Those who have been fat once, always will see themselves fat.
Thats true, but that's also true the opposite... anyone who has been fit their entire life will hardly acknowledge their gains.
Look at the poor Luke, fit and toned his whole life, he used to workout and have people queueing for him... He and his friend Mark were the college stars and made everyone dream about them.
He was a real dom, mean and masc, spreading a high sex drive everywhere he went and feeling like a bi muscle god. Women were surely hot but men... what a feeling domming those horny sluts... it started when solo travelling with his friend Marc. First time in Brazil, where he unvoluntarily tasted some viados, then at some club from time to time when he went back home... Men in drag and/or with a feminine look were a huge turn on for him and he was as well for them.
The easy access to gratification led him to relax his once solid routine and skip his classes with his bestfriend Mark. He felt he wanted to hit on him but their friendship was too strong to risk it all, while anyother fagg0ts would have fucked him anyway. Both women and men pleased him like never before and, what started as casual encounters ended up in regular meetings with guys with whom he went out to have some drinks and snacks and whatever came after. That left no time to take care of himself like before... but what a dream.. lot of sex and free meals included!!
He slowly started to be addicted to that and bonding with some of them led him discover what kind of manly look they appreaciated the most when men were the topic of discussion... nothing could compare with a thick big man who was dominant and strong... and that was a taste gays and women shared... He never thougt about that and the perspective switch on himself and other men started to affect him even thou he loved being fit and lean.
While slapping some nice ass he felt like he perfectly fit in that description and expectations anyway, but soon he noticed that he was heavier and contantly comparing himself to the big men those guys looked at, and to the fit guys at the gym. Soon, the only way he could find satisfaction was when meeting the guys he met recently, eating with them and having fun. Until now, in fact, everything was kept secret and he managed to live a double life, one with a sexy fake girlfriend who lived far, and the other one where he slowly became these fagg0t's slut.
Hiding that became hard because of his recent weight gain. He was sooo turned on by the attention of the gays that he didn't care about how frequently they stopped him from maintaining his habits, call him to meet them, and eat tons of food in exchange... he would skip everything everytime they called him or he wanted to meet them. When visiting them snacks and shakes were always around for him since they 'spoiled' him from fuckkking hard all the time. and he ate, he ate everything and enjoyed the after sex takeouts kindly offered by them...
Even his social media started to show him big guys contents and gay related pages, and that irritated him in some way but at the same time he was attracted to it. Once, while scrolling on his smartphone he endend up looking at a the iconic Wendy Williams video:
"DENIAL IS A RIVER IN EGYPT"
It took three days to get the point of that sketch, and he even asked to his sex-friends what the joke meant. As he was a dumb straight guy he didnt even notice how roles reversed since a long time - menaning that he was slowly losing the aura of the straight acting guy and was becoming the horny man depending on the gay sex the had together - and when he asked them what Wendy Williams meant they couldn't loose the opportunity to tease him like never before:
- "Honey, how could we explain that to you..." - while massaging his back and strong shoulders - "I have an idea... look at yourself in the mirror, what do you see?"
Luke thought it was the start of a sex game and answered: "mmm, I see a sexy hunk waiting to be pleased, horny and insatiable...
- "Insatiable? right, for sure you are... Look carefully, do you see the same Luke of six months ago?"
He was wondering where all that conversation was going. He felt like something was going in another direction... he noticed some gains but to be teased about... no one would have never done that to him in the past, he was the big man there... Also, he felt like this was what they appreciated the most, and still, he was big but strong and his muscle were bigger and visible. He didn't know how to manage that, if going with the flow and play their game or if he was getting played by some mean guy, but he was sure about him being their object of desire, so he answered:
- "I see a strong wild sex machine to whom you are addicted and a big mass of muscles... come taste it little slut, and make me happy, I'm craving you..."
- "mmm Luke Luke, look better, take the camera to record yourself and look at your old selfies... you're craving yes.... and you're big yes... maybe bigger... larger... but it's not only about us here!"
- "Larger??" - Luke asked. In the meantime the heating system was turned on and Luke started sweating like never before - "You mean that I'm stronger of course... don't you? Is that what you liked right?" Luke was starting to realize and was in disbelief... how come some lean feminine guy could end up being so mean with him?
He took some pic and started to look at them, in his head he saw the same hot guy of the past: crown was there, shirtless pic still looked good, he wasn't that big after all, right? He zoomed the picture, yeah pecs were more relaxed for sure, but the central abs line was still there... if only that heating system could have been turned off. He was really suffering the heat lately and under his pecs a line of sweat always appeared through his tshirts... looking back this was not something he was used to it, but now he was noticing that for the first time...
Suddendly he realized how big he became... also, none of the guys he met was fucking him lately, he started to suck their dick and eat tons of food at their place.. that had to change and immediatly called his fags with the rudest way possible, as they liked...
- "Hey little slut... come here now... gimme that ass, i'm really hungr-Horny sorry, let me eat that like you like it..." - but his tone was not like before, where the big dom man ended up? now he was almost like a frustrated horny insecure chubby teen imploring for cock.. but he thought that was only in his head and continued that tragic-almost riddicolous scene: "i'm gonna ride you and make you scream, wanna hear that girlie sounds you used to make, lets make daddy happy"
- "Oh yes my love, but are you sure can u make it? you are sweating and heavy breathing... have some fresh iced soda first... and then maybe we'll fuck u instead... those love handles deserve to be used and you deserve that... you look so tired..."
- "But I'm not... what fucking love handles are you talking about?? ... I make the rules here - the tank top ripped up on his torso
- "What rules?? you're at our place my dear... and you're in denial, cant see the tubby you are npw? and how you are not aware that we fed you good til the point that you can only beg for more? only a miracle could happen to have our consideration!! and now... Kebab's here for you, have it and maybe later you can have fun..."
Luke was shoked, he still hardly recognized his weight gains and thought of him as the attractive guy he used to be... in that moment he received a message from his girlfriend, actually the former one, who texted him the following message...
Luke, I'm at home now... who's that xl size pants in our bedroom?? I came back from Dubai because i felt something was wrong here... now I see why you skipped videocalling me... I'm disappointed and after all this time apart that's just a confirmation... I wanted to tell you in person but since you are avoiding me, here's the truth, I've been talking with Mark recently.. I know you were best friends, but we met in Dubai when he came for a fitness convention and now I'm staying at his place..."
Luke was in disbelief... what the fucking fuck was happening?? The kebabs he was determined to refuse were the only thing he could use at the moment not to think about all of that and hide his worries to the guys that turned out to be their boss and the only ones considering him...
He took a pic and started to send to is former girlfriends and other girls on dating apps... no anwer, just blocks or messages saying they weren't looking for a domestic pig but a sexy guy... the worst and the best thing was that some of these girls, who in the past would have paid to go with him, didn't even recognize him and answered saying "sorry... you don't fit the Luke standard". Back in the day - 6 months ago - that was a saying in college corridors... now he was unrecogniable and frustrated, we can guess what new standard he was going to represent now... and he had also some people spreading that around... his gay newfound owners and his ex bestfriend Marc....
The kebab ended and now he was ready to make his friends happy... they still called big man, now for a good reason, even though he took six months to understand and see what they meant...
Luke the fit guy... Luke the fat guy... now fit only in his eyes...