Brooklyn let out a little hum, "Show off for me or show me off." She teased him lightly. She gave his arm a small nudge to show she was just kidding, thought she did want to hear the answer to that question, thought she already knew, or thought she did. Both would be her best guess.
As he looked at her now, she felt herself relaxing somewhat, "Yeah?" she questioned. She thought she had disappointed him several times by now. She knew she wasn't perfect, far from it. And maybe it was trying to live up to her own expectations of herself that was her ultimate downfall. Jason always looked at her like she was worth a billion bucks.
"Well, good. I would have hated it if I did." She said softly, She knew she fucked up in the past. They were young and dumb. They made mistakes. She knew what she had to do to gain his trust back and build a semblance of a foundation on which they once relied. She wouldn't stop trying until she succeeded, until they were on better terms again.
And the first step was in the right direction.
Brooklyn leaned in at his words; they were low and barely audible, but they were there. She felt her lips part and a small gasp escape at his words, and a pink blush cross her cheeks. "I wondered why you were always so breathless. I just chalked it up to you being out of shape or something." An obvious tease, as he was the farthest thing from out of shape.
"Feelings do that to you, though, leave you a bit scared." She knew that well. It was the main reason she hadn't told him sooner. Fear of losing him, irrational yet strong. She wished she were stronger back then, braver. They could have been so great together if she had opened up and fixed their other issues, too.
Brooklyn watched as he knocked back the rest of his drink, and she evened herself out at the bar, letting her gaze drift away from him. "I know I don't owe you one, but I do." She paused, "Want to tell you." Maybe it was what she needed to finally put that mess behind her. She had been holding on to it, letting the guilt sit at the back of her mind as a constant dull ache, never fully leaving her alone.
Brooklyn liked the feeling. Of the warmth the alcohol brought, but also how familiar this felt. Like no time had changed. They were those dumb kids all over again. Except now Brooklyn could hold her alcohol... a little better.
"You did always look good defending the yankee's honor in a sexy ass bar fight." She said with a soft laugh. She did mean that, though; she loved watching him fight. He was so talented and good at it. She wasn't one to shy away or cry to be careful or be overly concerned when he came home with bruises.
"Okay, okay. I'll let you win this time." She said with a bubbly smile, "Only because I love it when you call me sweetheart. Do it again." She leaned on the bar and looked up at him with a smile. She missed this. Missed nights like these. Missed him.
Brooklyn slammed her hand down and jumped off the barstool. She briefly grabbed his arm to stabilize herself before looking at him with wide eyes. "I got an idea!" She said brightly, a big smile on her face, the devious kind. It was paired with a familiar twinkle in her eye, one that said they were in for a good time and she wouldn't take no for an answer.
"Do you trust me?" She paused before shaking her head. "You know what? Don't answer that. We know you don't. Just go with it anyway." She said as she waggled her brows at him. She picked up the glass the bartender just set down and took a drink. "Drink up." She said as she whipped out her phone and ordered an Uber. "I'll distract the bartender. I believe you know what your job is. Just like the good old days, Jajy."
She raised her hand to her forehead and gave Jason a salute before chugging the rest of her glass and moving down the bar and calling over the bartender, leaning over the bar and twirling her hair to obtain all of his attention.