Bushra

hi, I draw stuff and post about life.

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[happyheidi]

to my dear, with all my love ♡ x

[7698]

[eternocosmo]

Você é minha casa nos tempos chuvosos

Meu abrigo nos momentos de angústia

Minha morada, meu lar.

[diorsiren]

[someonewasheree-deactivated2025]

A forehead kiss.

[nostalgicacademia]

The moon in Romantic paintings

[bushras-things]

Just cause you don't miss the people you have left, doesn't mean you are a bad person. It's okay.

[bushras-things]

I never thought I'd admit this again or even utter these words, but after nearly 4 months, I feel like a loser. It's like I do have time and I can utilize this, but somehow I keep getting behind. I'm not in a competition with anyone else but me, and I can't seem to do what I want. My plan was to get into a school and do art as a side job, but I'm having so much trouble getting in.Not a single day passes when I don't get tired before finishing the chapters. not a single successful study session. This whole time, I have been convincing myself that everyone has the same merit and we only get things according to how much we work. But why can't I be capable of working for 17 hours ? Why do I get tired ? even after I eat? Why can't I take a short little 15 minute nap like other people? Why do I always attend tests with 50% of the syllabus completed? I knew I always had burnout syndrome, I managed to pull myself out of it, but sometimes it just doesn't work. There have been no improvements in the exams I'm taking. I wish I could just sleep in between these study sessions to recharge myself, but alas, who am I talking about 

[bushras-things]

tried kooleen's eye tutorial.

[lilhawkeye3]

Art advice 👀🎨

[bushras-things]

god i need a way show me one

[bushras-things]

i need so much help, idk how i  will get rid of this but i have been going thru constant depressive episodes lately and i am extremely tired of constantly feeling anxious and empty. i want an end to it. 

[bushras-things]

it is funny how the world is so obsessed with only pretty people but still nobody is special or the main character.