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bunny brain | 23 | okinawa

[bunny-brain]

Like. I just don't want to eat real food. I don't want to eat meat and whole grains, it feels so heavy and gross. I want to eat nonsense foods like pop tarts and shit.

I'm gonna lock in for a while and aim for 1300 calories, 80 grams of protein, and minimal sugar. Eating these nonsense foods is what's keeping me fat man. I'll see it works for me and if I can lose another 10 lbs

[bunny-brain]

Hey so this didn't happen. I'm at my heaviest in a long time and I'm actually okay with that. I decided that being skinny is not a top 3 priority and that its okay if I'm heavier than I'm used to. I still want to get some of this weight off because I dont feel very good. I felt the best overall at 170. 160 was too difficult and stressful to maintain, 180 is where I start to feel strain on my joints and my sleep starts to decline. 170 is definitely the most comfortable weight for me in this stage of my life, so I'm gonna try to get back to that weight and see

[bunny-brain]

Had dental surgery recently and the reason I was in way too much pain is because I had bone inflammation and they injected INTO a nerve not just near it. My face is numb/altered sensation and will be for a while, hopefully not forever. The ER gave me steroids to force down the inflammation and swelling and that got rid of all the pain.

This is a combination of my nerves not being quite where they should be (based on affected areas, they are much closer together than average) and also my body overreacting to the procedure. You are probably closer to the norm anatomically than I am and should go to the dentist if you can and if you need to.

Don't let my one bad experience at the dentist scare you off, because for this one bad experience I have had every single other experience (30+ visits, I'm old) be completely lovely and easy and pain free.

[bunny-brain]

[bunny-brain]

Got dental surgery and now my face is super fucked up and I'm so much pain I can't eat or move or really even think without great effort but I've lost like 6 lbs so that's cool IG. This is like, my middle school fantasy of having my jaw wired shut so I can't eat anything come to life, except when they wire your jaw shut you usually get adequate pain control

[bunny-brain]

Got hot solder on me leg :(

[bunny-brain]

Like. I just don't want to eat real food. I don't want to eat meat and whole grains, it feels so heavy and gross. I want to eat nonsense foods like pop tarts and shit.

I'm gonna lock in for a while and aim for 1300 calories, 80 grams of protein, and minimal sugar. Eating these nonsense foods is what's keeping me fat man. I'll see it works for me and if I can lose another 10 lbs

[bunny-brain]

I gotta fuckin lock in man

[bunny-brain]

Pickles are lower calorie than cucumbers

[bunny-brain]

Metamorphopsia

It's a word you introduced me to. Though you pronounced it metamorphosia. Close. A disorder characterized by a visual distortion of straight lines making them appear wavy.

If it could afflict the heart, I think I could self diagnose. I know who you are, but when I look at you, I can't keep things straight.

[bunny-brain]

You don't have to love someone anymore to hope that they're okay.

[thebootydiaries]

[oneheadtoanother]

[bunny-brain]

This mf has never heard a sea shanty

[depsidase]

[animentality]

[huffylemon]

[memories-beneath-the-skin-deact]

Moonlight kisses

Sunshine dreams

Winters embrace

Summer fantasies

Skies endless love

Seas deepest emotions

Slide your hand to mine

Interlace your fingers

Don't let go

[bunny-brain]

I wish I could kill certain people violently with a shovel. There is an outdoor enclosure with rabbits that I and a few people I know have been permitted to care for. We feed them, take them to the vet, and we got all the boys neutered so they will stop making babies. We have begun to find foster homes for them and have gotten most of them into better, safer places. We had only 7 left to find homes for before the pen would be demolished.

Tonight someone threw - literally threw -- the gate was fucking locked they had to toss these bunnies through the air over the gate!!! THREW 3 sweet, terrified little boy bunnies into the enclosure and abandoned them there. The girls were attacking them viciously, and two of the boys need medical attention. They'll be okay overnight, but they have dirty wounds and will need antibiotics. The girls saw these three as invaders and would have killed them if one of my friends hadn't gone to feed them today. Rather than pony up and take care of the animals this person chose to have, or find a home for them if they really couldn't care for them, this disgusting subhuman decided they didn't care what happened, that they just needed to be rid of 3 sweet, tiny, innocent bunnies.

It is because of the cultural aversion to euthanasia here, as well. Okinawans will not euthanize an animal unless it is actively dying, and would rather dump the animal outside to die of heatstroke or be trampled by a boar or eaten a habu than prevent the needless suffering of an unwanted animal. They say they won't euthanize an animal out of respect for the life of the animal, but that is bullshit. Condemning the animal to a drawn-out, agonizing death is respecting its life??? My ass. The most respectful thing you can do to honor the life of this artificial creature (bunnies cannot exist without human intervention. There is a reason you don't see feral bunnies) is to allow it to die with dignity, and without pain. Our pets cannot choose the way they die, but we can choose for them.