Reminiscing.
I occasionally scroll through the photos Iâve been tagged in on Instagram.
This is where Iâm reminded of how my life used to be. How simple life seemed. But still how unhappy I was.
My life has never been as simple as it was in high school.
And thatâs unbelievably deceiving...
Throughout high school I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I was one of those people who actually took medication for it.
And while as I scroll through the dark depth of my instagram, I see what appears to be a happy girl , living a wonderfully full life. I feel agony. Iâm hurting for myself then. Then, was when everything was easy.
I think to myself, why was I depressed then? Then was a good time. I had multiple people around constantly to support me. Why was I so unhappy?
I can keep wondering though Iâll never receive an answer.
Today and every day since is a struggle to understand why Iâve been delt these cards and how the hell should I play them. But Iâm not good at cards.
