intent of making you suffer.
boots thump against the wooden floor as the catechist’s move around , picking each member like you’re prizes in an auction. you try to speak , but no words come out. as each girl is chosen , you’re quietly approached. you jump at the hand on your shoulder , your eyes moving up to meet abby’s.
‘i think i have made my choice.’ your eyebrows furrow , mouth slightly ajar. abby’s hand softly rests on your back , making you twitch slightly. ‘now that you have been chosen you will be taken to your designated home for the next week. you will relearn the bible , understand discipline , n repent in hopes that christ will forgive you of your sins.’ your father has always been so sure of himself , whatever he says goes.
you’re reminded of what happened the last time someone questioned his authority , solidifying your decision to stay mute.
♱
after leaving the church , abby follows you closely back to your wooden farm house. you head inside to pack , n abby doesn’t move her eyes off of you. the stairs creak as you walk up them , the railing losing it’s shine due to it’s years of being used. your bedroom has a familiarity to it that makes your chest cave , your heart beating loudly against your rib cage.
you pull your luggage from under your bed , the thick layer of dust drifting through the air as you place it down. you walk to your closet slowly , hesitating for a moment. ‘what did my father tell you?’ your voice is like silk , so gentle n sweet.
‘i think you know the answer to that.’ abby stands in the doorway , arms crossed , gaze locked onto you. ‘i really don’t. i haven’t even done anything ..’ the hinges of your closet door squeak slightly , revealing your rows of modest dresses.
‘that’s what every girl like you says.’ you roll your eyes as you skim through the hung up fabrics , pulling a few off the hangers. ‘so you don’t have an answer , is that it? you’re just going to let me believe he didn’t feed you with lies?’ you toss your clothing , turning to your vanity.
abby walks up behind you , firmly grabbing the back of your hair. you wince in pain , your hand tightly grabbing onto her arm.
her breath tickles your neck , sending a shiver down your spine. ‘i’d watch your mouth. this is exactly why he’s sending you away , to remove whatever has invaded your mind.’ she releases her grip , an unfamiliar sensation between your legs. your eyes become glossy , n you try to hide it by continuing to pack your things.
‘you’ve got five minutes.’ she momentarily leaves the room , waiting in the hallway. once you’ve packed what you could , you dreadfully step out n close the door behind you. you follow her down the stairs , out of the front door , n into her vintage car. she instinctively goes to open the door for you , which you scoff n do it yourself. you slide in , shutting the door harder than intended. you place your luggage by your legs , fastening your seatbelt right after.
the scent of the new leather hits your nose , which is then replaced by tobacco. as she enters the drivers side , you look out of the window , staring off into the foggy distance.
the engine rumbles , her hand switching gears. as she begins driving off , that feeling of dread settles in your heart. you know you n your father never got along , there’s no denying that. but you had never expected him to stoop this low , n god knows what would happen if you tried to escape.
♱
the drive is silent at first , your eyes glued to the endless line of trees. your focus is interrupted by the sound of a lighter , cigarette smoke filling the space between you two.
you look over , watching as abby inhales deeply , pushing the smoke out from the side of her mouth. she takes it out , tapping the ashes into the ashtray on her dashboard.
you mumble under your breath , going back to leaning against the passenger side window. ‘what was that?’ her hand guides the wheel , her head turning slightly to glance at you. ‘nothing.’ your response doesn’t please her. she abruptly pulls the car to the side of the road , putting it in neutral.
your eyes widen at the sudden stop , irritation evident on your face. she unbuckles her seatbelt n takes the cigarette out of her mouth , holding it between two fingers. ‘keep this up and i will make this a whole lot worse for you.’ you want to call her bluff , but realistically , you know she’s capable. though , you can’t help it.
‘i’m sure you would.’ a sharp , burning pain shoots up your arm , causing you to mewl. you look over , her cigarette burning into your skin. when she removes it , the skin is broken , an immediate ache following suit.
‘believe me now?’ she starts the car again , pulling out of the shoulder. you begin to cry , tears falling onto your lap. your hand covers the wound , the pain close to unbearable.
20 minutes pass n the discomfort hasn’t lessened. you build up the courage to say something , your voice broken n fragile. ‘please .. it hurts , i’m sorry- i won’t do it again . .’ your dollie eyes meet hers , n a twinge of sympathy seeps through the cracks of her facade.
‘yeah? tell me why you’re sorry.’ you look down , eyes all puffy from crying. ‘for talking back , for being insolent.’ she hums in approval , pulling over once more.
‘keep being good n i’ll treat you right.’ she slides out of the car , popping the trunk. she pulls out the first aid , walking around to your door. she opens it , placing the kit on your lap.
‘this will help.’ she takes out a cooling ointment n a bandaid , gently tending to the area. you watch her , thoughts spiralling through your head. ‘how can someone so awful be so gentle?’
when she’s finished , she closes your door n gets back in , starting the car for the final time.
the rest of the drive is surprisingly peaceful , the cold night wind hitting your face lulling you in n out of sleep. eventually , you’re awoken by a turn , the car finally coming to a stop. as you open your eyes , you’re met with a large , secluded victorian house on a large patch of land. the wrap around porch is what catches your attention first , then the stained glass windows n intricate front door.
you unbuckle your seatbelt , grabbing your luggage and stepping out. you walk slowly to the house , taking in every detail.
‘you like it?’ abby’s voice comes closer , your head nodding in response. she smiles , walking ahead of you onto the porch , keys in her hand. she unlocks the door , holding it open for you. you walk in , the interior even more fascinating.
‘this is beautiful ..’ you smile , your admiration n big , curious eyes causing a momentary shift in abby’s expression. she shakes it off , her large hands finding the hidden zipper on her robe. she unzips it , sliding the sleeves down her arms. underneath reveals a simple black long sleeve shirt , her muscles defined but the tight fabric. from her waist down , black pants sit tightly on her hips n are held with a belt that match her boots.
‘i’ll show you your room.’ her scent lingers as she walks past you , her biceps drawing your attention away from the large , breathtaking room. you snap out of your little daze n follow her up the spiral stairs , trying not to stare at the veins running down her hands.
the second floor is spacious with many rooms you know you would get lost in if you wandered too much. she stops at the door with a mounted cross n metal key hole below the handle. the rusted knob creaks slightly as she twists it , revealing your new room.
‘here you are.’ she gestures for you to walk inside , the white floral wallpaper pulling a small smile on your face. ‘it’s beautiful.’ you carry your luggage , the window covered by lace curtains casting a dim glow against your new bed.
‘you like it?’ she doesn’t try to hide her curiosity , her frame growing closer with every step she takes. ‘i do , thank you.’ you both make eye contact , n for a second , you forget about earlier. the sudden harsh gust of rain against the glass pulls redirects your thoughts , leaving an awkward n somewhat uncomfortable tension between you two.
‘i’ll let you settle in. come down for dinner when you’re done , n make sure you’re dressed modestly.’ she walks out of the room , closing the door behind her.
you sigh in relief to finally gain a short amount of space from her , taking your time as you unpack your belongings.
♱
30 minutes pass by n before you know it , dinner is already ready. abby’s voice travels from downstairs , reminding you to hurry. you fix a few strands of hair , spray a lavender scent on your neck as your father forbade you from ever using actual perfume , then you run your hands over the wrinkles on your dress. the length reaches your ankles , the sleeves made with opaque lace.
you head down the stairs slowly , not wanting to trip. the smell of the cooked meal abby prepared hits your nose instantly , your thoughts briefly drifting to the times your father never allowed your mother to make proper , healthy food.
walking through the archway to the kitchen , abby’s back is turned , sleeves rolled up , carefully putting together both plates. she holds both n turns around , meeting your gaze.
‘there you are , you look . .’ her lips curve into a smile , one that doesn’t reach her eyes. ‘i hope this is alright.’ you whisper as you look down at your dress , clasping your hands behind your back.
‘it’s perfect. have a seat.’ you sit at the end of the table , tucking your dress underneath you. you keep your hands folded in your lap , remembering that putting your elbows on the table is a form of disrespect.
‘your father taught you well.’ such maliciously worded praise , yet you give a smile as if you’re appreciative. she places your plate in front of you before sitting at the other end , steam flowing from the perfectly cooked steak.
‘thank you for cooking . . this is amazing.’ if playing nice is what will get you out of this nightmare , then that is what you’ll do. ‘thank you , it’s not much. let’s pray.’ her voice is husky , eyes shutting as she recites a long prayer of gratitude , acknowledgment , n unsettling devotion. once she is finished , she nods in approval for you to eat.
♱
the soft rain from earlier turns heavy , lightning striking across the sky. as you’re helping clean up after dinner , abby’s voice derives your attention from the plate n sponge in your hand. ‘have you ever smoked?’ with a strike of her lighter , another cigarette in her mouth is lit , the end glowing a deep orange.
she walks over , stopping uncomfortably close being you. ‘no ..’ you murmur , recoiling slightly at the reminder of the burn on your arm.
‘do you want to?’ she exhales , smoke wafting through the air. you shrivel your face slightly , earning a chuckle from her. ‘cmon , let me corrupt you a little bit.’ she teases , that same sensation approaching in your lower stomach again.
abby’s hand creeps onto your waist , her fingers digging into your skin. you place the dish you washed onto the rack before turning around to face her , struggling to breathe steadily.
‘you’re getting good at doing what you’re told.’ she moves her hand to your face , her thumb running over your lips. she takes the cigarette out of her mouth , passing it to you in a taunting way.
you hold it between two fingers , watching the smoke trail from the lit end. ‘now , bring it to your lips n inhale deeply. hold it for a few seconds , then breathe out.’ you feel intimidated , the scent alone making you nauseous.
you follow her instructions , hesitant at first. the hot tobacco hitting the back of your throat causes you to cough , the taste lingering on your tongue.
abby laughs in amusement , taking the cigarette from you n holding it in her mouth. ‘dainty little thing can’t handle it , hm?’ your cheeks flush pink , n you subtly try to change the subject.
‘it’s getting late . . i should get ready for bed. mind if i freshen up?’ you hadn’t asked out of need for permission , it was simply small talk. ‘mhm . . after you give me something.’ her response catches you off guard , your eyebrows furrowing. you try to speak , but no sound comes out. abby chuckles , shoving her cigarette into the ashtray on the countertop.
each step she takes closes the gap between you two , her eyes flashing with hunger under the dim lighting. ‘are you going to make this difficult?’ she tilts her head to the side , creepily towering over you. you shake your head in response , her smile growing wider. ‘i- i’ve never done anything like this before . .’ you mumble , your fingers playing with a loose string on your dress.
‘i know.’ her rough hand snakes around your throat , forcing you to look up at her. your lips part , a quiet whine escaping you. ‘just let me touch you , hm? i want to see what other noises i can pull out of you.’ her lips meet yours , her grip on your neck tightening. you’ve never kissed anyone before , n you’re a bit unsure of yourself.
as she pulls away , a line of saliva connects between you two before breaking n sticking to your chin. ‘turn around , hands on the counter.’ you freeze for a moment , the sudden shift in her demeanour creates a chill within the room. you snap out of it , quickly obliging to her demand.
her hands grope your waist again , roughly pulling your hips toward her , your back arching at the motion. her fingers dig into the fabric of your dress as she lifts the skirt , revealing your white panties n the damp spot that’s growing more n more every second.
‘dirty little thing , enjoying this a little too much , huh?’ her words make you squirm , absentmindedly pushing yourself further into her. she chuckles , her dominant hand finding it’s way over your clothed cunt. you whimper at the feeling , soaking yourself more n more despite her barely touching you.
‘needy girl.’ she slides your panties down agonizingly slow , your slick coating your cunnie. abby groans as she slides her middle finger through your folds , her mind swirling with dark scenarios of other ways she could vitiate you.
she slowly pushes her way inside , your whines turning into mewls. it’s twisted the noises she’s making in response to the sight of you , watching your hole tighten around just one finger. ‘look at you . . can barely take it.’ her gentle pace turns rough within seconds as you adjust , your legs shaking slightly as you try to hold yourself up.
her non-dominant hand reaches around to your mouth , two fingers shoving past your lips. your whimpers muffle , her attention moving from your leaky hole to your aching clit. she circles around it teasingly , chuckling as you babble against her fingers. drool trickles down your chin , tears welling in your eyes.
‘such a good little girl , letting me break you.’ the knot in your stomach becomes overwhelming , your muffled cries fuelling her disgusting need to push you further. ‘mmph! c-can’t-‘ she covers your mouth entirely , shoving two fingers inside you without warning.
‘shut up n take what i give you.’ your cunt makes the nastiest noises , each thrust bringing you closer n closer to the edge. your body starts to convulse , your eyes rolling back. you clench around her as you ride through your high , coating her fingers with your pretty mess.
‘mhm . . atta girl.’ she slowly pulls out , satisfied with what she had just done. ‘clean yourself up , then come down when you’re done.’ it’s pathetic the way you’re left there , dress still pushed up , your cunt sensitive n sore. you feel light headed , cheeks stained with tears. you slowly slide your panties back up n adjust your dress , quietly heading upstairs for your shower.
♱
the warm water hits your body , your mind spiraling with thoughts. you feel dirty , tainted , n apart of you feels like this is all a sick dream. yet , the other part feels excited , special , like maybe abby picked you for a reason. was it your looks? i mean , you’ve always been admired. or the fact that you’re pure n a virgin before she decided she wanted to be the one to corrupt you? either way , something inside you shifts n for a second , your feelings of hatred n resentment toward her are volatile.
♱
you hear the faint sound of music playing , the scent of tobacco n firewood hitting your nose. your hair is perfectly blow dried , n you decided on wearing a long , white frilly night gown with a satin bow sewn onto the chest.
you quietly walk down the stairs n across the foyer , stopping at the slightly ajar double door leading into the living room. you peek your head in , your attention locking onto abby’s frame. she’s standing over her desk , looking down at something. her sleeves are still rolled up , revealing her muscles. you bite your lip softly , imagining your fragile body over her lap.
the floor creaks beneath you n gives away your position , your doe eyes widening when abby notices you. ‘how long have you been standing there?’ a sense of fear washes over you , worried she’ll hurt you again if you upset her. ‘n-not long . . i- didn’t know how to- i know you wanted me down here after i finished up . .’ you cower further behind the door , barely able to look at her.
‘come in.’ you hurry inside , standing in the middle of the room. she stands up straight , narrowing her eyes. ‘i don’t appreciate you lurking. if i say do something you do it , or do i have to show you once again what happens when you don’t listen to me?’ you immediately shake your head , her steps carefully calculated as she walks around her desk.
‘no?’ she is now uncomfortably close , staring down at you , knowing it makes you uneasy. ‘n-no . . please-‘ her hand meets your face , the slap so hard that you fall to the floor. ‘hmm , i think you need a reminder.’ you hold your cheek , your eyes glossy. ‘p-please , i-i didn’t mean it-‘ you watch as she walks to her desk , pulling out her rosary from the drawer.
she walks back towards you , kneeling down n forcing you onto your stomach. she roughly pulls your hands behind your back , looping the rosary around your wrists. she lifts your hips , moving your nightgown out of the way.
‘mmph- abby , please!’ you plead , which angers abby even more. she slaps your ass firmly , the sting making you choke on your own cries. ‘shut your mouth , begging will get you nowhere.’ she undoes her belt , the metal clinking as she slides it off. you continue to cry , face pushed into the floor , n she’s had enough of it. she puts both ends of her belt together , entirely depraved n sickly getting off to your agony.
the leather meets your skin , the sting worse than her hand. you squeal , your pleasure becoming derived from the pain. she unzips her pants , the outline of her silicone noticeably visible. she takes it out , pulling you closer to her. she guides the tip along your soaked cunnie , positions it at your entrance.
she pushes her cock inside of you , your little hole stretching around it. ‘agh! s’too- m-much . . abby . . mmph! a-abby!’ her thrusts are unforgiving , your hips smacking against hers. ‘that’s too bad. no longer the pure , innocent thing you were before , hm?’ she digs her fingers into your flesh , grunting at your struggle to take all of her.
‘nobody’s going to want you when they find out how much of a whore you are.’ from loathing her very being to being desperate to please her , her words only drive your attraction n silent need to be used in this way. ‘m’ getting c-close . .’ your voice cracks , a milky ring forming around her cock as she continues pounding into you.
‘yeah? you need it so bad huh?’ the condescending tone is what tips you over the edge , babbling as you reach yet another high. ‘ngh- mmph!’ she slows down before pulling out of you , cum dripping down your thigh. ‘dirty slut.’ she mumbles , grabbing your arm n pulling you onto your knees.
your hair sticks to your face , cheeks all pink n wet. your eyes are heavy n glossy , lips bruised n coated with drool. her fingers curl around your hair , tilting your head back. ‘use that pretty mouth for something other than begging.’
you part your lips , tongue sticking out slightly. she moves the tip to your mouth , watching you slowly lap up the mess you made on her. ‘you can do better than that.’ she shoves your head further onto her , grunting at the gurgles n muffled moans you’re letting out.
‘you’re so pathetic , my own personal fuck toy.’ you look up at her , bobbing your head up n down. she bites her lip , her grip around your hair loosening. her roughness turns to something more gentle , her thumb rubbing against your cheek.
‘that’s it , you’re doing so good.’ her praise seems genuine , n you feel even more obligated to please her. as she hits the back of your throat over n over , the base of the strap creates friction against her throbbing clit. she tries to hide her noises with breathless groans , but it’s not use.
‘mhm- keep doing that . .’ she guides your head further , hissing as she makes eye contact with you. ‘cmon . . impress me , i know you want to.’ you move your head faster , giving her the right amount of touch to reach her climax. she throws her head back , shoving you completely onto her as her hips buck.
‘mm- fuck . .’ as she pulls away from your mouth you gasp softly , lips glistening with spit. she fixes herself , looping her belt through her pants. when she’s finished , her hand cups your face again , eyes meeting yours. ‘stand up.’ her tone isn’t kind , but it isn’t harsh either. as you stand , your legs wobble , her arm catching you. she removes the rosary from your wrists , placing it on her desk.
‘a-abby ..’ you whisper , her attention turning back to you. ‘i don’t want to go back.’ you’re wrapped around her finger , blinded by the physical n psychological torture she’s inflicted on you. ‘is that right?’ you nod , unable to imagine a life without feeling wanted n ‘cared for.’
‘well then , i can make that happen. though , we have to work on your obedience. like i said , if you’re good; i’ll treat you right.’ she leans down , pressing her lips against yours. ‘thank you . .’ your voice small , your arms wrapping around her. for a moment , she’s unsure of what to do. instinctively , she reciprocates the same action , pulling you close to her. ‘i will figure everything out.’ she hums , trying her best to reassure you despite her apathy.
you play out the scenario of heading back home , your father using you as his personal punching bag , your mom too weak to ever stand up for you. it terrifies you , n you know deep down that this is the better option. you devote each day with abby as a reminder to be good , because when you’re good , she treats you like the princess your father used to tell you that you were. n as the days stretch on , n although abby still hurt you when you made mistakes , you were ‘happy’ . . n that’s all that matters , right?
˓ 𝑐𝑤 ﹕ praising , degrading , fingering , humiliation (?) , thigh riding , implied size difference , lady is controlling .
˓ 𝑤𝑐 ﹕ 1.3k
˓ 𝑎𝑛 ﹕i am so sorry this took forever for me to complete . . life has been quite busy lately n i haven’t had time . . this is also barely proofread so if there is mistakes i will fix them in the morning cause it’s 1 am . . anyways i hope you guys enjoy ^.^ also yes i know lady cannot necessarily take her gloves off due to her retractable claws but like whatever !!!!!
˓ 𝑠𝑑𝑡 ﹕ @dolirust silent hill 2 tomorrow . . james is not safe
lady’s obsession with you is anything but normal , her need for control growing more n more intense with every passing second.
it started with simple things like opening doors for you , tying your laces , n insisting on curating the perfect meals for you.
overtime , it escalated into a dark , unsettling kind of devotion. treating you like you’re a fragile little toy , setting you on her thigh while she dolls you up. when things don’t go her way , she’s rough , urgent for perfection . . it fuels a desire within you that you didn’t know you had.
‘look up , darling , i don’t want your mascara smudging.’ her large hand squeezes your face , pushing your lips into a pout. ‘such a good little thing.’ she praises , quietly amused by how easily you blush.
it’s a ritual for her , n you’re the only thing that keeps her sane.
♡
the warmth of the fireplace crackling brings you familiar comfort , your fingers flipping through the pages of your favourite book. it’s a brutal winter , the large windows covered in thick ice.
lady has ordered you stay in your shared room , shouts n laughter echoing throughout the halls. the large grandfather clock ticks quietly , reminding you of her absence.
you hate when she goes hours without giving you attention , especially when you can hear her in the other room.
you close your book , sliding off the large bed. your gaze moves to the walk-in closet you share with her , an idea popping up in your pretty little head. you walk over , opening the white doors lined with intricate golden details.
lady made sure that everything is coordinated by style , making it much easier for you to navigate. you run your hands across the hung-up clothing , moving through each section. causal , formal , seasonal , sleepwear , until you finally land on your selection of lingerie.
you spend well over an hour trying on each one , throwing every piece you don’t like until a pile forms. your eyes light up at the white babydoll dress , lace n ruffles lining the edges. you take it off the hanger , laying it over your arm. you grab matching lace panties before walking behind the antique paravent to change , tossing the outfit lady had picked out for you earlier to the side.
you stand in front of the large mirror mounted to the wall , adjusting a few strands of hair. your thoughts start racing with possibilities of what she might say , how she will react , n what she might do.
you walk back into the bedroom , stopping by the door. you open it slowly , peaking your head out. you hear her walking through the foyer , her heels filling the silence. she walks up the stairs with poise , despite being irritated with something , or someone , n you take the chance to walk out of the room pretending you don’t see her.
with each step you sway your hips , playing the clueless little girl has always been your strong suit. ‘well , well. n what do we have here?’ you turn to face her , tilting your head in confusion. ‘hm?’ she walks closer to you , becoming taller n taller with every step.
‘oh don’t act naive.’ she tuts. you bite your lip , looking everywhere but at her. the sudden grip on your wrist makes you whine , the leather of her gloves cool against your skin. ‘you think you’re being cute , is that it?’ she laughs , amused at the way you’re squirming against her.
‘mmph! n-no . .’ it’s tragic how easily you lost your confidence. ‘such a pathetic little thing , always wanting my attention.’ she abruptly drags you back into the bedroom , a grin tugging at the corner of her lips.
she closes the door n locks it , letting go of you. she moves past you with elegance , the scent of roses , tobacco , n blood radiating off of her. she sits down , pouring a glass of her sanguis virginis.
‘come here.’ you practically trip over yourself , stopping in front of her with nervousness. you watch as she brings her favourite crimson wine glass to her mouth , blood coating her already red lips.
she places the glass on the table before sitting up n leaning forward , grabbing your face with her hand. you flinch , avoiding eye contact. she narrows her eyes , swiftly grabbing you n putting you over her lap.
you whine , wiggling as you try to escape her. she slides her black leather gloves off , placing them on the side table. she lifts the edge of your lingerie up , revealing your lacy panties n exposed skin.
‘mm!’ your pretty noises become more desperate , n she wants to push you further. ‘such a brat.’ her hand lands firmly on your ass , the pain pulling a squeal out of you. ‘ngh! mmf’please . .’ her laugh catches you off guard , her thumb pushing up against the damp fabric that’s covering your leaky hole.
‘mm- m’sorry-‘ another slap cuts you off , then another , then another , until you’re eventually a sobbing marked up mess. ‘since you couldn’t be a good little thing n listen , you’re going to have to make it up to me.’ she slides your panties down your thighs , your soaked cunt catching the dim light. ‘look at you , so desperate.’
she soothes your reddened skin briefly , not wanting to go too far n hurt you. ‘every-time you’re close , i will count down from 10. if you cum before i reach 0 , i will make you cum again.’
she doesn’t wait for your approval , her hands moving your thighs apart.
her middle finger slides through your wet slick , finding your twitching clit. she applies the perfect amount of pressure , whimpers leaving your lips at the much needed friction.
‘awh , does that feel good?’ she teases , your desperate nods making her chuckle again. she quickens her pace , loving the control she has over you. ‘so small n easy , can do whatever i want with you.’
‘n you’re such a needy little thing , so eager for my touch.’ you can feel the knot forming in your lower stomach , your hips grinding against her hand as you get closer n closer. ‘ngh- s’close-‘ you choke out , drool coating your chin.
‘ten , nine , eight , seven . .’ you try to hold it , but you fail miserably. your body shakes as you reach your high , your mess coating her hand. ‘hm , how pathetic.’ her two fingers slamming into your hole make you mewl , the pace too quick to get used to. ‘mmph! s’too much- ngh!’ you try to reach for her arm , which earns another slap on your already sore skin.
‘that’s too bad.’ she hits your sweet spot over n over , your eyes rolling back. your cunnie makes the nastiest noises , the pretty mess you made dripping down your inner thighs. ‘taking me so well . . god you’re so tight.’ she hums , enjoying every second of watching you struggle on her lap.
‘m’close again- n-no , m’ sorry- please-‘ you beg for her to stop , tears running down your cheeks as she begins counting again.
‘ten , nine , eight , seven , six , five . .’ it’s too much , n once again , you can’t hold it. she pulls her fingers out before you can properly ride out your high , your whimpers n desperate babbles are music to her ears. ‘mmhm , i know.’ she coos , pulling you up from over her lap n placing you on her thigh.
‘impress me.’ you straddle her thigh , wincing at how sensitive you are. you struggle to hold yourself up , still shaky from your last high. you begin grinding against her , your hips moving in a rhythmic pattern. her hand steadies you , fingers digging into the flesh of your hip.
‘that’s my girl.’ your puppy eyes meet hers , mouth slightly open. ‘mm- feels s’good . . ’ your words are breathy , n followed by soft whines. ‘better hold it this time.’ you nod , wanting so badly to make her proud.
her hand guides you to speed up , heat in your stomach signalling you’re almost there for the third time. you give her a look that says everything she needs to know , her eyes locked onto you as she counts once more.
‘ten , nine , eight , seven , six , five , four , three , two . . one , zero.’ you allow yourself to let go when she is finished , your small body collapsing against her.
she laughs softly , fingers finding your hair. ‘i’m so proud of you bunnie.’ she whispers , scooping you up. ‘let’s run a bath , shall we?’ you nod , feeling butterflies in your tummy at the way she looks down at you. ‘i love you so much babydoll . .’ she kisses your cheek , leaving a perfect lipstick mark. ‘i love you too.’ ♡ ୧
@sweetcreamery10 here is the fic ! i am so sorry for how long it took to write :<
˓ 𝑐𝑤 ﹕ minors dni ! wolf!sevika , bunny!reader , petplay , praising n degradation , strap n vibrator usage , overstim , needy n desperate reader , breeding n being in heat mentioned . .
˓ 𝑤𝑐 ﹕ 1.2k
˓ 𝑎𝑛 ﹕ do i wanna be reader or sevika . . hm i think both pls ! this fic is very important to me cause this is literally me in both forms - also this isn’t entirely proofread i just did this for fun cause hm ya AND i just dropped one hundred!!!! dollars on contacts for me n my dollie , n there’s a bunny skin in outlast i rlly rlly want . . pfft ;< somebunny act this out with me rn !!
˓ 𝑠𝑑𝑡 ﹕ @dolirust
bunnie , that’s what sevika calls you.
everyone says that bunnie n wolf hybrids could never get along , that prey n predators have nothing in common. that’s until sevika met you , n something in her changed.
she adored you the moment she laid her eyes on you. oh how she loves your little ears , the way they perk up whenever there’s a loud noise . . n your baby pink nose that twitches whenever you’re excited , how you give her the biggest doe eyes when you want something . . you’re very easy to please.
well , thats until breeding season comes around , then you’re rarely ever satisfied.
every time you’re in heat , it’s always the perfect time for hunting. sevika will be out for almost all hours of the day , leaving you in the secluded wood cabin hidden by trees n vines , all alone.
♡
you knew by your hyper-receptiveness that it was happening , n you desperately needed any kind of relief.
sevika was gone , n she more than likely wouldn’t be back until nightfall.
it started with simply rubbing your thighs together , but it wasn’t enough.
you moved to using your fingers , circling over your aching clit repeatedly. you came a few times , but it didn’t fulfill that growing desire in the pit of your stomach.
your little whimpers n cries filled the room as you continued touching yourself , begging like a pathetic little thing for sevika to come back.
you were useless without her , n you didn’t know how much longer you could wait for her return.
♡
the sun had already set , n there you were , on the bed , ass up , hand between your thighs. your little bunnie tail twitched as you chased your high , tears n whines soaking into the blanket beneath you.
you didn’t even hear sevika walk through the door , her boots thumping against the wooden floorboards.
the bedroom door was unknowingly wide open , giving her a perfect view of you the little show you’re putting on.
‘someone couldn’t wait f’me.’ she leans against the doorframe , her voice making you freeze. you’ve always been so timid n shy , so easily startled you can barely move.
you pull your wet hand away from your throbbing cunt , sitting up slowly to look at her.
‘awh baby , look atchu.’ she walks over , her thick finger hooking underneath your chin. you throw your arms around her , nuzzling into her chest. she smells of wood , cigars , n animal blood , something you’ve grown used to.
‘does my bunnie need to be taken care of?’ your big eyes meet hers , giving her the most desperate nods in response. she chuckles , signalling for you to lie down. you oblige , your obedience fuelling sevika’s desire even more.
her hands meet her belt , the metal clinking as she undoes it. you can see the silicone pushed against her stomach through her boxers , the sight making you even more hot n bothered.
she pulls you to the edge of the bed , lifting up your oversized shirt to give her more access. you’re soaked n sensitive , slick sticking to your thighs.
‘such a desperate little bunnie huh?’ you whine softly , watching her through those glossy eyes of yours. she slides her boxers down , her cock resting in her hand. little noises escape from you as you forgot how big she is , n you wonder if you’ll even be able to take it.
she leans forward , shoving two fingers into your throat. you choke , tears already pricking your dollie eyes. ‘that’s it , atta girl.’ you mumble against her , drool pooling at the corners of your lips.
when she knows you’ve had enough , she pulls them out. your spit trails from your lips to her fingers , her hand then stroking the silicone. once it’s wet enough , she guides it across your pretty cunnie , rubbing the tip through your folds n tapping it against your clit.
‘mmph!’ you whine , feeling your little hole tense before she’s even entered you. she’s amused by your soft cries , knowing you’re needing her to breed you so bad.
‘you gonna be good n take the whole thing?’ how pathetic you are nodding so quickly. she chuckles , lining up the tip with your leaky hole. she slowly slides it inside of you , groaning as if she can actually feel it. you mewl as you feel yourself stretch around her , your tummy bulging with her size.
‘fuck . .’ she hums , beginning to thrust into you at a slow pace. she immediately hits your sweet spot , your eyes rolling back as you babble n whine. ‘ngh- mmph . .’ she could listen to you all day , watching you get progressively more dumbed out on her.
‘listen to you , so fuckin’ whiny.’ she picks up speed , ramming into you harder n faster with every passing second. her hand pushes down on your tummy , pulling a squeal out of you. ‘yeah? takin’ all of me so well. my little fuck toy , so easy f’me.’
‘mm- s’too much! mmf . . s-sensitive ..’ your hand holds onto her arm , n her grip around your is hips tight. ‘you can take it , you’re gonna fuckin’ take it.’ her thumb moves to your clit , applying the perfect amount of pressure. you squirm n whine underneath her , the knot in your lower stomach increasing with every thrust.
you’ve been waiting all day for this , so you’re not surprised with how quickly you’ve reached your peak. ‘mmph! m’gonna- cum . . p-please!’ your pleas mix with pretty sobs , your tear soaked cheeks catching the dim light. she hums in approval , groaning as you tighten around her. ‘such a good fuckin girl . .’ you shake n writhe as you ride out your high , soaking her length with your cute little mess.
she pulls out of you slowly n you whine in protest , giving her that precious look you give when you want n need something. ‘naughty little bunnie. never satisfied , hm?’ you shake your head , nose twitching as you bat your eyelashes.
‘hm.’ her large arms swiftly turn you over , pulling your ass up. you let out a little whine , your face pushed into the soft duvet. you hear her rustling around behind you , but you know better than to peek.
‘since you’re such a desperate little thing , you’re gonna use this.’ you look over your shoulder , eyes widening when you see the vibrator. you hum warily with a nod , taking it from her hand. ‘highest setting.’ you feel intimidated by that , but you’re so eager to be fucked till you can’t even think that you simply ignore it.
you spread your legs a little further apart , positioning the toy against your twitching clit. sevika finds her way back inside you , fingers dug into your hips. you turn on the vibrator , clicking twice to the highest setting. your eyes roll back , legs already beginning to shake again.
‘ngh! mmph!’ you drool n babble at the overstimulation , feeling more n more full with every harsh thrust. ‘mhm . . god you’re so tight.’ she groans , chuckling to herself as she fits her entire length inside your dripping little hole.
‘s’much- i- mmph . . agh!’ you’re already fucked senseless , your brain all foggy. ‘awh , my pretty bunnie is all dumbed out already huh?’ you nod , your cotton tail flicking as you reach that addicting high. ‘mmh- s’close . . c-can’t!’
you orgasm for the second time , eyes crossing n legs shaking as sevika helps you ride it out. ‘i- can’t . .’ you whine , which prompts her to pull out. she takes the vibrator from you , shutting it off. ‘you feel better?’ she rubs your thigh , stepping away for a moment to put everything away.
when she’s done , she pulls your shirt back down before gently scooping you up , tucking loose strands of hair behind your ear. ‘mmhm . .’ you hum , nestling against her chest. ‘let’s get my bunnie all cleaned up , hm? then i’ll make you your favourite dinner.’ you smile , holding onto her while she tends to you like the perfect little bunnie that you are.
˓ minors pls dni ! i hope this gets to the right side of tumblr . .
˓ 𝑐𝑤 ﹕ crazy n obsessive ex gf jinx , femme!reader , stalking , kidnapping , forceful drug use , cnc , implied noncon , knife n blood play , hair pulling , fingering , slapping , bruising , spit , praising , degradation . .
˓ 𝑤𝑐 ﹕1.7k
˓ 𝑎𝑛 ﹕ i apologize for how long this took to finish . . my sleep schedule is wack , finally got my ipad so i have been drawing lots n ugh there’s so much drama going on . . anyways , i really hope this is okay n i did proofread but it is 1 am so if there’s spelling n grammar mistakes i will fix it in the morning !
˓ 𝑠𝑑𝑡 ﹕ @dolirust missing uuuuu !!
leaving your old town was the only decision you could make to escape your past , to escape her.
a fresh start was something you craved , n this gloomy , desolate place seemed like the perfect fit.
you started to adjust to this new life. a new job , picking up old hobbies , decorating what you thought would be your forever home.
n although you were happy , you never quite felt safe. since you arrived you’ve always been on high alert. checking over your shoulder when you’re walking alone , sticking to large crowds in open settings , testing each lock on your doors n windows before bed , staying private on all social media.
‘there’s no way she’ll find me . .’ you told yourself , n you believed it.
♡
your shift ran way longer than expected , the streets empty n quiet. the tall lamps flicker , barely illuminating the darkened sidewalks.
you’re wearing a skirt n sweater paired with thigh highs n boots. you didn’t plan on leaving this late , n it’s much colder than before.
you look down at your phone , headphones on , completely oblivious. thinking back on it now , you should’ve been more careful.
you decide to take a shortcut to your neighbourhood through a poorly lit alleyway. as you walk , you try to ignore your gut feeling that something is wrong.
it’s murky , industrial pipes creaking above your head. fog hovers low above the ground , obscuring the muddy puddles hidden beneath the mist.
an abrupt , loud crash snaps your head around , your heart rate immediately picking up. you stumble backwards , keeping your gaze locked on the shadows where the noise came from.
blind to your surroundings , your back suddenly collides with something , someone. you turn , eyes widening. ‘m so sorry!’ you sense something isn’t right , n it doesn’t help that you can’t see whoever you’ve just run into.
‘i- i didn’t mean to bump into you . . i think there’s something-‘ you’re cut off by a sharp pain that spreads through your neck , your vision blurred , words slurring , then everything goes black.
♡̶
a pounding sensation behind your eyes slowly lulls you out of the groggy state you were forced into , your arms n legs bound together.
you look around the room , trying to figure out where you are. you’re in some abandoned building by the shattered glass , piles of filth , n vandalized concrete walls.
‘mmph . .’ you whine , wiggling against the restraints. your wrists are sore , the rope cutting into them.
‘you’re finally awake.’ your heart drops , you recognize that voice from anywhere. she steps into view , her long braids swaying with every step.
‘j-jinx . . ?! n-no .. please- why are you doing this ?’ you whispered , those unsettling neon pink eyes of hers meeting yours. she leans down , a smug smirk tugging at the corner of her lips.
‘don’t you get it?’ her finger traces along your jaw. you flinch n pull away , goosebumps rising up your neck. her hand grips the back of your hair , forcing you to look at her. ‘we’re meant to be together.’
you wince , holding back tears. ‘let me go.’ you mutter , sounding more like a beg than a demand. she chuckles , pulling her knife out of her pocket.
‘i’m gonna give you a 2-minute head start to run from me.’ the blade pushes between the rope , freeing your hands. ‘n when i catch you , i’m gonna use you in every way i please.’ the binds around your ankles fall which prompts jinx to move aside , then she slowly begins counting.
‘one , two , three , four . .’ you can barely process what she’s just said as you struggle to stand up , the side effects of whatever drug she gave you making you feel dizzy n confused. you push through it , hurrying out of the room quickly. her voice echoes as you start to run down the long hallway , glass shards cracking underneath you with every step.
you turn the corner , another long hallway. you hear her crazed laughter , you know she’s coming. almost all the doors are boarded up , debris blocking the stairs.
‘mm- shit!’ you frantically look around searching for an escape to get away from her.
a half-open door catches your eye n you hurry inside , closing it behind you. you’re met with concrete stairs , unsure of where they lead. but you go down them , her footsteps only getting closer.
‘can’t wait to catch you.’ she giggles. she’s moving quicker , clearly using shimmer to her advantage.
you’re met with yet another dark hallway , a red light flashing every few seconds. you continue to run , your legs feeling weak.
the lack of light causes you to trip , falling down onto your stomach. you crawl forward , desperately trying to get up , but she catches up to you , hovering over you like the prey that you are.
‘hm! that was fun , i win.’ she forces your hands behind your back , tying them together with that same rope from before. it stings , the skin still raw. she roughly grabs you , dragging you to your feet. she leads you further down the hall . . n her grip on your arm is so tight you know it’ll leave a bruise.
‘knew you’d go this way , made sure you would.’ it’s sadistic how much she’s enjoying this , n you’re starting to feel hopeless.
‘p-please . . don’t-’ you whine , which earns you a chuckle in response. ‘i told you , i’d have my way with you whether you like it or not.’
as you turn the corner , she unlocks one of the doors with a key. she shoves you inside , closing it behind her.
her body pushes against your back , pinning you against the wall. your little whimpers are music to her ears , her hands lifting your skirt.
‘mmph- jinx . .’ she runs a finger over your clothed cunt , chuckling at the damp spot. ‘you’re enjoying this , huh?’ you want so badly to deny it . . but the thrill of her chasing you , tying you up . . you nod , looking at her with puppy eyes.
she slides your panties down , your slick sticking to your inner thighs. ‘look atchu , so fucking pathetic.’ she taunts , her fingers finding their way between your folds.
‘mmh . .’ you wiggle your hips against her fingers , trying to gain any kind of friction. ‘so eager.’ she pulls out her knife , your doe eyes widening at the sight. she moves the handle to your mouth , titling her head.
‘open , get it nice n wet for me.’ you part your lips , tongue swirling around the hilt. ‘just like that.’ drool spills from the edges , clinging to your chin as you continue coating her knife with your spit.
when she’s satisfied , she removes it slowly , muffling a groan with a smile. her free hand pulls your waist toward her , your face still pushed against the cement wall.
‘hmph- what’re you doing . .’ she loves your confused whines , lining up the handle with your leaking hole. ‘just shut up n take it.’ she slams it inside you , making you mewl. ‘ngh! f-fuck!’
she holds the blade in her bare hand , letting it cut into her skin. ‘yeah? god look at you . .’ blood drips from her hand onto the ground , staining her skin.
‘agh! y-you’re- bleeding . . mmph!’ you knew she was crazy , but this was a whole other level. ‘mhm . . feel good?’ you nod quickly , trying so desperately to hold yourself up.
‘ngh- m’ so- need . . mm!’ your pleas turn into babbles , n jinx is quite amused. ‘what do you need , hm?’ her free hand squeezes the skin on your ass before leaving a painful slap. ‘hmmph! m’ feels s’good- mmmh ..’ she chuckles , hand meeting your skin again. ‘know you need it , know you’ve been thinking of me since you left.’
you hate that she’s right. ‘mmph- n-no . . i- haven’t ..’ it’s pathetic how you try to lie while letting her use you in any way she wants. ‘hmm . . don’t lie to me.’ she slaps your ass again , the impact more intense than the last.
‘admit it.’ you wince , tears pricking your eyes. ‘ngh- m’ sorry- i have . . been-‘ you choke out , cutting yourself off with your choked up moans. ‘hm? you’ve been what?’ she slows down , that feeling you’re so needy for disappearing.
‘p-please! mmh!’ you squirm , voice cracking. ‘you’ve been what?’ she repeats herself , digging her nails into your hip. ‘been thinking about you . . everyday- i need you , p-please .. please-‘ she resumes fucking your little hole , those wines n babbles of yours filling the room again.
‘m- m’gonna cum . . mm! please-‘ she doesn’t stop , humming in approval as she kisses your arm. your cunt makes the nastiest sounds , forming a milky ring at the base of the handle. your legs begin to shake , that pretty mess of yours dripping down her knife. ‘fuck . .’ she groans , pulling it out of you agonizingly slow.
your chest moves up n down rapidly , eyes feeling heavy. ‘did so good for me . .’ she muffles your whimper with a kiss , n you feel her smile against you. when she pulls away , you whine in protest.
‘shh , be patient.’ she brings her knife to the rope around your wrists once more , slicing it through. your arms ache from being in that position for so long , the pattern indented on your skin.
you immediately turn your focus on her , hands cupping her face as you kiss her again. she drops her knife , the metal clinking against the floor. her bloody hand snakes around your neck , tongue invading your mouth.
she tugs on the bottom of your sweater , lifting it over your head. she slides her hands to your tits , smearing blood over your lacy bra.
‘i’ve fucking missed you-‘ she groans , kissing down your body while leaving bite marks here n there. she eventually gets on her knees , looking up at you with hunger n desperation in her eyes.
her hands hold both of your hips , positioning herself perfectly between your legs. she laps at your sweetness , her whines muffled by your pretty little cunt.
‘ngh- mmhm! d-don’t stop , mmh . . please-‘ you subconsciously grind against her mouth , your head thrown back. she had no plans on stopping. infact , she wanted to see how far she could push you.
she knows you’re getting close again , you’ve always been so easy. the knot in your stomach is overwhelming , your fingers tangled in her hair. ‘m’gonna cum again- mmph .. shit- ngh!’ you sob as your orgasm crashes through you , tears streaking down your pink cheeks.
you’re shaky , mascara smudged. jinx stands up , wiping her mouth with the back of her hand. ‘you can’t get rid of me . . you know that , right?’
‘mmhm . .’ you nod , knowing there’s no way out of this. and honestly ? you don’t want it any other way. ‘good.’ she kisses your wet cheek , her thumb wiping the stray tears. ‘n if you try to leave . .’ she grabs your face , your lips pushed into a pout. you shake your head , batting your lashes at her. ‘knew you’d give up eventually.’
© @bniue . 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑝𝑦 , 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 , 𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑖 . 𝑛𝑖𝑏𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑛 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠 !
˓ 𝑐𝑤 ﹕ shower sex , r!receiving , needy ellie , pet names , praising , brief mention of s*icide , taking care of els !
˓ 𝑤𝑐 ﹕ 1.4k
˓ 𝑎𝑛 ﹕ so . . @bunnicure is officially done for sadly. really hope this blog can stay up :’( i was growing so fast on there too . . i’m so sad
˓ 𝑠𝑑𝑡 ﹕ @dolirust remember when we . . lolz!
fog crept through the trees , snow covering the ground like a white blanket. winter has always been brutal . . temperatures dropping below freezing , infected becoming more difficult to deal with , food n water stretched thin.
luckily , you n ellie have been comfortably residing in a secluded victorian house , away from all the horrific remnants of what civilization once was.
ellie has made you promise that no matter what happens , you will never step foot outside of the large fence that protects you from the outside world. she knows you’ve never quite experienced how dangerous it is , n she wants to keep it that way.
you’ve always listened to her , never doubted her judgment when it came to these things. there are many things she’s left unsaid , though you know that deep down , it tears her apart. whatever she went through , it makes sense why she is so protective of you.
‘if anything were to happen to you . . i- i don’t know what i’d do with myself.’
you remember that conversation like it was yesterday. the way her hands trembled , her eyes moved from your gaze to her rifle that lay against the wall. she knows her way out if she lost you , n it’s her biggest fear.
n the moment you two became serious , you’ve been inevitably devoted to spending whatever time you n she have together.
♡
the sky was grey , the horizon covered in thick mist. soft candles dance across the room as you wash the dishes , humming quietly to yourself. it was late , ellie was late. you try your best not to worry , knowing she’s more than likely caught up in hunting or taking down infected.
the house creaks as the wind picks up , an unsettling feeling forming in the pit of your stomach.
‘cmon els . . where are you ..’ you dry your hands on the small tea towel next to the sink , walking across the kitchen to the living room. you peak through the curtains , eyes scanning across the open field for any movement. her footprints from hours ago are long gone , the snow continuing to pile up.
you anxiously bite your lip , moving across the room to the other window. you let out a soft wince , that heavy feeling in your chest growing more intense.
you begin to feel panicked , horrible thoughts creeping through your mind. the door opening snaps you out of it , your head moving in the direction of the sound.
‘m’ home. sorry i took so long , fuckin’ scars bein’ a pain in the ass.’ she drops her backpack with a thump , looking at you with relief n solace in her pretty green eyes. you run up to her , jumping into her arms. the snow on her clothes is cold against your skin , but you don’t care. your grip on her tightens , your anxiety dissipating.
‘you had me worried sick.’ your voice cracks , her face nuzzling into your neck. ‘i know , m’ sorry baby.’
when you pull away , you notice how pink her nose n cheeks are. ‘you’re freezing . . come , let me warm you up.’ you start by removing her scarf , then her gloves. she takes off her hat , shaking the snow out of her hair.
‘your clothes are soaked . . stay here.’ you head into the laundry room , pulling out the sweatpants n hoodie from the dryer you instinctively warmed up just in case.
you walk back to her , her little shivers making your heart melt. you slide her coat off , then untie her boots. she puts her arms in front of her , allowing you to pull her hoodie off. you then remove her t-shirt , then her pants.
she’s left in nothing but her sports bra n boxers , which you nod for her to take off as well. she obliges , looking vulnerable n weak. you immediately help her put on the fresh clothes , leading her to the living room. the fire crackles , the smell mixed with the vanilla candle burning brings you both a sense of familiarity.
‘m’kay. sit here n i’ll make us some tea.’ she sits on the floor next to the fire while you grab the soft throw over blanket from the couch , wrapping it around her.
‘wait.’ you turn to look at her , her hand reaching out to grab yours. ‘missed you.’ you smile , leaning down to capture her lips in a gentle kiss. ‘i missed you , so so much.’ your thumb rubs against her cheek before pulling away , her gaze following you as you enter the kitchen.
you grab the kettle n fill it with water before turning on the stove. you let it sit , waiting for it to boil. ‘so . . what happened with the scars?’ you grab two cups n two teabags , then take sugar n honey from the cabinet.
‘they were attacking another group down in the city. was a fuckin’ blood bath , so many bodies . .’ she pauses , the flames reflecting on her face. ‘i didn’t want them to know i was there, took what i could n left.’ you know there’s more to it , but you won’t pry.
the water finally boils n you pour it into both cups. you place the kettle back on the stove then head over to where ellie is , sitting down next to her. ‘thank you , sweetheart.’
you lean your head against her shoulder , losing yourself in thought. each sip of tea is sweet , leaving a gentle taste in your mouth. her hand on your inner thigh shifts your focus , your eyes meeting hers. you chuckle , your cheeks flushing a baby pink. ‘what?’
‘m’ so lucky.’ she hums , kissing your shoulder , moving to your neck. ‘no , i’m so lucky.’ your hand meets her hair , tucking a loose strand behind her ear. ‘why don’t we go n . . wash up , hm?’ you tilt your head n she nods with a smile , one that reaches her eyes.
you both stand up , placing your half-empty cups of tea on the coffee table. she scoops you up bridal style , carrying you up the stairs. your little giggles are contagious , your arms wrapped around her neck.
she enters the bathroom , placing you down softly. she turns on the shower , letting the water warm up. as she’s doing that you grab towels from the cupboard , placing them on the sink counter. ‘alright , lift your arms up.’ you do as she says , letting her undress you. ‘god you’re so fuckin’ pretty.’ she places her hands on your waist , her thumbs grazing your delicate skin.
‘your turn , cmon.’ she pulls away , taking her hoodie n sweatpants off. you both step into the shower together , ellie’s arms entwined around you as you stand under the warm water. ‘feels so nice . .’ you whisper , closing your eyes.
ellie reaches around you and grabs the soap n your washcloth , lathering it carefully. she moves it in small circles across your back , hand on your shoulder to keep you in place. she then gets your arms , turning you around to face her. the soap slides down your chest , n she can’t help but stare.
‘need you ..’ she mumbles , she sounds so cute n pathetic. you chuckle , taking the soap and washcloth from her. you put them back , giving her your full attention. ‘that bad , huh ?’ she nods , her hands cupping your face. she kisses you , her body pressed against yours.
‘thought ‘bout you all day . .’ your back is pinned against the shower wall as she leaves little love bites on your neck , her thumb n finger finding your nipple. your little whines fill her ears , making her even more eager to make you feel good.
with her free hand , her middle finger slips between your folds , a groan escaping from her when she feels your mess. ‘fuck ..’ she runs circles on your clit , your hips bucking in response.
‘mmph!’ you hold onto her for support , your wet hair sticking to your face. her lips are still near your neck , leaving her marks on your pretty skin. ‘m-more . .’ you beg into her ear , nails digging slightly into her back.
she moves two fingers to your little hole , pushing her way inside. you whimper , adjusting to the sudden feeling. ‘so fuckin’ tight . . shit ..’ as she thrusts her fingers into your needy cunt , her thumb meets your sensitive spot once more.
‘mm! f-fuck! feels . . s’good ..’ you choke , that familiar knot slowly growing in your stomach. ‘you take me so fuckin’ well .. missed your pretty little sounds you make f’me.’ her pace quickens , fingers curling just right.
‘s’close . . ngh!’ she starts pleading in your ear , begging you to cum for her. ‘cum f’me . . need you to s’bad ..’ something about her being so desperate to make you cum sends you over the edge , your body shaking in her grasp. ‘mmph! m’ gonna cum-‘ she slows down as you ride out your high before removing her fingers entirely.
‘i love you . . love you so fuckin’ much.’ she kisses you again , the warm water starting to turn cold. ‘i love you too , so so much.’
new account . . new email n everything sigh . .
death from a broken heart
synopsis · you are her heart, her world, and she cannot bear to live without her soulmate in this sad, gloomy world.
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cw · angst, death, cait mourns her late wife, mention of suicide
pale, slender fingers dance along the neglected, dusty keys of the old piano, a melody once sweet turns haunting under the weight of her grief. her breath hitches and her heart tugs as memories play, her broken sobs echo across the dark, gloomy manner, drowning out the sweet melody she once played for her beloved wife who haunts these sad halls she once lived.
the quiet morning she still remembers, time moved far too quickly as the fever took hold of you, your skin paled, a sheen of sweat painted you and your eyes ached, bloodshot with tiredness that crept. you looked terribly fragile, like a porcelain doll teetering off the edge of a shelf and falling to it’s death.
she knew death was near but she couldn’t bear it. her soul quietly withered as you took her hand in yours weakly, a saddened smile reaching your chapped lips and your broken words echoed in her ears.
‘i am entwined with your soul, you will always feel my presence, my warmth, and love. i am ready to part from my life, i feel it, i see the light.’ you softly utter, kissing the pad of her hand gently as you shed your last tears.
those poised words you dare utter shattered her you’d never seen her so broken before, so vulnerable, least not like this anyway. it pained you to see your beloved wife mourn you before you could even pass through the light, before your heart could stop beating and before your last breath.
she remembers the way you held her, the way your arms became an asylum while she wept at your gentle, whispered lies, tracing promises into her skin that everything would be alright. at just twenty three, you became a tragedy too soon, leaving her to mourn a lifetime that never got to exist. and as your heart slows you whispered one more promise. ‘i love you forever and always my love never forget that.’
anger settles where memories blur, not at you, but cursing the thief that took you. her hands trembling, tightened into fists before crashing into the keys, the weight of your absence consumes her, and she feels the dark shadows of death creeping up to her, a death from a broken heart is how she’d die, her love and devotion are too strong she cannot live past, she cannot breathe in a world without your love, your soul.
your body lies just outside of the manner, a beautiful angel carved out of stone is used as your headstone, beautiful like you, an angel sent from the heavens now sent back. cait leaves flowers and letters for you. most of her time is spent next to your stone, not wanting to leave you alone. some may say she’s crazy, others feel sympathy for her as she mourns you. she leaves one last flower and one last letter, she cannot bear this anymore, cannot live without you. you know what happens next don’t you?
as night falls she plays one last song, she doesn’t cry, she knows what’s to come. her heart isn’t heavy anymore the weight has been lifted, she was finally going home, she was going to be in her lovers arms once more never to be apart. as the song comes to an end she pushes herself off the stool and makes her way to your shared room where she lays comfortably on the bed, next to her the nightstand holds a glass of water and a bottle of pills, you would chew her for this she knows, but at least you’ll do it when she’s home.
a death from a broken heart.
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this is just a filler post while i finish mi vamp sevika fic.
my dollie is just so talented ugh