fav movies/tv shows: AHS, B99, I now pronounce you Chuck and Larry, Wild Oats, TGLH, uhjmren i blanked
fav actresses: Jessica Lange, Sarah Paulson, Susan Sarandon, Melissa McCarthy, Jennifer Aniston, Sheri Moon Zombie, Kathy Bates, and Kyra Sedgwick, (im probably missing a few)
fav actors: Adam Sandler, Brad Dourif, David Spade, Andy Samberg, and Steve Buscemi.
fav bands and singers: Fleetwood Mac, Lana Del Rey, Elvis Presley, Taylor Swift, Lesley Gore, Poni-Tails, the Ronettes.
Synopsis: Fiona and Cordelia got into a huge argument and fiona slapped her. Now they aren’t on speaking terms. and as Fiona’s girlfriend, your gonna try to fix it
Content: I mean, nothing sexual really, maybe in my next one.
A/N: Thank my BFF addy for this fanfic because she helped me come up with it 🫧🐾🩰🐰
You walked downstairs to find Fiona smoking a cigarette on the couch. You look at the clock. 3:15AM. You sit next to her. “Fi? Why aren’t you in bed?” You ask gently. She looks over at you with those sad bunny eyes but she tries to hide it. “Cordelia isn't speaking to me. At all. I tried talking to her earlier and she walked away and pretended I wasn’t there.” She says softly. Taking a drag of her cigarette. “Babe.. Maybe you should apologize for slapping her—“ she cuts you off. “Apologize? To her? Shes the one who was acting stupid over one little thing.” She says. Her eyes going cold again. “Fiona.. Look at me.. Please..” you say. She looks back over to you. “I’m not going to make you do it but.. I just think maybe it will be good for you both. Okay?” You say gently. Caressing her cheek. Her eyes soften. “Maybe your right.. God.. You’re an Angel, you know that?” She whispers. You kiss her gently. She smiles once you pull away. Fiona Goode was never one to actually say those three words to anyone but, something about you made her never wanna stop saying it. “I love you..” she says gently. “I love you more fi.. Now come to bed with me, it’s cold.” You reply. She laughs and stubs out her cigarette and follows you to bed. Fiona being Fiona, insisted on being the big spoon. Even though you just know deep down she likes being the little spoon so when she turned over in her sleep you quickly became the big spoon
The next morning you woke up with her cuddled up to you, her once, before you met, stiff, cold body, now warm and soft. She began fluttering those beautiful brown eyes open. She smiled when she saw you. “Mm.. Good morning..” you said. “Good morning..” she replied, kissing you gently.
After a few moments of kissing you both got dressed and went downstairs. “Good morning Y/N” Cordelia said, flipping the pancake. She ignored Fiona. “Good Morning, Delia..” you replied. Fiona pursed her lips like she always does when she’s mad. You kissed her gently and it softened her a bit, that always worked on her. Fiona looked at you and remembered what you said last night, about apologizing. She sighed and walked over to Cordelia. “Delia? I’m sorry.” She says. Cordelia freezes. Sorry? Fiona Goode, sorry? She couldn’t believe it. She thought she was in a dream. “I overreacted over something stupid and I’m admitting it’s my fault and I’m apologizing. I’m sorry.” She says. She sounds.. sincere. You couldn’t believe it yourself. Your girlfriend, Fiona Goode, Sincere? You almost fainted right there. “You’re.. Sorry?” Cordelia says. “Yes. Did you not hear me the first time?” Fiona replies. Her voice becoming cold again but you give her that look and she calms down. “I’m sorry. Again. Will you forgive me now?” She says, her voice giving just a hint of coldness but mainly soft. “Yes. I will forgive you. For that.” Cordelia says. Going back to making pancakes. “What? What do you mean for that? That’s the only thing I did. Unless I sleepwalked and did something.” She says, her voice now half cold. “Yes, you apologized for slapping me, but did you apologize for abandoning me? For giving me mommy issues? I’m not just going to Forgive and Forget.” Cordelia says. Turning back to Fiona. Fiona froze. She never thought it was that big of a deal. That she had forgiven her when she came back. “I—“ Cordelia cuts her off. “Save it. I don’t want your pity anyway, mother.” She turned back to the pancakes. Fiona walked past you. Not saying a word. You followed her. She shut the door of her bedroom behind her and locked it. “Fiona? Fiona let me in..” you said. “Go away, Y/N.” She said coldly. Your heart shattered at her tone. Fiona had never been cold to you. Well, maybe once or twice when you were in a argument or before you started dating. But it had never been this cold. There was no hint of softness this time.
“Fiona.. My love.. Please. Let me in..” you said. She opened the door and let you in. Theres no soft loving look in her eyes right now. They’re just.. cold. You reach out to cup her cheek but she moves your hand away. “Don’t. Give your pity to Cordelia.” she says. Sitting on the bed and downing the glass of whiskey she had poured before you came into the bedroom. A few months into dating Fiona you made her promise not to drink anymore because you didn’t like it when people drank around you because of trauma and she swore she would never do it again. “Fiona.. You’re drinking..?” You said, sounding hurt. You saw a glimmer of realization in her eyes but she quickly went cold again. “Yes. You should know not to trust me.” She says. Pouring another glass. You take the whiskey from her and pour it out in to the sink. “Seriously Y/N? Like that’s gonna stop me—“ You cut her off by slapping her. She quickly slapped you back but then softened completely after she noticed what she had done.. “Oh my god.. Y/N.. Baby.. I’m sorry..” She says gently. “It’s okay..” you say gently.. your cheek still stinging really bad. You hugged her and that’s when she broke down. Years and years of pent up emotions just bursting out. You held her close. Feeling her tears soaking your shirt. After a few moments she calmed down and so you pulled back and wiped her tears away. “Why do you love me? I’m a wretched human being. A miserable mean goddamn bitch, I always have been.” She says, her voice breaking gently. “Because.. Fiona.. I know deep down you can be a good person you just.. you’ve been hurt too many times and you know to hold all of it down so nobody sees you as weak.” You reply. She kisses you. It gets.. heated.. very fast. Next thing you know your both already naked and on the bed.
The next morning you woke up in her arms. She was still Fiona Goode yes but, something had changed in her. The darkness you once saw, is now bright. She fluttered her eyes open gently and just smiled and kissed you. “Good morning sweetheart..” She said. Fiona Goode using a pet name? Wow.. Well now you really know something’s changed. “Good morning.. What’s up with you today?” You ask. “Nothing.” She says. Smiling. Its a real smile unlike the fake one she gives everyone. You both got dressed and went downstairs. You went to greet everyone and she went to Cordelia’s greenhouse to speak with her. After a while they both came out and.. it looked like there was a weight taken off of both of their shoulders. Next thing you know they’re laughing together about something. They hug and Cordelia goes to make breakfast. Fiona walks over. “What— what just happened?” You ask. “What do you mean?” She replied. “I mean, you and Cordelia just hugged and that’s like.. something I never would’ve expected to ever happen.” You say. She laughs. “I apologized to her for everything I had ever done and asked if I could restart over as a mother with her.” She says. Her voice calm. You almost fainted. “Fiona Goode you are a changed woman..” you mutter. She smiles and kisses you. “Thanks to you and you only. Although don’t tell everyone I’m a sap.” She says. Her voice sarcastic, as always. You laugh and kiss her gently. “Marry me.” She blurts out. You freeze. “What? What? What? What- Did you- Whhhhaaaaattt?” You say. Stuttering heavily. “Marry me, Y/N.” She repeats. “I’m.. I— I- I- I- I- Yes..” you say gently. She smiles and hugs you. Fiona has always told you she didn’t really like hugs but.. right now shes holding onto you so tight you think she might’ve lied when she said that.
A month later, it’s your wedding day. Your at the altar. Shes in a short white dress and your in a longer one. Her bridesmaids are in a dark purple color and yours are in Y/F/C. “You May now kiss the bride.” The preacher said. She grabbed your waist and kissed you. People were cheering and clapping but all you could focus on was her lips. you both broke apart after a moment. You smiled. You were finally married to the woman you love. Y/N Goode.. has a ring to it..
At the ceremony she was talking to Cordelia about something because in the last month they’ve gotten really close, you walked over. “May I have a dance with my wife?” You ask. “Yes. Yes you may.” She took your hand and you both went to the dance floor.
You can’t believe your married to this very beautiful woman.. And you can’t wait to spend the rest of your life with Her..
Synopsis: Jessica is your moms best friend, and you’ve had a crush on her for the longest time, what happens when she makes a move?
Content: Fingering, Kissing, Age Gap, Oral Fixation
A/N: I am aware it’s been so long since i last posted but I Forgor anyways tjank you #1 bff addy for making me write again I Lov you
Word Count: 1k
You walked downstairs when you heard the doorbell ring. “Coming!” You said before opening it. There she was, the woman you absolutely loved, Jessica Lange. “Hey.. Is your mom home?” She asked, god her voice is so sweet.. you could just melt listening to it. “Nope, shes out on a date. Uhm- Do you wanna come in?” You ask. She nods. you step aside, letting her in, glimpsing at her ass for a moment before looking away. You take her coat off. Your fingers brush against her shoulders, and you watch her shiver a bit. You put her coat away.
She turns around to face you. “You know, with your mom being gone right now, i thought you’d have friends over.” She says gently. “Oh- I don’t really— my best friend lives in Germany and my other best friend is 3 hours away so I am fucked there.” You laugh. “Ah.. What a shame. Well, I’ll keep you company til she comes back.” She caresses your hair. “Such a pretty girl.” She whispers. You blush lightly, shes giving you the simplest touches and yet you could still drown someone in your panties
She sits down on the couch and pats the spot next to her. You sit down. “So you have no friends that live around here? I used to be just like you, you know. So shy and awkward. My only friends were my sisters and brother. But the shyness is adorable on you.” She ruffles your hair. God, here she is talking about her life and all you can think about is her fingers inside of you..
She notices you look at her body for a moment and then back at her face. “Staring is rude, darling.” She smirks. “I- I- I- I- I wasn’t- Whaaaattt?” You say awkwardly. “It’s alright, sweet girl. Nothing to be ashamed about. You were just looking.” She winks at you, watching your cheeks flush. “So, Y/N. Do you have a boyfriend or anything?” She asks. Your eyes light up, oh my god! She’s asking if you’re dating anyone.. is this finally the time she kisses you? “No.. I’m single.” You reply and she smiles, god..shes gorgeous. “God.. why can’t she just stick her tongue down my throat already?” You think. She grabs your cheeks and right as she leans in to kiss you, your mother gets home. She lets go of you. “Y/M/N! How was your date?” Jessica says. Getting up and walking over to her. You go back upstairs and shut the door behind you. You grab your pillow and scream into it, punching it a few times. You bury your head in your hands. Gripping your hair a bit. About an hour later of you laying there regretting every life decision you’ve ever made jessica goes upstairs and knocks on your room door. “Y/N?” She says, slurring her words a bit. She’s obviously very drunk. “Come in.” You say gently. Fixing your hair and wiping your tears. She walks in and closes the door behind her. “Hey.. Listen darling. I’m sorry about earlier..” She says. Sitting on your bed. “Sorry for what?” You ask “Sorry for almost kissing you..” she replies “It was.. I shouldn’t have done it. I just turned 76, I shouldn’t be doing this with someone your age.” She continues. “I just can’t help these feelings I have when your around. I am aware about how nuts i sound.” She says, forcing out a laugh but it’s obvious there’s no humor in it “It’s fine.. it doesn’t matter.” You reply, your voice shaky almost. She moves some hair out of your face, her mind racing with so many dirty thoughts. She looks into your eyes and just mutters “Fuck it” and presses her lips to yours. Your mind goes blank. Oh. My. God. The woman you’ve loved since you were old enough to know what love was, is kissing you! She breaks it and presses her forehead against yours. “Fuck. I shouldn’t have done that. Your mother—“ you cut her off with a kiss. She grabs your waist and deepens it. She takes your shirt off and throws it into a corner. She quickly unclasps your bra with one hand, goddamn she’s experienced.. she admires your body for a moment before trailing kisses down your stomach. She unbuttons and unzips your jeans, quickly sliding them off. She kisses your thighs teasingly, Laughing when you moan frustratedly. “Patience, my girl. Patience.” She says before sliding off your panties with her teeth, you almost cum at the sight. She presses a kiss to your inner thigh before spreading your legs further than they already were. “Look At that.. so wet and I’ve barely done anything.. Such a whore..” she says, your eyes roll back just at her words. You were never one to get wet just by small things, but god, this woman can make anyone horny just by smiling at them. She gently slides a finger in, stopping your thoughts very fast
“Oh fuck!” You moan. “Language, Sweet Girl.” She says, thrusting her finger in and out of your extremely wet hole. “S-Sorry.. Mmph—“
She slides another finger in, making your eyes roll back. You moan her name and she slides two fingers into your mouth to shut you up. You suck on them while her fingers get faster and faster. She feels you suddenly clench around them. “Is my sweet girl close?” She asks. You nod. “Go ahead, cum for me.” She says. You oblige and cum almost immediately. She takes her fingers out. “Look at that.. so pretty.” She says. Licking your juices off of her fingers. She slides her fingers out of your mouth and wipes them on your blanket. She kisses you. She breaks it after a moment. “Well I suppose I should go now.” She says. Making you frown. “Ill be here tomorrow at noon.” She says. Pressing another kiss to your lips, making them tingle with want. She breaks it and moves hair out of your face before leaving.
It’s been only a minute since she left, and your already counting down the seconds until you see her again. Shes absolutely ruined you for anyone else
Synopsis: you and jess are costars. and youve had a crush on her for a while now. until now, youve controlled it just fine. but when you found out she was single, you took your chance. (this is based during the ahs days)
Content: Ranting, Making out, Mentions of Jessicas Boobs and Hands, Mentions of Sam Shepard and jessicas kids.
A/N: i was almost finished with this fic when it deleted it so i had to remake it. In conclusion this took me 2-3 hours.
you couldn’t stop thinking about her.
Her heart shaped lips, Her brown eyes, Her veiny hands..and god..her boobs. No, You cant be thinking of her like this. Shes with someone..and shes got kids and grandkids.
you get on instagram to get your mind off of things..but it just makes it worse. “Jessica Lange and Sam Shepard separated after almost 30 years!” your heart races..maybe its just a rumor. You put your phone down. burying your face in your hands. Ryan calls you. “Hello?” you say shakily once you answer. “Hey, Just to warn you, Filming might be a little late. Jessica wont leave her trailer. And she wont open up for anyone. Could you maybe get here earlier and help us get her out?” he says, sounding slightly annoyed. “Uhm.. Yeah.. Sure.” you say. You hang up and grab your car keys.
you get there within 10 minutes. Ryan walks up to you and points you towards her trailer. “Jess? Open up..” you say. “No.” she says, sounding like she had been crying. “Come on.. Please.. It might be nice to let someone in and talk to them about these problems.” You say gently. she opens the door and lets you in. closing and locking the door behind you. you sit next to her on the couch in her trailer. everything looked nice. so beautiful. And god. She looked..stunning. you didn’t enjoy seeing her like this. it hurt you.
she rants to you about sam for a few minutes. “You know, i treated him so good. I took care of him, I read his shitty works, I cleaned him up when he’d drink. I dont know why he’d cheat on me. When i read those messages, I lost it. I threw his clothes off the balcony. burned the rest of his shit. Yet i still miss him.” she looks sad, confused, and angry. you hug her. she sobs into your shoulder. “Am i not pretty enough? Is it my age? What is it!” she basically yells. “Jess.. Listen to me.. You are..The most beautiful woman in the world. And if he cant see that, Hes an idiot.” you say. she looks into your eyes. Once she sees the truth in your eyes, she kisses you. Your mind goes blank as you feel her lips on yours. You kiss her back. You never imagined her to make the first move. Your not complaining though.
She lays down and you get on top. kissing her neck. shes touch starved. You grope her boobs. She moans. “Ohhh.. Oh thats it.. I haven’t been touched like this in years.” she whispers. “When was the last time sam touched you?” you ask while sliding her dress off. “…atleast 5 years. maybe more. I lost count.” she says gently. you kiss her. Unclasping her bra and sliding her panties off. “God your beautiful..” you break the kiss and admire her. “You think so?” she asks “I know.” you reply. She blushes a bit. you kiss down her body
you lick a stripe up her dripping slit before going right in, eating her out like she was your last meal. She moans and tangles her hands in your hair. You hold her hand with one hand, and with the other you caress her thigh. She adores the attention your giving her. You suck on her clit. “F-Fingers.. Use your fingers baby..” she says. you slide a finger in. Shes extremely tight and warm, which you expected. “Ohhh fuck..” she moans. you thrust your finger gently, afraid that your gonna hurt her. “Add another finger baby..” she moans. you slide another finger in. She moans, Smiling. “Thats it..” she purrs a bit. “Im close baby..” she moans. “Cum for me.” you say while continuing to scissor your fingers in her. She cums on your fingers. You take them out and lick the cum off of them.
She pulls you up and kisses you. she breaks the kiss and smiles. “How about i take you out tonight hm?” she asks. “That should be the other way around—“ she cuts you off with a kiss. she breaks it. “No. It shouldn’t. I wanna take you out. Come on babe.” she pouts. “Fine.” you say. She smiles. “Alright Ill pick you up at 8:30.” “Okay.” you smile.
8:30PM
She knocks on your door. “One second!” you yell from upstairs. she fixes her lipstick. Making sure she looks good. Which it’s impossible for her not to look good. shes wearing a grey dress with matching high heels. You open the door in a little black dress, red lipstick, and high heels. She gasps a bit. “You look.. So beautiful.” she says. “So do you..” you reply. she grabs your hand and brings you to the limo outside. she opens the door for you. once your in the car she pours you a glass of champagne. you smile at her. “Thank you.” you say. Once you get to the restaurant she brings you inside. Once inside, you noticed she rented it out. “I didn’t want anyone to interrupt us.” she says. pulling out a chair for you. a waiter comes in and pours two glasses of wine. she takes a sip. “You look great tonight jess.” you say. she smiles a bit. “You’re just saying that to be nice.” she waves a dismissive hand at you. “I mean it. your stunning.” you reply. “I can see this working between us.” she says. “You can?” you ask. “I can.” she smiles.
After dinner, she brings you home. Just as your about to get out of the limo, she kisses you. you melt almost instantly. kissing her back. she breaks the kiss after a minute. “I love you..” she whispers. you dreamed about this happening. But you never expected it to really happen. “I..I love you too..” you whisper gently. “Ill see you tomorrow?” she asks. “Why dont you come in with me?” you ask. she smiles and follows you inside. You spent the whole night cuddling, talking, and kissing, until you fell asleep in her arms. “My baby..” she whispers before falling asleep. You wouldn’t have it any other way
synopis:you and jessica had new years party. and to bring in 2025, you and jessica kiss
content: small fic, kisses, hugs, new years party
A/N: happy new year darlings! enjoy this short fic!
everyone was laughing and drinking. you and jessica were hugging in a corner. you were both oh so drunk. “Theres nobody id rather be celebrating with baby” she said. “You are the sweetest..” you reply. she kisses your forehead. and then the countdown starts. “5, 4, 3, 2, 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR!” everyone yells. she kisses your lips immediately. you kiss for atleast a minute before breaking it for air. and then she kisses you again. “I can’t wait to make love to you.” she said. “Jess!” you giggle. “Its true sweetie!” she laughs. you kiss again. and again. and after an hour everyone leaves and she kisses you and gently lays you on the couch. theres confetti and glitter everywhere. “I love you.” she whispers. “I love you too..” you say with a smile.
synopsis: you and fiona broke up 5 months ago because she cheated. but since you and cordelia were always close, she invited you to her wedding. and you had no idea fiona would be there.
content: arguing, name calling, drinking, dancing, makeup sex, getting back together
A/N: i was listening to jeff buckley and thought of an amazing idea for a fic!! fiona my beloveddd they couldnever make me hate youu!!
Fiona sits next to you. “Funny seeing you here.” she says. “Why did she invite you.” you mumble. “Well i am her mother.” she says, running her fingers through her straight blonde hair. “Yeah but she practically hates you.” you say. “Shut up y/n.” she says. “What are you gonna do? Use your powers on me?” you say. crossing your arms. “Maybe i will.” she whispers. you open your mouth to argue but instead bit your tongue. the ceremony starts. Cordelia looks beautiful in a white dress. Fiona has an expression on her face..pride? no, it cant be. Fiona Goode is only proud of herself. after the ceremony, your drinking already. Fiona walks over and gets a martini. “You hated drinking.” she says “Well a cold hearted bitch who ripped my heart out will not leave me alone.” you hissed. she pursed her lips for a moment. “I wouldn’t say i ripped your heart out..” she muttered. “Then what would you say, Fiona.” you replied. “Im sorry. For cheating on you. It was a mistake.” she stated. “Sorry? I caught you in our bed with some man, who by the way, was the ugliest thing i had ever seen.” you snapped. she sighed. “Baby i didn’t mean to hurt you. I was drunk.” she muttered again. “When are you not drunk.” you laughed, the sound music to her ears. “I wouldn’t say im a complete drunk.” she joked. “I would.” you whispered. “Darling?” she asked. “What..” you replied. “Can i have this dance?” she asked. You hesitated for a moment but nodded. She looked marveled. she smiled and took your hand and brought you to the dancefloor. you slow danced. you smelt her perfume, a mix of vanilla and cinnamon. it was comforting. she spun you. you laughed. she pulled you close again. “I really am sorry.” she apologized. “…Fiona i..if i forgive you, how am i gonna know your not gonna do it again?” you hesitated. “Baby i can promise you that i would never do it again. I havent been with anyone since we broke up.” she whispered. “You havent..?” you asked. “Not at all baby.” she said. Her voice smooth.. she caressed your hair. you looked into her eyes. and next thing you know, your in the bathroom making out with her. she trailed her kisses down to your neck. her lipstick smeared from the kissing. you unzipped her dress. “Fuck.. I missed you..” you whispered as you admired her. she was wearing a black slip. you slid it off of her. she unzipped your dress shortly after. “Goddamn..” she mumbled. running her fingers over the lace fabric of your blue lingerie. which matched your dress, that is now on the floor. she picked you up and sat you on the counter. moving herself between your thighs. she practically ripped your lingerie off. she buried her head between your thighs. flicking her tongue against your clit. you ran your fingers through her blonde hair. “Fuck..” you moaned softly. she caressed your waist as she devoured you like a starving woman. “Fiona!” you cried out. she hummed at your sounds, the vibrations making you see stars. “Fuck.. Fiona.. Im close..” you moaned. “Cum for me baby. Show me how much youve missed me..” she whispered. it wasn’t long before you came. she worked you through your orgasm before standing up. “We can finish this once we get home alright? I wanna catch up with my girl first..” she said. you put your dress back on. “Have you seen my panties?” you asked. “Yes. And im keeping them.” she laughed. she noticed you were still wearing the necklace she gave you. “Never took it off huh?” she asked. “I couldn’t.” you whispered. she kissed you gently. you were the only one who could make Fiona Goode soft. “I love you baby..” she whispered. “I love you too fiona..” you held her hand as you made your way back to the party. she had her arm wrapped around you. “Everyone heard you two.” cordelia said once she walked over. you blushed, embarrassed. but fiona looked proud. “Good. Now they know were back together.” fiona whispers. kissing your head. cordelia rolled her eyes playfully and made her way over to her bridesmaids. “Darling? Can i have this dance..again?” she asked playfully. “Always.” you replied.
you slow danced with fiona for a while before leaving. she hugged cordelia before she left. “Wow. What happened to the Fiona Goode i met?” you joked. she laughed. “Well im not fucking this up with you again. Im trying my hardest to be sweet.” she says. opening the car door for you. “i like this version of you.” you whisper playfully. getting into the car. “Well get used to it darling.” she got into the drivers seat and held your hand. she was never into affection. and would rarely ever hold your hand. this really proves to you that she changed. “I love you fiona.” you said gently. “I love you more.” she started the car. “Not possible.”
synopsis: you have been best friends with Ilse for years. but when you started dating her grandma, you grew apart. and it got worse once you got married. and you haven’t talked in a year. but today is christmas and everyone is coming over, so she has to talk to you eventually. reader is almost 20
content: pregnancy, christmas, fighting (2x), hospitals, giving birth, and jessica being a SWEETHEART
a/n: this was chapter 8 on my fic “Her Granddaughters Bestfriend.” on AO3 but im very proud of this fic so im putting it on here
you kiss jessica gently on the cheek while shes cooking. she smiles. “Mm.. Have i ever told you i love those kisses?” she asks. “A million times darling.” you say, pressing a kiss to the older woman’s neck as you wrap your arms around her from behind. she caresses your arms. “You’re very distracting, honey.” she whispers. “Babydoll? Will you grab me some whipped cream?” she asks. You hand her a can. she smiles. “Thank you, Sweet girl.” she kisses you gently. she rests a hand on your stomach. feeling a tiny kick. “God.. Can you believe thats our child in there?” she asks. “1 more month and we meet this beautiful baby..” you say. she smiles.
7:30PM.
everyone is here. youve talked to Shura, Walker, Hannah, and Adah. but Ilse is avoiding you. you’ve tried talking to her, but she ignores you and talks to someone else. jessica notices, so confused. you’ve known ilse since you were 3. you’ve always been so close, inseparable is a better term for it. jessica walks over and presses a kiss to your forehead. “Whats up with ilse?” she asks. “I dont know.. We haven't talked in a year..” you say gently. “Ill talk to her about it baby. Dont worry.” She kisses your cheek with a small ‘Mwah’ noise. she walks over to ilse. they talk for a few minutes. ilse gets up and grabs your arm and drags you outside. “You know what? I acted like i was so okay with you dating my grandma just because i liked seeing her happy but im not! This is fucked up Y/N. Shes known you since you were a kid. And suddenly you turn 18 and start dating? You were my bestfriend. Yet you were fucking her behind my back.” She yells. “Woah! Ilse i had loved her for years before i turned 18. It was obvious wasn’t it? I was almost 19 when i told her i loved her and she said it back so it wasn’t immediately when i was 18! and also, We met when i was 16! i wasnt a kid” you yell back. “Its still fucked up! You were my platonic soulmate until you fucked my grandma!” she screams. “Why do you have to say it like im using her for sex!! I love her. Were married. Im spending the rest of my life with her!” you yell. ilse slaps you. you gasp. “Ilse what the fuck!—“ she hits you again, this time with force. you hit her back. and it escalates quickly. next thing you know jessica is pulling you off of eachother. she brings you inside, and shura helps ilse inside. she looks more fucked up than you do. (and jessica wont admit it, but shes proud of you.). jessica holds a towel to your nose, which is gushing blood. shura holds a ice pack to ilses head, which has a huge chunk of hair missing. jessica holds you close. “What happened?!?” Jessica yells. “Ilse, for some reason, Doesn’t like the fact that were happy.” you say, your voice slightly muffled because of the towel. “Thats not the point, you bitch! its the fact that grandma knew you since you were like 16 and suddenly you turn 18 and you start dating!” she yells, throwing a vase at you, and clipping your shoulder. you scream a bit. jessica immediately applies pressure. “Ilse Bryan Baryshnikov! What has gotten into you?!?! It wasn’t immediately when she turned 18! she was just 2 months away from her 19th birthday.” jessica yells. “Baby are you okay?” jessica whispers to you. “Im actively bleeding from two spots so no! Im not okay!” you yell. “She didn’t hit you in the stomach did she?” Jessica asks. “She did..” you say gently. she holds you closer. “I think we need to bring you to a hospital.” she says. “Thats a good idea..” you say. she brings you to the hospital. shura drags ilse to her car, and walker and hannah follow behind shuras car.
8:54PM
your asleep in the hospital bed. the doctors stitched you up nicely. jessicas in the bed with you. “Why did it take you until she said she punched her in the stomach to take her to a hospital?” Hannah asks. “She’s..8 months pregnant.” jessica says. hannah and walkers eyes widen. “Oh my god! I knew it!” walker says. jessica chuckles. “Well the good thing is the baby is okay. They did an ultrasound and our baby girl is okay.” she says. “Babygirl?” hannah asks. “Mhm.. Its a girl. We were thinking about naming her Sara.” she says. “I like that name mom.” walker says. shura and adah walk in. ilse decided to get checked out too, since you probably gave her a concussion. “Is she okay?” shura asks. “Mhm. Shes alright. And the baby.” jessica smiles. “Baby?” shura asks. “Shes 8 months pregnant with a healthy baby girl.” jessica says, ecstatic. “Is ilse alright?” jessica asks. “Yeah. Just a small concussion. She will be fine.” shura says. sitting down. “Im sorry about all of this.” Jessica says gently. “Its fine mom. Ilse started it.” shura says. you flutter your eyes open. jessica immediately tends to you. “Theres my girl.. Are you okay?” she asks. caressing your hair. “I’m okay.. just a little sore.” you say. “Poor baby..” She says. kissing your forehead. her lips lingering for a moment. Ilse walks in. everyone becomes silent. “Can we have a minute?” ilse asks. jessica sighs. “Fine. But if you hurt her, im not pulling her off of you.” she says. giving you a kiss before leaving. ilse sits down. you sit up. wincing as you apply pressure to your arm. “Listen.. It wasnt really about the age gap or that shes known you since you were a kid. Y/N ive had the biggest crush on you since 3rd grade.” ilse says. “And it hurt me when i found you and grandma kissing in the kitchen.” she whispers. “Ilse i.. Why didn’t you tell me?” you said. “I was going to until i saw you two. It broke me Y/N. I can’t look at you, without reminding myself that i can’t have you..” ilse says. crying. “i.. Ilse.. I dont know what to say.” You say gently. “Ive wanted you so bad for years.” she sobs. you hold her for a moment. she breaks the hug once she stops crying and kisses you. you let her for a moment, before breaking it. “Ilse this is wrong. Im married to your grandma. I just betrayed jessica..” you say. moving away quickly. “Wait.. Please. I just wanna know what its like to be yours for a moment.” she says. looking like she’s about to cry again. “Ilse..” you say. “Just 2 minutes thats all i ask..” she says. “Ilse i love jessica. Okay..? I cant do that to her.” you say. and.. once again, that escalates. and you get into another fight. She punches you in the stomach again. you hit her and pull her hair. jessica immediately separates you two. holding you close. Ilse has a split lip, a black eye, and a broken nose. Your wound on your shoulder opened. jessica tells walker to get a nurse and he immediately does. she notices blood on your thighs. she screams.
10:06PM.
they did an emergency c-section. jessica is pacing in the waiting room. crying. “God.. What if our baby dies? I cant.. I cant.. Ill— Ill fucking have a heart attack. Too.. Too many losses in my life. I cant.. I cant handle it.” she says. walker hugs her. she breaks down. he holds her close. “Mom.. Mom listen to me.. Y/N and Sara will be fine. I promise. You wont lose them..” He says. the doctor comes out. jessica immediately gets worried. “Wheres my wife and my baby? Are they okay? Nothings wrong is there?” she asks. “Your wife is in her hospital room. With your healthy 6 pound baby girl.” the doctor says with a smile. jessica rushes to the room. where your holding your baby. tears form in her eyes and she smiles. she sits on the end of the bed. she holds the baby. “Hi..” She says in her beautiful motherly voice. “What are we naming her?” jessica asks. “Sara Dorothy Lange..” you say. “Dorothy? You really wanna name her after my mom?” she says. “Yeah.. I do.” you reply. she kisses you.
9:34AM:
your holding your baby, breastfeeding it. jessica is ecstatic. shes been out for a while. she comes back with a bunch of bags. takeout, clothes for the baby, clothes for you, flowers, toys, and nursery books. “Jesus..” you say. “I brought your favorite.” she says. “Have i ever told you that your the best wife ever?” you say. she smiles and sits down. you pull your shirt back up once the baby is done. jessica grabs her. “Theres my girl..” she says. kissing the babys cheek over and over. she smiles. “Baby! She smiled!” jessica says, looking like a kid in a candy store. “You are adorable, and its bringing me so much joy to watch you.” you say. she smiles. you sit up. “No No No No No!” she scolds. “Lay down. You had 2 different surgeries last night i wont tolerate you trying to get up.” she says, breaking into that protective wife mode. “How am i gonna eat?” you ask. she raises your bed up a little. “Shut up and eat.” she says. handing you your food. you take a bite. she holds the baby and hums to it. “Shes so beautiful.” jessica says. “she has your eyes..” you say. “She looks exactly like me when i was a baby..” jessica says with a smile. “You and your strong ass genetics.” you say. she laughs. “No cussing infront of the baby!” she scolds. “Alright Mrs Lange. I wont.” you say. holding your hands up in defense. continuing to eat. “I don’t know if im just really hungry—but this is the best food ive ever had.” you say. she laughs. continuing to look at the baby but patting your leg and caressing it. “Silly girl.” she says. You finish eating after a few minutes. she throws the container away. “What happened between you and ilse last night?” jessica asks. “What do you mean?” you say. “Well something had to have happened for you two to fight..again.” she says in that loving tone that made you fall for her. “She admitted that she had a crush on me since 3rd grade..And then kissed me. and i pushed her away and told her that i was with you and that it was wrong.. and it escalated.” you say. her eyes widen but she softens quickly. “I.. I am so happy that you pushed her away.. I cant lose you. At all. Especially not to my granddaughter.” she says softly. you give her a kiss. the baby falls asleep in her arms.
4:18PM.
jessica is putting the baby in a super adorable onesie, which she probably spent a lot of money on since she likes spoiling you and the baby. “Isn’t she the cutest?” jessica asks. “She really is..” you say. she gives you a kiss. “I love you.” she whispers. “I love you more.” you say. “Not possible.”
synopsis: fiona has had a long week. and shes been aching to hurt you.
A/N: I am so sorry that i havent written in a month!! i havent had much motivation but im back now and i have lots of motivation!!! thank you for all of the likes and follows! this might be one of the kinkiest fics ive made btw 😭
she drags the cold knife gently across your almost naked body. you shiver at the feeling. she smiles. she cuts your bra and panties off. “Fiona those were very expensive!” you scold. “Shut up. ill buy you new ones.” she says, running the knife across your thighs. she forces the knife into your mouth. you bob your head gently, sucking on the knife. she moans at the sight. “Thats a good little slut..” she says. you continue sucking on it. she takes the knife out of your mouth and runs it across your lips. she slaps you. you moan. “Fiona—“ she slaps you again “Mistress..” you cry out. she caresses your cheek “See? Was that so hard?” she asks. you shake your head. she rubs your clit. you moan and gasp. “Open your mouth, Whore.” she says. You obey and open your mouth. She spits in your mouth. you swallow. she tastes like martinis and cigarettes. she slides her fingers into you. you moan. she curls her fingers. your eyes roll back. she holds the knife to your throat. “Fucking look at me!” She slaps you. you make eye contact. she sits the knife down and gropes you. you moan. “Mistress…” she smiles. “Good little slut..” she moves her fingers faster. “Mistress..Can i cum?” you ask. “Since you asked, Yes.” she says. kissing your neck. you climax hard. she works you through your orgasm before pulling her fingers off and licking the cum off. she takes her dress off along with her slip. laying on the bed and spreading her legs, revealing her beautiful pink folds. you bury your head between her thighs. kissing her thighs. “Don’t. Im impatient right now darling.” she says. you run your tongue up her slit. “Dont be slow with it. Youll get a punishment.” she says. you continue being slow with it. wanting a punishment. she pulls your hair. “Stop.” she says. you stop and devour her. she moans. throwing her head back. you suck her clit. she squeezes her thighs against your head. “Thats it. Ohh.. So good.” she moans. throwing her head back. you slide your tongue in and out of her tight hole. “Thats it— Im cumming..” she moans. she cums in your mouth. you swallow. standing back up. “All fours. You were too slow at first.” she says. you get on all fours. she slaps your ass. grabbing rope, a blindfold, a gag, a whip, and a vibrator. she sits everything else on the bed except for the whip. she brings it down hard onto your ass. the sound cracks through the room. you cry out. she does it again. and again. and again. until she’s satisfied. she flips you over so your on your back. she ties you up, blindfolds you, and gags you. she holds the vibrator to your clit and turns it on the highest setting. your legs shake and your moans are muffled by the gag. “Mmph— Gggh-“ she smiles at the noises your making. “Dont think about cumming.” she says. three hours later, she finally tells you to cum. and you immediately do. she turns the vibrator off and unties you, taking the blindfold and gag off. she kisses you gently. “I love you.” she says. “I love you too fi.” you whisper. she holds you close for a few minutes. “I think we need a shower darling.” she says, bringing you to the bathroom. you get in the shower. the water cascading down your body. she washes your hair while kissing you gently. after the shower, your cuddling in bed. “I dont deserve you..” fiona says shakily. “What do you mean fi?” you ask. tears roll down her cheeks. “I just dont think i deserve you. at all.” she says. “You know my past, why are you with me?” she asks. “Because you’ve changed. Alot. And im so madly in love with you.” You say. she holds you close. after a few minutes of cuddling. you break the silence “Fiona?” you say. “Yes darling?” she asks. “Marry me..” you say gently. she freezes. “What?” she asks, thinking your kidding. “Marry me Fiona.” you break the hug and caress her cheek. “Whats stopping you?” you ask. “I.. You dont wanna marry me.” she says. “I do.” you say. “Marry me. Yes or No.” you say. “Yes..” she whispers. “Ill marry you.” she kisses you. she breaks the kiss after a minute. “Im not wearing one of those white dresses. They disgust me.” “You dont have to.”
“I love you fiona.” you whisper. “I love you too.”
synopsis: you and jessica went to her beachhouse for your anniversary. and you may never ever leave.
A/N: Its been one year since i fell for this lovely human being. so i figured why not make a fic about a anniversary? btw this probably wont be the only fic i make today idk yet hehe.
content: drabble. (ish). making out. slight smut although ill tease you and not give real smut.
she held you in her arms on the beach. your back was pressed against her chest. she was always one for physical touch. she was reading a book to you. you looked up at her. she was so focused on what she was doing. she was holding the book with one hand and caressing your hair with the other. you kissed her neck. she closed her eyes and smiled. she put a bookmark on the page and put the book in her bag and took her glasses off. “and what do you think your doing, mrs y/n lange?” she said. “i dont know, mrs jessica lange, what am i doing?” you replied. she laughed. kissing your lips softly. it quickly escalated as her tongue slid into your mouth. your tongues fought for dominance, and obviously, hers won. she flipped you over so she was on top and kissed your neck. slowly taking your bikini off. she kissed down your body until she made her way to between your thighs where you really needed her. and maybe, just maybe, you’ll be able to walk later.
a/n: this is the first time I’m writing on tumblr normally I always only used wattpad before to make fanfics but I kind of stopped my Diane x Reader fanfic just when it was getting exciting…… so don’t get your hopes too high I really can’t write any smut and if I ever will I can’t promise it’s gonna be good……….. oh and also English is not my first language so I’m sorry if I wrote something wrong 🙈 okay enjoy!
You always wanted to be an actress. Since you were a little you saw all those beautiful women on screen and wanted to be exactly like them one day. People often told you that this was impossible, you could never be an actress you never understood why should I be impossible? Many actors and actresses started with absolutely nothing but when you look at them now they are one of the most successful people ever!
Even though it toke much more time than you hoped, you made it. You became an actress. Your first role was in a small movie which didn’t get much attention, though the people who watched it loved to see you on screen. After a while many people wanted you in their movie! Even as the main character in a movie full of other successful actors and actresses. One of them being THE Sarah Paulson! You could barely contain your excitement when you got the request. Of course, you immediately agreed and found yourself on set next to Sarah Paulson.
Sadly you didn’t get to speak to her much, not in the movie nor on set. However, after the shooting was over, one of the actresses you worked with asked if you and the other actresses (no men) were interested in having a sleepover at her house. Once again, of course you agreed. Little did you know that Sarah would also be there. And little did Sarah know that you had a huge crush on her…
There you were, in the restroom trying to calm down after you just saw Sarah looking absolutely beautiful (like always) laying on the couch, laughing and talking with the others.
"Get a grip, y/n!" You told yourself looking in the mirror, fixing your hair.
You walk out of the restroom and your eyes immediately fall on Sarah again. For a second you immediately want to go back to the restroom and scream. But then you felt someone’s arm wrap around your shoulders.
"There you are y/n!" A sweet voice said. It was the voice of the only person you really talked with on set, Margaret. Loud enough to make all the others, including Sarah, look up at you.
Your face flushed immediately and you smile sheepishly moving your hair behind your ear.
Margaret introduces you all the others. Even though you knew exactly who everyone was, they didn’t really seem to know you.
Everyone was really sweet and shook your hand.
As you shook Sarah’s hand you immediately blushed again…
oh my god. oh my god. oh my god.
You thought to yourself the whole time… she had SO soft hands and smiled at you with the most beautiful smile ever.
"Hi" you breath out, still holding her hand.
"Hey" she smiles.
You finally let go of her hand and can barely take your eyes off her. But sadly you got pulled away from Margaret who showed you off to some of the others.
The night comes closer and some of the people left early. At the end it was just Margaret, Sarah you and two other people who actually decided to sleep over.
"You like her, huh?" Margaret suddenly asks you while you were in the kitchen, eating a cookie.
"I don’t know who or what you’re even talking about." You lie. You face flushes ever so slightly.
Oh god, did I really make it this obvious? What if Sarah thinks I’m a creep now… oh god… You think to yourself.
"Don’t play dumb! We know!" Margaret says and bites her lower lip smiling.
We? What the hell does she mean "we all know"
"What do you mean we all know? Who knows?" You ask.
"Well, everyone… and we all think you should go for it. You and Sarah would make a great couple haha." Margaret says and smiles, looking at Sarah and then back at you.
"You think- I mean, what makes you think I’m into Sarah?" You turn slightly red again
"Well hon, you made it pretty obvious haha…" Margaret says and chuckles slightly averting her eyes.
Just when you were about to say something back someone called Margaret. You were left alone in the kitchen. Wondering if Sarah and you would really make a good couple… but you try to ignore those thoughts and walk out of the kitchen back to the others.
Later that night when everyone was getting ready to sleep you find yourself in the bathroom brushing your teeth and thinking about Margaret’s words.
"Should I tell her?… no, don’t do it she’ll never feel the same… but maybe- there’s a chance? No…" This is what your head kept telling you. You tried to think about something else but it was so difficult. Sarah was all you could think of!
After brushing your teeth and putting on your nightgown you walk out of the restroom except the others to be there as well but to your surprise you only see Sarah, laying in the couch, watching TV.
As you walk out of the restroom her eyes fall on you and she smiles.
"Oh there you are! Margaret and Belle are sleeping her bed and the others decided to go with the guest room… well now it’s just us." Sarah says.
No. No. No. No. you couldn’t do this. Sleeping next to Sarah?!!? No way! ……well actually you would really love that but… still you can’t stop yourself from blushing so hard.
"Oh just us huh…" You smile.
Sarah smiles as well before she pats the spot directly next to her, waiting for you to come sit next to her.
You hesitate for a second before walking towards her and sitting down next to her.
Sarah still smiles, returning her gaze to the TV again.
You also try to focus on the tv but it was so hard when the most beautiful woman ever was sitting next to you. Oh god… you could smell her scent… she smelled so good.
You could practically feel your whole head spinning. You couldn’t focus on anything except the woman next you.
All of a sudden she starts talking with you. Pulling you out of our thoughts.
"So how come we haven’t talked before?" Sarah asks, looking back at you.
You slowly turn your face and smile.
"I don’t know… but I would love to talk with you more." You say with a soft smile.
"Me too. You’re really pretty you know that?" Sarah says while her hand move to a little strand of your hair, pushing it behind your ear.
Your face flushed extremely hard. Her words. Her hand. Her smile… oh Jesus…
"Oh my- thank you very much! This mean a lot…" You smile and try to stop yourself from blushing.
Sarah smiles and caresses your cheek…
The night goes on and you find yourself talking and laughing with Sarah about the most random things. She really was as funny as you always thought… and sooo pretty.
After some time Sarah says something that left you blushing once again…
"So… someone told that you like me." Sarah says and smirks slightly.
You blush, your eyes widen a little.
"Oh well- uhm- sure I like you! I mean how could I not? haha.." you smile
"Well, romantically or…?" Sarah asks, tilting her head a little. Her smile never left her face.
You don’t answer for a moment hesitating what to say. Then you decide; now or never. This was your chance. So yes, you told her.
"Yes. Sarah. I like you. Romantically." You say finally. You feel so free now that you’ve finally confessed your love to her.
Sarah doesn’t answer.
That makes you unsure for a moment. Blushing again.
Then Sarah bites her lower lip. Her gaze falling on your lips before she suddenly kisses you.
Your eyes widen but you immediately give in the kiss. Closing your eyes, her hand slowly finding her cheek, caressing it.
Sarah deepens the kiss, her tongue entering your mouth and her hand finding the back of your head, pulling you close.
After what felt like an eternity you slowly break the kiss. Opening your eyes again and looking into Sarah’s.
Sarah’s eyes were practically sparkling with love. She slowly kisses you again but you break the kiss and and rest your forehead against hers.
"Do you… do you feel the same?" You ask her, breathlessly staring in her beautiful brown eyes.
Sarah nods slowly. Her eyes moving between your eyes and lips.
"Yes.. y/n I feel the same."
"I love you." She says.
A smile forms on your lips as you hear her.
"I love you too Sarah. So. Much." You say and kiss her gently again.
The night goes on and nothing "special" happened between the two of you. After all the others were just a room away and the walls weren’t exactly sound proof… however, the most beautiful thing happened when you both decided to go to sleep. You end up in Sarah’s arms, your face nuzzled in her neck, smelling her sweet scent better than ever before. Sarah’s arms wrapped around your shoulders and her lips gently kissing your cheek from time to time. It felt like heaven and sooner or later you fall asleep in the sweet embrace of Sarah’s arms.
One of the many comforts of having children is knowing one's youth has not fled but merely been passed down to a new generation. They say when a parent dies, a child feels his own mortality. But when a child dies, it's immortality that a parent loses.
