Beyond The Black Hole

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Introduction Post

About Me:

Hey, there! Call me River or Orion. (It/Its, Day/Dreams/Daydreams, He/Him)

Welcome to my alterhuman/fictionkin/otherkin blog.

➡️River's Kin List⬅️

If you want to know anything more about me, my asks and DMs are open.

About this Blog:

This blog is kind of getting a revamp. I want it to be about me and the community I hope to cultivate.

Me—A place where I can be myself, share my emotions/memories without fear (it will have TWs/CWs so read those carefully before reading my memory posts.), and repost 'kin things that I relate to.

My community—I want to ask questions, not only to get engagement but to also make others know that I care about THEIR 'kin feelings as well as my own. I will do polls and open ender questions.

Asks:

Please send any asks as long as they are 'kin related in nature. The only exception to keeping it 'kin related is if it's an appropriate question about me that I'm willing to answer.

DNI:

Bigots, Anti-Furries/Anti-Therians/Anti-'kin, RadQueers, Dangerous/Problematic Paraphiles, endogenic systems, "cringe" culture/people who demonize others' interests just because they're "weird"

Now that everything has been said, I hope we all have a great time together.

P.S. This is a safe space for problematic/villainous kintypes, just as long as you wouldn't encourage or do those problematic behaviors now.

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WRITE A MEMORY FIC!

DO IT!

If you're a writer, make your memories into a fanfiction!

If you KNOW a writer, ask them to make your memories into a fanfiction!

YOU CAN EVEN JUST TURN ONE MEM INTO A ONESHOT!

(Only if you want.)

I support my fictionkin writers out there.

What are people going to do? Stop you?

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Shift Log — June 25, 2026

Kintype: Izuku Midoriya (1st Canon)

Source: My Hero Academia

Shift Trigger: Eating caramel candy. T-T

Trigger Warnings: N/A

~3:50pm:

Yeah. So. Big surprise. Candy with caramel in it reminds me of Kacchan. Probably because his explosions smells like burnt sugar. Who would've guessed? /sarc

It isn't that bad though. Being reminded of my best friend (and basically brother) makes me very happy. I know most of the fandom ships us, and that's okay. It just feels odd and silly. Like, no. Kacchan and I didn't see each other like that. Hahah.

I do miss him, though. He was kind in his own way. No one truly understood just how caring he was. When he'd constantly get onto me for being stupid, it was out of concern. He wasn't s bully. More like a delinquent. Hahaha. That's probably mean. I think he was meaner in canon. Even if I understand why.

~4:40pm:

The sound of popping makes me happy. Reminds me of Kacchan making small explosions in his hands. I've been trying to watch the anime I'm from. But it just turned into me taking a lot of notes about memories.

I'm actually planning on writing a fanfiction based on my memories and posting it to AO3. That will be SO FUN! Ahhhh. I'm planning quite a few memory fics. I can't wait to tell you guys about them sometime.

Anyway! I think that's all for now. I can feel the shift fading I think. Thanks for reading, though.

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I am an Izuku Midoriya fictionkin, and I am getting so much kin euphoria and excitement right now!

I found an old notebook I had, blank and just WAITING to be written in.

And it's so hero analysis shaped. I can write about so much. I'll show you guys if I ever do so. It'll be so fun!

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Thinking about this motherfucker. /aff

This is a picrew of my non-canon IT (Movie) kintype. My name was Connor Denbrough, brother of Georgie and Bill.

Connor Denbrough prns.cc profile.

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Have you ever been kin from something you created yourself? Ex: OCs, AUs, RPs (OC or fandom char.), etc.

My OC / original character!

My AU / alternate universe!

A roleplay I did!

All / Multiple of the above

No, not at all.

Voting ended onJun 25

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I've been on and off (mostly on) shifted to Static all week.

For those who don't know me, it's my kintype as a specific Undertale multiverse of Error Sans known as the FGoD/Forced God of Destruction multiverse. (First created by Harrish6.)

It's odd to have my brain psych me out. It's like playing red light green light with me. Shift, no shift type of thing.

Nonetheless, this kintype is pretty high, and this canon holds my HIGHEST romantic F/O (It's Reaper. I love him very much). So I'm not at all upset.

It's just very odd.

Anyway. Have a good day! Until later!

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also this is propaganda. cosplay your kins. cosplay yourself. the most accurate representation of you is YOU so get out there and do it!

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YESSSSSSS!!!!!!

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I figured you probably didn't know about the AI. I'm just sad how prevalent and unavoidable it is today

Agreed.

I wish it was more easily noticeable like it used to be, but now it's everywhere.

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the AI in your banner is saddening

I didn't know it was AI. I have trouble knowing when images are AI generated. I simply got it off the internet.

Thank you so much for telling me. I'm going to change it now.

You have a good day.

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Shift Journal #2: May 30, 2026

Kintype: Phoenix (Canon Name: Dream)

Source: Dream SMP

Shift Intensity: Medium

TWs: None

I saw someone on r/fictionkin who is kin of one of my three children. Or at least a version of one if them. I know it's not canon, so the chances of finding a canonmate for them is slim. Nonetheless, I just can't stop hoping. Every time I see someone who is kin of them…

It is useless to hope.

Techno, Eret, and Foolish. My little godlings in any way but blood. They'll find their way back someday. Even if it's not in this life.

I do have canonmates for this canon. I shouldn't be ungrateful. One of three kids is better than none of three kids. Hahah…Or something like that. Having my Techno and George makes me so happy.

This canon is very dear to me. It's a shame that I am very likely on many DSMP kins' DNI due to how canon Dream is as a person. He has canonically hurt many people without remorse. I understand the discomfort. It just…makes it hard and scary to sociaize with others from source as a version of him who never wanted to hurt people.

At the very least, despite missing those I hold dear, this is one of my more comfortable shifts. It's…nice. Like bittersweet nostalgia. But also...the kind of nostalgia you cling to like no other. You know?

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Shift Journal #1: May 29, 2026

Kintype: Yoshiki Kishinuma

Source: Corpse Party (2021)

Shift Intensity: Strong

TW: exotrauma regarding general emotional mistreatment

I've been wanting to write about my shifts and my experience during them. So this is where I'm starting, somewhere small. Whenever I remember, I'll write about it and post it once the shift's over.

I feel sick. These thoughts and memories swirl in my head with no end. Why did I live to be exploited by her (Ayumi Shinozaki)? All those times I was hurt by her, had to protect her, had to chase after her. What did I ever get? Nothing. Not even a thank you. Was I ever even cared about by her? I'm not saying she had to love me back. That's too much to ask. I know. I'm just saying that I wanted a friend who cared. Not…to be dragged along.

I lost feelings for her at some point. I still loved her. Just not like that. But sometimes I wonder why we were even friends. Why did I never exist as another human being with feelings in her eyes? I feel like that kind of treatment was what I deserved sometimes.

But then I think about Satoshi Mochida. My best friend. He looked at me in a way I can't describe. Like I existed. Not a shooting star destined to burn away in his atmosphere. Just a moon caught in his orbit that he refused to let go. Agh. It's so embarrassing. But truly…I feel like he could see me like no one else. He knew me so deeply. I miss him. I do.

Memories are scary. I know I follow the events of the first game pretty well. But nothing after that. The other games don't apply to me. Unless you count the familiarity of the first chapter of Book of Shadows. But that's supposed to be a bad ending, which scares the hell out of me. But at least it's probably canon divergent to an extent.

I've talked some of this stuff out with my fiancé. I'm glad he is there for me when the shifts get bad. Sometimes I hope he's my canonmate again. But I would never force it.

I'm a little calmer now. Minus the fear of the events that happened in the game and being anxious. Sometimes I need to tell myself I'm safe and that it won't happen again. Because it's a different universe. Nothing will happen to me anymore.

I'm hoping my experience helps some people talk about what they keep inside. As I always say to my fiancé as well as my little brother (both fictionkin), if it helps to talk about it then talk about it. We are very open to each other about our exotrauma and memories we get. It helps to have someone you can talk about it to.

Thank you for reading if you got this far.

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I have gifed myself!!! Very fun!

I want to talk more about fictionkin stuff and my experience and all that on here, but it's so hard to know what to say.

Do I just talk about random things?

—Collin/Lin/Linnie (Clonelin)

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This is my permashift. Wifies from The Wifies Debunk and Unstable SMP.

Perceive me. Perceive me. Perceive me. /silly

Art by @/hazelnutsummer on Tumblr

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Recent Kinfirms

(Point and laugh /silly)

Ryland Grace from Project Hail Mary (Movie)

Hirudo from Parastation by @/racheldrawsthis on Tumblr

Jeff from Doors (Roblox)

Pomni from The Amazing Digital Circus

Derek Hutchins from Destroying a World That Doesn't Exist

Isaias Solace/Expendable from Pressure (Roblox) [Endless Torment Trio AU]

Jyugo from Nanbaka (Anime/Manga)

Fluttershy from My Little Pony [Humanoid and Infection AU]

Random Crewmate from Among Us

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happens

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Would you be cool with me using your prns cc template w/ credit?

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Of course. Go ahead.

I hope it helps you as much as it has helped me.

Thank you for asking.