I’m currently sitting on the floor in my bedroom, crying.
I haven’t been a dedicated fan of the buttercream boys for a while now. It’s been months since I’ve watched all of their videos and I find myself on Netflix or watching Marvel films more often than anything else. Yet, here I am, crying that this is over.
It’s been over a year since I started this journey, and what a journey it’s been. I’m speechless right now. I’m trying to come up with some wonderful thing to say to wrap this all up, but I’m just coming up short.
It’s funny. I was at work today (I’m a nanny for those of you who don’t know/remember) and I opened Wattpad and was like “Hey let’s look at this fic you haven’t looked at in a while” and I just started reading the comments that were left on it and I was... I was just floored. I guess my dumb ass had somehow never seen most of the comments. I don’t know if I missed the notifications or if Wattpad never sent them, but the kind words I read were ones I had never seen before.
And then I started writing.
I just wrote and wrote while sitting on the floor of this kid’s bedroom and it just all came out exactly how I wanted it to. Plot points wrapped up how I had hoped and, I don’t know about you, but I think Adeline got a happy ending. She realized that she, after all this time, was the place she was searching for to call hers. With or without Jack.
For those of you who have stuck with me all this time, thank you. I’m sorry I left you for so long, but I hope you’re content with the ending I have given you. If not, write your own! Finish the story the way you would’ve wanted me to. Tag me in it! I’d love to read the journey you take Adeline on. She’s as much yours as she is mine.
I think it’s safe to say that this is goodbye.
The buttercreams, while an amazing part of my past, are no longer really a part of my present. I will always be so grateful for the friends they gave me and the memories I made and the lessons I learned. This blog will forever hold a very very special place in my heart. I grew a lot as a writer here and I won’t ever forget that. I may come on to chat from time to time, but I don’t think you’ll be seeing any more fics or imagines out of me.
But then again, who knows. For a while I thought I’d never finish Issues, but here we are.
Again, I feel like I have so many things I have to say. I just hope I did you all proud. If it wasn’t for your kind words of encouragement and understanding, Adeline never would’ve gotten an ending. You all wanted to see this through, which meant that I did too.
I just love you all so much. So much more than you could possibly know.
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