Consumed by Fire

Indie roleplaying blog for AU Takuya from Digimon 04. Accepts Magic anons, ocs, crossovers, nsfw, ships, and triggers. No images or icons are mine.

[burningfirewarrior]

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"I mean when Junpei died."

He didn’t want to say it- but it was as if she had no idea what he meant. He could not understand that at all, how could she act as if she did not know anything?

[brezzo-petalo]

Her breathing stopped for a second as her eyes widened. Izumi froze for what felt like a whole minute as she started to blink slowly. J-junpei was d-d-dead? When did that happen? How? Why? The blonde narrowed her eyes at Takuya, thinking that something didn’t seem right there.

"T-Takuya…" her lips trembled, "What do you mean ‘when Junpei died’? W-when did t-that happen?"

[burningfirewarrior]

Her confusion almost hurt him- it was like watching it happen all over again. The terror on the blondes face as one of their fellow Warriors fell, as the other two got injured. He had left right away- but the looks on the others faces haunted him forever. Now he thought he was seeing the exact same thing all over again.

"When I first got my beast spirit and lost control...you know that already...."

[brezzo-petalo]

She smiled at him nonchalantly, simply glad that she was seeing her old friend for the first time in a while.

"Ah, that’s good! Is something the matter…? You seem a bit, I don’t know." The blonde cocked her head, "Is something bothering you?"

[burningfirewarrior]

"I’m just surprised…that you actually want to talk to me." he said, being honest.

"I….I never told you, Tomoki, and Kouji that I was sorry." that that sorry would have fixed anything. Sorry would not bring Junpei back or fix the Digital World.

[brezzo-petalo]

She blinked a few times, confused as to what he was saying. Why wouldn’t she…? Izumi shook her head, had Takuya done something stupid again?

"Takuya… what are you talking about?"

[burningfirewarrior]

"I mean when Junpei died."

He didn't want to say it- but it was as if she had no idea what he meant. He could not understand that at all, how could she act as if she did not know anything?

[brezzo-petalo]

  "Takuya!"

"How’s it going? What’s up?"

[burningfirewarrior]

She was talking to him…normally?

"F-fine…nothing different…."

[brezzo-petalo]

She smiled at him nonchalantly, simply glad that she was seeing her old friend for the first time in a while.

"Ah, that’s good! Is something the matter…? You seem a bit, I don’t know." The blonde cocked her head, "Is something bothering you?"

[burningfirewarrior]

"I'm just surprised...that you actually want to talk to me." he said, being honest.

"I....I never told you, Tomoki, and Kouji that I was sorry." that that sorry would have fixed anything. Sorry would not bring Junpei back or fix the Digital World.

[burningfirewarrior]

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"Does it hurt you…?"

His voice came out as a giggle- a dark look in his eyes. He liked watching him try to breathe- imagining what it would be like if he burned the others hands. Then he wouldn’t be able to pull at Takuya’s wrists like he was- it would be so amazing.

[fallingdarknesswarrior]

Kouichi shivered even against the other’s hot fingers curling around his neck. He tried gripping back just as fierce to pull them away, but found Takuya was unbelievably strong.

"What … are you thinking?" he asked instead, blood loudly pumping through his ears as his airway was slowly constricted. "Of course it hurts - let go!"

[burningfirewarrior]

"Aww poor little Warrior~" he cooed, bringing his free hand up and gently rubbing the males cheek. He was amused just by watching him squirm. Maybe he should burn him anyways though.

"I'm thinking that it would be nice to see you burning~" he replied with another disturbed laugh. "Good, maybe it doesn;t hurt enough though? Maybe I should burn your pretty little face first~?"

[burningfirewarrior]

"Awaken, Beast?"

He gripped the male by the throat and pushed him against the wall, looking at him with a dark smirk. 

[fallingdarknesswarrior]

Kouichi grunted, instinctively closing his eyes and freezing up as his back was pushed into a wall. With a cough, he tried squinting to look at them, his hands pulling at the other’s wrists to be able to talk.

"Takuya…" He strained, "what is this?"

[burningfirewarrior]

"Does it hurt you...?"

His voice came out as a giggle- a dark look in his eyes. He liked watching him try to breathe- imagining what it would be like if he burned the others hands. Then he wouldn't be able to pull at Takuya's wrists like he was- it would be so amazing.

[burningfirewarrior]

"Awaken, Beast."

He was gonna kill this person- he had spited him so much. He snarled at him and lunged forward.

[burningfirewarrior]

"Awaken, Beast?"

He gripped the male by the throat and pushed him against the wall, looking at him with a dark smirk. 

[the-ragna-clones-archive]

Send me "Awaken, Beast" and my muse will show yours their dark side

[burningfirewarrior]

"….Izumi, hi."

( brezzo-petalo )

[brezzo-petalo]

"Takuya!"

"How’s it going? What’s up?"

[burningfirewarrior]

She was talking to him...normally?

"F-fine...nothing different...."

[burningfirewarrior]

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"I…I know enough." he hissed- his tone taking on an almost pained one.

He wanted to counter him- to attack him. It was not fully his desire, but it was now apart of what he thought he needed. The voice in the back of his head showed its excitement, wanting the human to let it run free to destroy as it pleased.

"Its not your business!" he snarled, glaring up at him. There was an almost feral glint in the back of his eyes as the beast showed its own authority over the boys mind. He took what the demon said as a threat and snapped once again.

"Like I’d let you kill me!"

[corrupteddarkness]

"Not about me," Duskmon said under his breath, glaring. No matter what, Duskmon believed he was strong enough not to back down from them. His Spirits were more powerful than five Beasts combined, taking on this one, no matter how stubborn, would be easy.

And taking out such a willful Spirit that might go against his master what he was programmed to do.

"So why don’t you let me show you instead!"

The darkness writhed within him, bulking up his visage. Even if he had to cut through what his recorded commands, he would take on Takuya. Soon it would be his business to fight the Beast.

[burningfirewarrior]

"He wanted to kill this person so badly- and the voice in his head was promising that it would be worth his time. Excitement began to well up in him and he chuckled darkly, pulling his D-Tector out. He would kill him- he would burn and it would be so perfect to watch.

"Spirit Evolution!"

Vritramon stood in front of the figure now, a red gleam in his eyes. He would burn away this pathetic being- he would not be bested by something such as this.

"Corona Blaster!"

[burningfirewarrior]

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He didn’t understand- did he even hear what Takuya was saying!? He was angry… he wanted to get mad, to hurt this male for being so cruel-

No, those weren’t his thoughts, were they? He couldn’t even tell what he was thinking and what the voice in his mind was telling him anymore. Maybe they were the same person now and his insanity had finally enveloped him.

He had forgotten about the male for a moment so when he looked up he stared almost blankly before returning to his senses. “….I can’t just change myself again- I already lost that spark that was there…its not easy to randomly get it back.” he mumbled, his voice taking on a more pained tone.

"….Kouichi? Who even is Kouichi? Wait- you saved the Digital World? We….we never did that." it was upsetting. How was it fair that they got to do these things and he didn’t? That they were happy when he was miserable…?

[shibayama-junpei]

"Takuya…?" Junpei hesitated - they didn’t seem very pleased with him. But what were they expecting? It’s not like he could act like he was dead! The other boy was blank and Junpei pulled back. That look never meant anything good by him.

"You… never met Kouichi?" Junpei bit his lip. "You know, the Duskmon kid? Er." That probably wasn’t the right way to put it. "Warrior of Darkness?" He sighed.

"I guess… I’m really sorry. It must have been really hard for you, huh?" Junpei quirked his lips. "But none of that was supposed to happen, I don’t think. We were destined to save the world, not kill our friends." Again, it reminded him of the dark version - where Takuya turned evil. Junpei just hoped that the look in the other’s eye didn’t mean he would share the same fate as the other’s Junpei…

[burningfirewarrior]

"D-don't....I'm sorry, I just lost it for a moment..." he assured, frowning "I was zoned out- having a mental argument." he did not say with who- but he did not think it made sense to the male in front of him anyways. For him to be talking to someone Junpei could not see...that was probably very strange.

"Duskon..? I do not know someone like that either. I did not even know there was a Warrior of Darkness until you just told me." he frowned more, confused on who this person was.

"We failed- the Digital World...I have no idea what happened to it. All I know is that the others are gone and I have not seen them since I left. I do not want to see them either- I will just mess their lives up even more." he frowned, putting his head down. "Destiny is a fluke- we aren't destined for anything. Fate is just something that binds you to one mindset and leaves you open for death or suffering to take hold."

[burningfirewarrior]

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"I am not ignorant!"

"Don’t leave- kill him! Destroy him! BURN HIM!"

He snarled, wanting the voice in his head to silence itself. He gripped at the sides of his head as if that would make it go away. If he fought with this man he might die- or destroy things that did not need to be destroyed. But at the thought of all that destruction the voice in his head just got more excited.

"…."

[corrupteddarkness]

"You don’t know anything," his eyes and voice grew dark, glaring.

A tongue clicked inside his mask, watching the boy before him break. He knew the exact feel of it, but held little to no sympathy. No, he rather let them be conquered by the monstrosity too, so Duskmon wasn’t the only such being!

"You’re loosing control, aren’t you?" he breathed.There was no going back by taking the other’s Spirits away from him. Just like Duskmon, they were stuck - at least, that’s what he assumed.

"Don’t worry. You’ll be dead soon."

[burningfirewarrior]

"I...I know enough." he hissed- his tone taking on an almost pained one.

He wanted to counter him- to attack him. It was not fully his desire, but it was now apart of what he thought he needed. The voice in the back of his head showed its excitement, wanting the human to let it run free to destroy as it pleased.

"Its not your business!" he snarled, glaring up at him. There was an almost feral glint in the back of his eyes as the beast showed its own authority over the boys mind. He took what the demon said as a threat and snapped once again.

"Like I'd let you kill me!"

[burningfirewarrior]

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"Neither does the Fire Warrior."

"You are lucky you are dealing with me."

His Beast Spirit would not be so forgiving- it was snarling in his head right now after all.

[corrupteddarkness]

Duskmon rolled his eyes dealing with this child.

"You are only ignorant."

He had a Beast within him as well, beckoned by the other’s call. It would be best for both of them to part ways before a fight like that broke out and destroyed half the world in their rampage.

"Warrior of Fire, I suggest you leave."

[burningfirewarrior]

"I am not ignorant!"

"Don't leave- kill him! Destroy him! BURN HIM!"

He snarled, wanting the voice in his head to silence itself. He gripped at the sides of his head as if that would make it go away. If he fought with this man he might die- or destroy things that did not need to be destroyed. But at the thought of all that destruction the voice in his head just got more excited.

"...."

[burningfirewarrior]

-

His mind reeled- half with panic and half with excitement.

"Kill him- kill him!"

"Don’t test me- you won’t win if we fight."

[corrupteddarkness]

"Tch. I highly doubt that."

Duskmon heeded the command in the other’s words, taking his sword away.

"The warrior of darkness doesn’t loose so easily."

[burningfirewarrior]

"Neither does the Fire Warrior."

"You are lucky you are dealing with me."

His Beast Spirit would not be so forgiving- it was snarling in his head right now after all.

[burningfirewarrior]

"....Izumi, hi."

( brezzo-petalo )

[burningfirewarrior]

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"But you act like you didn’t know this- if there are different worlds then that means you are not the person we knew. It means you’re someone else…so why would someone else who is identical to him make them feel better?" he demanded, frowning more. "It doesn’t matter, I hurt them too." he could remember that- the pain in Tomoki’s eyes and the glare Kouji had sent him. The terrified look that Izumi had as she kept Bokomon and Neemon behind her- like she could have done anything.

"Anything I do would be useless- because I am useless. I will just end up fucking their lives up even more than I already have Junpei…you don’t understand that."

[shibayama-junpei]

Junpei hung his head a bit. Takuya was probably right, but Junpei still wanted them to be friends. Even if, in another world, he was dead. Such was very strange to think about, so the elder shook his head.

"Stop being so negative! Where’s that ol’ gung-ho attitude? The one where you believed you could always win? I thought I used to find that annoying, but c’mon Takuya. You shouldn’t give up just because…" he sighed. "When we watched Kouichi sacrifice himself, you didn’t stop for a second. You made Lucemon pay for what happened. We all still saved the Digital World in his name. What about that?"

[burningfirewarrior]

He didn't understand- did he even hear what Takuya was saying!? He was angry... he wanted to get mad, to hurt this male for being so cruel-

No, those weren't his thoughts, were they? He couldn't even tell what he was thinking and what the voice in his mind was telling him anymore. Maybe they were the same person now and his insanity had finally enveloped him.

He had forgotten about the male for a moment so when he looked up he stared almost blankly before returning to his senses. "....I can't just change myself again- I already lost that spark that was there...its not easy to randomly get it back." he mumbled, his voice taking on a more pained tone.

"....Kouichi? Who even is Kouichi? Wait- you saved the Digital World? We....we never did that." it was upsetting. How was it fair that they got to do these things and he didn't? That they were happy when he was miserable...?

[clhampir]

I SWEAR I AM NOT CUTE/SWEET

DON’T CALL ME THAT

I AM EVIL

I AM THE SHADOWS IN THE NIGHT

FEAR ME